Went to hang out with a bestie, got called a faggot Rather be a faggot than a fascist

at what cost

hate feeling far away from everyone but everyone is far away

I really need my hair to be at least partially pink.

I should be a plushie

thank you brunette women for existing I love to look at you and go wow so beautiful

Basically what we’re gonna do is dance

Bald women are so cool

It’s always so funny when more than one person reposts anything I say here about transness and I get a wave of dozens of blocks over the next day lolol

ruined my makeup crying about Sam Nordquist

annoyed because I don’t have money to buy the movies I want to watch on VOD and then re-annoyed at the fact that I didn’t already see them because I can’t keep getting sick and nobody caer

While everyone's "all the love to trans folks" posts are nice and it is good to see support We have been getting them for a decade now. If you want to support trans folks, hire us. Support GFMs and asks for mutual aid. Put yourself between trans folks in public if you see harassment.

i love this world and its inhabitants so ceaselessly because there are people like me in it and knowing that means I can never lose hope I can never give up all the way I can never not see light cause it’s Me

it’s so cunt of me to have a reputation that precedes me that is also complete myth of my existence, a myth that haunts me and goads me everyday of my life into becoming more like the specter that has been made of me

As Ive been doing for the better part of a decade now, I will continue to make my primary focus keeping the trans siblings I know & love alive + hopeful in a world that seeks to crush all desire for a future out of them, as well as crafting space+grammar that give more trans ppl permission to live.

We have to love each other more than we hate them.

jeffrey epstein and his associates openly discussed all their crimes on unsecured gmail, but YOU have to upload an ID, do an AI face scan, and give a blood sample to do fuck all anything

the universe had to nerf me with cptsd it just had to otherwise I’d be too powerful

I should be allowed to **** my biomom

I am a bear that loves to eat meat

Dance Yrself Clean hours

so bittersweet when u can tell a person is thriving after they stop trying to be close to you like yesssss baby I’m legitimately heartbroken but so proud because of course do not attach yourself to burnt out losers halfway across the country/world

first time wearing my tail outside, felt safe doing so bc it’s pride and all the weirdos will be out! the look of complete excitement and joy and awe that a kid wearing crochet dog ears gave me while excitedly fidgeting and trying not to run over to me was so life affirming 😭 WE HAVE TO LIVE DAMN IT

I get so sad for my friends who are hyper focused on passing not because it’s not important or it’s stupid or whatever but because it’s sincerely not a thing you can achieve concretely so it’s a losing game. nobody passes 100% of the time. it’s not a solid state of being. its a test.

Was anyone ever gonna get around to telling me that Chernobyl is the best miniseries HBO has ever made or was it always in the cards for me to find out on a random Tuesday morning (started on Tuesday am finishing the penultimate ep right now and am convinced this is some of the best tv ever made)

It seems like most of us are hanging on and finding passion for the future through an enhanced focus on the pleasures of the flesh / the body

there are only two genders and they’re “yes” and “no” I’ll elaborate further at a later date.

Actually let's go into this. This is the cheapest place I have lived in many years. If I wind up homeless it will be years before I get off the streets again, if I ever do. It is known that it is FAR HARDER to rehouse someone than to keep them housed. I need help badly.

Happy 4:20

DRAMATIC - Cortisa Star ✭

i need to write a small book of my lore to give to prospective friends

I wanna smell like leather all the time

they really make you do a humiliation ritual every single month to get adhd meds refilled. a humiliation ritual specifically tailored to torment people with executive functioning issues

it’s so weird not like belonging anywhere I’ve had so many friends come and go because of the fact that I don’t fit in w their larger friend group and it’s too complicated to find time for me and their like actual core friend group so I eventually just kinda rot off the tree like a neglected leaf

spot the difference

Crossing my fingers that I get to know a little bit of what it’s like to belong somewhere before I turn 30

"trans men r this" "non binary people r that" u have no fucking actual community, u do not care for anybodys struggles, u dont do mutual aid, u r at best a bystander to out collective struggle and at worst an active participant in our subjugation

does anyone want to adopt me serious inquiries only I do not work I do not have sex and I am a horrible conversationalist all I do is smoke weed and watch movies

mind melting mind melting mind melting mind melting mind melting mind melting

It would be so much easier for me to make friends if people were normal and trustworthy

it’s good to remind yourself sometimes that other people, maybe even stronger people, would also have a hard time moving on from horrible things that were done to them that nobody has ever apologized or even acknowledged they had a part in

anyways that’s my rant for the day you can read the rest of what I have to say about the topic in my book coming out in the next 1-5 years

bearded trans women don’t actually exist because transfeminists on the internet directly tell them that they are not the same and bully them out of identifying as trans women not because they are not real people

you ever fantasize about telling off somebody who absolutely doesn’t care that they hurt your feelings many years ago except of course in the fantasy they do care & apologize and also a magic judge shows up and bangs a gavel and says a jury of your peers has taken your side in the matter? me either

have to keep reminding myself that so much writing is only really seen as profound because it was written at all so i keep refocusing on continuing to do my writing

it’s so cunt of me to have a reputation that precedes me that is also complete myth of my existence, a myth that haunts me and goads me everyday of my life into becoming more like the specter that has been made of me

so many people are genuinely so lucky that I have been trained into discrediting myself so I don’t make a stink about the fact that i already wrote 95% of the shit they’re putting out and pretending is a brand new train of thought nobody has been Bold Enough to pursue until Now 😂

It’s Juneteenth, if you have the day off as a non-Black person in the US you owe a Black person money, educate yourself and others why you have the day off.

youtu.be/Z-48u_uWMHY?... My knees gettin weak and my gun might blow but we gon’ be alright