this is never gonna get old

one of the five illustrations i contributed to the BWT anthology 💘

Gnawing at the bars of my enclosure for a “your package has shipped” email for my tail

I look like this rn (being out in the sun is so good to me)

If u draw hairy masculine cowboy transmascs you'll get called a freak or cringe and if u draw "pretty" transmascs w long hair u get complaints about how you only draw "hairless 'white' twinks" and ur a "fetishist". people have no new material because theyve already criticized trans men to the bone

Assata Shakur 1947-2025

I like snacking and wearing my mask too much to be the kind of high femme who wears cool lip combos 😣 I’ll spend 20 minutes doing a fun combo and it’ll be smudged and ruined in the next 20 minutes cuz I just have to eat a snack or wear a mask 😭

morale will remain on a steady rise until my hypermotion tail gets here. It will then temporarily peak

pretty horrible that if I get ready to film but my body doesn’t feel generally very uncomfortable I feel like I’m not ready to get on camera

Did I tell y’all that I interviewed Leonardo DiCaprio and Benicio del Toro for ONE BATTLE AFTER ANOTHER? Because I did. 😎

Tbh I would post here so much more if there were drafts

it is my 28th birthday 🩷 thank u for being here with me for another orbit around da sun. am so grateful to be looking right @ 30 over the horizon 😋 am accepting birthday wishes compliments n gifts ( 🔗 in bio) graciously all day long 🩷🤭

11:11!!!

*cries*

so proud of myself for not being super depressed about the fact that my birthday is in 3 days and I have $12 and a excise tax and a fat ass parking ticket to pay

why do I feel like I have to consistently remind other grown adults that people can just lie and that they do just lie. like sometimes things are lies.

*deep sigh* I’m so beautiful and tortured

Being intersex and trans is so funny you just have to watch people who probably don’t hate you for all intents and purposes say things about transness that fundamentally invisibilize the existence of intersex people while also going “but intersex people!” as a gotcha when arguing w transphobes

is it a coincidence that the events I attend in western Massachusetts that have the most Black people at them are masks required events? Doubt it 😇

Birthday 8 days

nothing is actually illegal it’s just expensive and nothing makes that more clear to me than parking tickets

bear in boston

Some day I’m gonna go on a nice long vacation

Amazing I can save posts here now. Give me fucking drafts

cried all my makeup off and caught the last two minutes of sunlight before it turned ugly and grey outside wahooo

I always feel like someone is waiting around the corner to punch me in the face when I get good news

I said I'd do it and I did: Nature of Rebar, a collection of bleeders and bummers from 2020-2022(ish), is out now on itch! Check out the cover and head to my itch to pick up your own copy!

This body is closed until further notice Wandering too close will get you nowhere, fast.

nobody wants to hear what I have to say about castration movie but you’re going to hear it anyway

feels like I am both real and unreal in all the worst ways

fall in need, I’ll let you bleed Cause you were falling, I’m sorry, I, babe

It's my birthday. I'm 45 today. A tranny and a dyke. A persistent (although tired) human rights advocate. I'm also one of the world's best pixelartists, with 20 years of experience. Ex-Minecraft. I'm looking for studio work. If you know anything, let me know, my DMs are open.

they transvestigating me on Twitter again

if you're a trans person and you like, refer to other trans people as a monolithic group ("the she/theys, the he/theys, et all) that is a huge personal red flag and i don't take anything you say seriously after that.

there’s a difference between poking holes in someone’s life raft and doing what you can to save them but ultimately not having enough of your own stability to save them from drowning without you drowning too

I love you Anya mouthwashing I will never stop loving you Anya mouthwashing #yumeship #mouthwashing

my birthday is in less than one month so basically nothing can bring me down

Film critics that can watch a movie and pump out a 1,200+ word essay / review about it one hour later are operating on levels I can not even comprehend

Emotionally obliterated by the heartbreaking humanity of #TheLongWalk, which is Francis Lawrence’s best work yet. Cooper Hoffman and David Jonsson are truly remarkable, and JT Mollner achieved the impossible with the script. Keep your promises. Hold your buddies close.

every single time the month turns into the 20’s I begin a rabid scramble to make sure I can pay rent at the end of the month and every 1st of the month the hourglass flips and I start from 0 again and I am so tired of it

I pray for those who prayed against me, Every reason why my ancestors sent me

first one piece locals if anyones mean to me im fucking biting them

*stares at you autistically*

I wish I experienced love and intimacy like everyone else seems to. It looks so easy even for other autistic traumatized trans people in ways that just doesn’t reflect my experiences at all and I’m so jealous lmao

enlightened enough to know there are bad reasons why cleaning supplies always have a pink version, too much of a pink lover to not get the pink version of said cleaning supply

This tattoo, by InkedMongoose on IG, is perfect. No notes.

it’s been long enough that many ppl who participated in trying to socially + ( actually murder me have forgotten about it (bc they very casually engage in doing things that can & do irreparably harm marginalized ppl & call it “discourse” / “accountability”) and have started interacting w my posts🤮