Listen I know shit sucks but PLEASE find the things that make you happy and keep doing them. It is not frivolous. It is how you survive.

good morning oomfs, i am freezing ( ᵕᴗᵕ )✩

daily reminder: NEVER LISTEN TO A MAN!!!!! stay safe luvs (つ˘◡˘)づ♥

hey bloots u guys like me right bloots 🥺

libra and scorpio 😬

im going to hang out with my friend and we r leaving at 1:30. so of course i need to be ready an hour ahead of time so i can stand around my house in my fit like an idle npc

its always the days where im actually motivated and have energy that i have to work. and all day

i should draw! *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw* *doesnt draw*

i woke up in a good mood today, and now im in a good mood at work

this is actually disgustingly accurate (link in replies( ﾟ 3ﾟ)p―< ○ﾟ｡○｡○ﾟ)

also, hi bloomfs. im back from the war (menhera induced online isolation)

my dad has been in the hospital for the past like,,, week i think? and he sleeps in the living room. normally, so does our cat, but i think she was used to sleeping in the same room as someone else so she got lonely and has been in my room allll week  ಥಒ್ಲಥ

living life like im gonna kms tomorrow, but only if i have nothing to do/no work and theres nothing im waiting on in the mail

i wanna go ahead and twitch stream and stuff but i keep holding myself back n shit and literally i just need to make a vtuber model cuz i scrapped the last one

i keep making alt accts just for the hell of it. dont even post on them, just make new layouts and then think "well my main is better, its mizuiro"

describe your in person social skills with a gif i make a clown outta myself (i gotta finish watching lain)

sorry for being menhera on main yall, i cant promise ill stop

things that make me cry these days: - not able to go to culinary school - mom has cancer - sad animal posts online - my relationship with my brother - the feeling of crushing inadequacy

maybe my company could help cover tuition? but im scared that that may limit my options. i want to study abroad, i want to be in school full time. i know its no good to wish for what you dont have, but im so envious of my friends that Can do school full time, study whatever they want, etc

at least once every 6 months, i think to myself "i want to go to culinary school, study somrthing that im genuinely very passionate about and interested in. ive been accepted into cul school. whats stopping me?" and then i remember all of the stuff thats stopping me. its kind of depressing

also should i start posting ootds on here? (i ask, all for one(1) person to see this post (i appreciate u sm oomf))

maybe im more shen yuan than lbh cuz i see all these ppl mischaracterizing lbh and my dumb obsessed soul is spitting blood at it like our dear old cucumber bro himself... anyway sy kinsona is my next art project teehee

sorry oomfs if i have been becoming an svsss sky... but i csnt help it im so ill

i suffer from the kinnie mindset that i am the only one that truly understands the character that i kin, no one else gets it like i do, im the only person that can kin this character. my bad yall, i probably wont change but i promise not to be annoying abt it

hey svsss sky, has anyone noticed how dirty imbecile by the happy fits is LITERALLY lbh??? and if so Where is the animatic???? because omg this song is So him

my sister saved me but i did have to climb onto a trash bin to get over the fence

LMAO I ACCIDENTALLY LOCKED MYSELF OUT WHILE GETTING THE TRASH BINS HELP

anyway, thats enough blabbering on abt missed opportunities and what ifs! i live here and now in the present!

i guess my adversities and experiences made me who i am today! who woulda thunk

actually, i do wonder if i would have the same philosophies and levels of empathy that i do now if i were born rich.... probably not

god why wasnt i born rich? id be soooooooooo cool and evil and annoying if i had a million dollars

if i just Actually save for like, 100000000000 years, i could go (id realistically need to save abt 3-5 years worth of money at current income)

thinking abt how i got accepted to go to culinary institute of america and i could have gone and been a culinary student and i could go abroad and study food, I Love Food, but i didnt because it is So expensive

ive actually been going kind of crazy lately. i want to go to culinary school So bad it makes me go wild

i follow the laws of inertia like a fish. if i stop moving i die

i like to wander. if i ever live in a place that limits my wandering, ill be very sad and perhaps wither away and perish

i need a block list of all the accounts that will follow u a buncha times to try and trick u into following them back only so they can then unfollow u one final time

cool so i bought stuff anyway. i am not immune to consumerism

anyway back on my shopaholic posting.... must resist the urge to spend hundreds of dollars on cheap shit べ( ノx _x)ノ

today we are battling with self destructive behaviors! what makes a behavior self destructive, and to what degree do healthy habits become destructive? how can we gauge when something meant to help us becomes harmful instead? and how can we avoid that? much to think about. i will go on a run instead

im not a very original person

i fewl like everyday i come on here and post abt like, 3 things: yapping, wanting to spend money, and work

i fear i have too many thoughts of the silly variety

if only i could create my ideal type. like a homonculus. and they will be super cool and like all the same things as me and understand me intrinsically and never be bored of me or someone that annoys me! or maybe i just need a clone of myself

shower, the dinner, then work meeting... then who knows. apparenly im ghosting that guy i got a date with!!! so that frees up my sunday quite a bit

i open bluesky for 5 minutes, post 10 things in rapid succession, like 5 oomfies posts, and then never touch the app again for 2 days. the cycle repeats

explain username my user on here is sammi tenshi right? sam is my name and i like the nickname sammy, but sammi tenshi looks better together than sammy tenshi tenshi cuz tenshi kaiwai :3

someday! someday! someday! someday! someday! someday!