i'm jacked in to da computer dimension now, i just stole ur information and i'm eating it

im so tired im sorry if im not doing a very good job wufwuff i wanna do stuff like fun stuff awrrf

y'all ever just get rly anxious and cry for no reason at all

Drew a Smeargle gal for the heck of it <3 She doesn't have a name yet tho ... #paws #smeargle #pokemon #oc

anxiety will really make u hesitate to do any damn thing at all , its so silly

check out my super epic totally awesoem temporary setup that explodes ur back if u use it for too long

ii'm the only ten I see

my last night in texas, hopefully.. i hope everything goes well. safe trip safe trip safe trip. sorry. just manifesting a safe trip. please please please no problems

today was my last day walking around houston and i kinda just felt detached the whole time. oh well. it doesn't feel great to be dissociative all the time, but i can at least say i tried to be here.

ive got my lip gloss on. my foundation on. my black eyeshadow on. i've got my clown cat novelty tshirt on. my sick and twisted take on glamour. try and keep up.

do you consider yourself trustworthy

an authentic care for others not preached but shown

i just wanna draw stuff and like lay down forever

what a goddamn day

dude. shut the fuck up

today has this very buried screaming feeling like its my last day on earth , its rly scary, but i have like other shit to worry about so idk. i'm like packing up my gamecube in a shoebox and then sitting down to internally panic for a little bit before i think about what bank i'm gonna use in PA

sorry wwufwuff sorry about that wuff

feel like i am in troubl;e sorry if i am bad wufwuff

i want to do a good job even just once in my life

i'm sorta used to disregard and disrespect and i am easily manipulated.

gonna be susie deltarune for halloween and use it as the perfect soft launch into just dressing like that forever

it's a small blank piece of paper, cut into a vaguely canid shape

ahhhha haha uhmm lol thoughts haha all just thoughts its all just thoughts its all just thoughts

a r

should just draw tomorrow i think

i don't like to be a bother

i dont know pls dont be mad

what level of body dysmorphia is it when u start to feel guilty for being into stufff that ur brain deems "hot girl shit"

i rly need to stop eating, but ive been so stressed out

i don't know how to do any of the things i need to do

thinking about visiting friends by animal collective

need a new thing to obsess over, any ideas ? whats something weird that can i make my whole personality right now ?

hole in my brain big big hole in my brain

if i was obliterated waste , i would hope i at least gave something good to someone

everything okay forever

having trouble getting better and taking care of myself again and i dunno how it got to be this bad. i dunno where exactly i fell so hard. i don't know how to get back up. idk. i'm so scared of my own head all of the time. it says so much of the same stuff. always pushing me towards the same thing..

doodle dog

susie deltarune

surgery costs way too much money, whatever, just squint ur eyes and pretend ur looking at a dog when u see me , okay ?

looking at my art privileges revoked

it's always been hard for me to capture a feeling through art in any cathartic sorta way. i want to self-express but i have so much trouble figuring out what that means

i don't know um im just so sorry that im like this

im sorry

i think im so like away from everything hmm its just like really hard to think about anything and be something and i dunno how to get back in wufwuff

i'm so new to the being and experiencing . not rly used to good memories. help me experience good things , please. if u dont mind

i updated my rym a bit , my taste in music sucks soo bad

don't be mean , okay ?

i tried to make vaporwave once and i butchered it so hard i decided to stay in my lane of um idk whatever genre my music is