waw i was at 57kg yesterday too bad i was dehydrated so it doesn't count :')

ew i saw a pic of me, i just had to delete ew ew ew ewww

having rat dinner for 299 calories 🙏

are the shark slides cool or what ? exchanged one shoe with my bestie coz were basically same shoesize lol

i need to lose faster wtf i'm stagnating ?! yay to energy no to weighr loss :((((

you see how staying at 1500 consistently instead of 1200 then rebound 2000 i need to remember that lol, rather 1500 every day with walking/skating than 1000 and just existing at base level

got 7 rotten bananas at the grocery store 💀 awesome cake tho

THEY FIXED IT

like what if i was not fat yknow what if i didnt eant to die every time i habe to see myself god thanks for clothes

i only have 4kgs to go until """""ugw""""" (yknow how it goes)

my weight is stagnating and turns out i'm seing both my mum AND my dad this month so restriction it is gotta reach 55 or smthing idk heres yuuuuuuum gaspacho and tortilla with too much emtpy space in it

its so hard being anyicapitalidt blah blah ios 26 bubbles look good and shit im sorry send twet

im so fkimg tired also like im so tired ????

not to brag but i shat before smoking and the nic imma shit again yeah whos the lucky baby its fucking ME iM THE LUCKY BABY i had chocolaye AND im under maintenance LETS FUCIING GO

agen 420, licensed to peel

i need to lock in been eating slightly above maintenance for the past two weeks and i fucked up my ankle so i wanna just eat and sleep i need to lock in coz i wanna be at 55 before the end of next month

the lemon ice tea m0nster reh4b was great ! electrolytes + caffeine ?! double piss myself ????

smoking under the bridge and someone in a car above through their lit ciggie bud omfg it made a sound coz its so high up and it was still smoking wtf imagine if that hit us omgggg

just remembered that time i attempted and then survived after fainting for a while and i had to clean the blood puddle and then go to class in the morning high school was wilddddd wtf ?

also i'm actually 59 even at the end of the day after eating yay

do you guys like my new header

i didn't weight myself in a week and i'm still 59 despite everything let's go ??

realistic build goals

i found the autism ed combo sandwich

nothing tastes feels as skinny good 🥀

august in the s0uth of franc3 is pure insanity, it was 42C today, only went under 39C after 7pm between 7-9 was the deluge and the top of the bridge was flooding lowkey, also it was 25C at the worse of the rain (a wall) and the floor looks like that:

skip winner wake up dinner -kate m0ss

they looked like that before and stayed very shaped after ! gotta love star gnoccis

back in my 1300 cals era

holy shit they really are stars

having a hard time interact with people on the internet recently sometimes bluesky feel like we're in the same room hanging out but then sometimes like right now, every thing i could say or do is an annoyance feeling like i'm gonna get executed for liking and reblogging :')

why is 150gr greek gurt + 3 nectarines + 15gr of sugar 401 calories ??? but at the same time :) gurt + stays long in me (until the lactose hits 💀)

i'm so fucking mad because i clicked on one of those game ads literally everyone has seen and the game is actually fun :( crushed, i wanted it to suck and it's literally fun and i hate it lol

she's so me

aw i love this picrewww

france ED type meal (chausson is the same as my fking sandwich can you believe this shit ?!)

alcohol before sleep two days in a row was a bad call migraine :( my head is gonna explode

let's pretend the last 2 days dodn't happen wtf is 3300 cals hello what ???? system accountability stops at my fitness pal bitch

im such a stoner it becomes 4:20 when i smoke

my periods :((( why it hurts so bad i feel like faintingggg

ham and cheese and mayo and mustard and honey and lettuce sandwich goes hard

got to eat normally, just whatever i wanted whenever i wanted (acid + gi issues means i can't do one big meal anyway) and honestly i'm so surprised it always ended up exactly at tdee + exercise ?! like i thought 15 years of EDs ruined my food intuition but i guess not ?????

i ate at maintenance all week and ended up the exact same weight i know it sound stupid but i'm always so convinced i'm wrong that when it turns out my calories were right i'm so relieved

ha ha 0 days clean stearted the day with a big old white one that refuses to stop bleeding lol anything to make the panic attack go away

also haven't cut in 3 or 2 or 5 days idk how many days my memory is so shit rn but yknow yay lol

this but us4h4n4 i love her

wow i can't restrict and i'm very sad and angry i WONDER what could be going on i'm sure it's a little surprise for me in 2 days lmfao

at the ED food joint with @crustyriver.bsky.social they have calories on the menu (never happens in europe) and the drinks are white monster, coke zero only and kombucha this place is epic asf

what's up with the gooner clouds and the edging situation why does it feel like rain but it never rains bring the water sports god damn it