I did a collab with @pyrelogi.bsky.social (Logi) for @sodalighter.bsky.social birthday! Logi did the line art, and I did the coloring and shading! heres #wasteofwater Yaoi!!! And here's to 21 years for Mel!

feels like my skin is pulling itself into small condensed segments and leaving cracks of thin skin between and heat emanates through those thin layers.

i feel like crackle nail polish

Goodbye arm

i love my boyfriends

Its so interesting to see how much I can crack in headspace. Since I dont have wild magic surges, it just reflects how im feeling. I cant explode here. I guess we'll see how far it goes.

Feasting on a lot of meat tonight

if i had a gold coin for each time I had an annoying fucking parasite in my head that wont go away, i'd have 2 gold coins, which isnt a lot but weird that it happened twice.

I find myself angrier most days

hold your friends close

taco bell save me

if i had guts id rip them out

wow

there's something worse after the height of the stress, pain, and disappointment. That anger fades into regret, a longing for how it was a few months ago. It was there, in my hands. I took it for granted, and now I'll never feel that way again.

place your trust in people carefully

i have never been more fucking insulted in my life

my head feels vicious

2am headache woohoo lets go

need him

i love my bffffffffff he has a really cute smile rarsrsrsrsr

I do not understand the insistence to stand next to someone you know is a genuinely awful person. The idea that someone can get better is not unprofound, but when their behaviors have been so strikingly consistent; how will they get any better with no consequences?

pushing others away from being your friend bc they're not popular is so weird btw

i love when you can tell someone is stroking peoples ego that they like so theyll get more favored by them and closer with them. people are so fucking weird man anyone ever hear of organically becoming friends with people or is it just normal to be a suck-up

Having anger issues sucks because god damn I get irritated so quick with just the tiniest things people around me do and I do not have a fucking filter

i need mfs without DID/OSDD to stop telling ppl they have it when they dont know wht theyre talking abt and not a professional ong.

dream bbq peak

venting is cringe i never have problems look at this funny pic i found haha

Eugene writes all these nice poetic things for me and has pretty sun/moon imagery and I just let him chill on my lap and occasionally stare intently at him and he gets all pink. im so good at flirting (I do not need to do absolutely anything)

I have so much food to try now that I'm here, man