some vibe-based doodles

"find an alternative" okay yeah i will (all are garbage or have other suspicious/bad things or just dont have 50% of the features discord has, or doesnt have anything for community servers) okay!!! yeah!! hehe! :3 lets fearmonger about it more instead of, fighting this???

maybe i should draw skales again.............. maybe.. .

there will be lots of art dont worry just things still have me caught up and hopefully February is when i actually get balls rolling on stuff LOL

ever just make golems of yourselves and then do this haha yeah me neither go play corru observer

damn the iron lung movie is pretty good, i wouldnt call it 10/10 but that was SOLID and i loved it, really interesting and i think just a great adaption too to be honest, hell yeah

looking at my art portfolio is kinda really sad lowkey because ive been submitting this to so many teams or indie folks and no one has even REPLIED to my submissions this shit SUCKSSSS someone HIRE ME PLEASEEEE

desperately and constantly fighting with myself to not spend money to commission a carolina or eelektross or kimi model at all times im so desperate for a rigged and multipurpose model i can mod into things GUHHHHHH but that would cost too much and i cant be spending money like that

bunch of doodles today!!! yippee!!! were staying in the art groove i promise >:))))

man how do people get jobs as concept artists i feel like ive ran around trying to get any work i can yet.... </3 ive failed at landing any job or anything in indie circles or w/e, shit SUCKS i need money!! i need a job!! why is this so HARD

yuuuup and there it is artists already heading back to twitter lets see whos the real ones then

so there is a lot i wanna do this year (and kinda need to!) - actually start making a game finally for once and not have it die - start up a small comic series or something - get a paying job (likely through art, im a sillay concept artist so) - draw MORE THAN LAST YEAR - improve myself even more

I havent drawn a LOT this year actually, and this is the oldest and newest pieces I can share this year!!! and as messy and shitty the year has been, its also been the best, Ive gotten into more things, learned about myself so much, improving myself, AND work on corru observer, new years approaches!

i should post more of my older stuff actually so for all the vaporeon lovers who cant escape, here you go

I so hate how even after blocking someone there's the small chance you see them show up through fanart and it's like fuckkkkkk

mannn, MANNNN THE FIONNA CAKE FINALEEEE fuckkkk that was so good im so happy i love this series man i need season 3 already..........

maybe ill be able to find some of my old mutuals here again now or they finally refollow too teehee

artists on twitter will do anything but move when the entire system is against them apparently holy hell why is it so hard for people to just leave that place "not enough people are on bsky for me to move" jee i wonder why, if only all their fav artists werent sticking to THAT hellsite

random doodle page of many thangs

its been long enough for me to once again shill to people to play corru.observer because its the best thing ever i experienced and also i work on it now

its pluey

moth and interloper probably idk

the fact companies are willing to just replace concept art with AI absolutely ruins my dream job and also just made things infinitely even harder for me to get a job btw ive gone through maybe like 50 applications at this point when am i gonna get even a minimum wage shitty job shit SUCKS man </3

just frowned so hard seeing a character i made for someone for free being sold for only 15$ any amount of ego i had just got shattered instantly, its the cheapest option.. okay,,. im really reserved and obviously struggle to draw, so gifts are kinda really special when i pull myself to do it.., ,

ik i keep promising to draw more but its because im just constantly busy and doing other things too but!! promise!! hahaha, i just kinda need to find a way to make money too though tbh, thats my current bottleneck tbh soon though art production will rise with time prommy..

that sure was an episode!! oh gods

my friend Meraki is in danger and will soon be homeless. she's a disabled (POTS) trans woman who was abused by her parents, and is now being put into a life-or-death situation. all relevant info is in the image. donation info is in replies. if you know somewhere she can go, message me. please help.

corru doodles for the 38th time maybe these doodles will convince you to play corru.observer go do that i think that would be so cool

nuclear throne update good, big smile :)

this continues to be relevant constantly for me

there is some humor in wanting to draw but not having ideas, this may be a first from me?? usually I always have things to draw lol

Been playing the new Ror2 dlc non-stop lately, holy hell I think it's better than void dlc (and also the boss is voidling PROPER (the beta version)) fuckkk it's fun it's cool it's got bangers and man do I love ror2

Carolina's fish container (for fishing)

Carolina's fish container (for fishing)

okay well I was atleast given some money so I am obligated to atleast draw carolina a little.............

trans awareness week? someone should... donate 500 dollars to me....... ill suddenly feel really inclined to draw ass of carolina >:3 or eelektross kissing the screen or smth idk

hmmm... its been a while............ go play corru.observer if u havent :3

okay I will just ask openly, since I have been workin on... a little somethin... what would be some things people would like to get from me :O like. Ive got 2 sticker sheets lined up and a mug and thats kinda literally it lol. I wanna make stuff people (and I) want!! but I forget im bad at this

gotta shuuut myself out from looking at twitter stuff lol entirely cutting offeven opening that site to read posts from now on out lol

eelin' it

always scary to hear about floraverse I feel like its got its dirty fingers in every crevice of the internet somehow, you think you've got somethin chill going on and then suddenly BOOM it shows up

no ones ready for me to start getting on it with art again the motivation is skyrocketing again now that im free from october nightmares and also things have been calming down

Im seeing like so many accounts I followed ages ago suddenly reawaken today what happened on twitter to convince them all to finally come here today lmaooo about time though i srsly dont know why people are so concrete with staying there and not even using this site at ALL

for anyone curious, were doing a corru observer art month!!! mostly on tumblr and the discord server itself, teehee but still!!! yippee!!! no easy way to elaborate with so little text here so this is all... gonna be fun seeing what people make with #corruvember >%^)

Ive been too busy (and stressed) with things lately to do a halloween thing for once which kinda sucks. usually I am busy with my IRL stuff, i mean its a VERY busy month for my family, but this month has been. nightmarish online lowkey, everything that couldnt go wrong went wrong anyways! but im ok!

I refound this image so just yeah. snake n eel.

if I had a nickel for everytime i follow an artist and they immediately switch to being uncomfortable about their posts and change/delete the account id have like 20 and that makes me sad at this rate i just need to make a lurking account i guess. ... . </3

i think id prefer someplace boring than whatever the hell twitter is and I get to say that because my account is like 5x smaller here than there even after months of not using it and using this one way more lol this place isnt even rlly that boring I get lots of goodies here, no drama = boring (?)

more corru doodles yippee

current mood and how things are going