In the middle of night I crave for metal cover of Through Patches of Violet, but every cover keeps original vocals. I want raw emotion, rage, self-hatred, insanity. And every version is rather timid.

Jobhunting reality is getting an answer after several weeks; it says the position is closed already.

Tried to get back to some art projects and I hate them all, but not enough to start from scratch. This doesn't bring joy.

Game: Silksong FARI DULA SIMANET 🎼🎶🎶🎵 Artwork is a gem, music is honey, bugs are adorable, hk glitches never change, sherma is precious, ohmygodBILE, songs are silked and silk is songed, ohnowe'vemadeeverythingworse, fleas go awooo and my heart melts. #zer0ctrlMedia2025

It's a cat - my phone, 2025

Right, I fell sick and only now am recovering, hah. Got my sweet time to import photos and organize them in somewhat nice way.

I'm back and somehow feel even more tired! Great!

that button is holding on for dear life #LimbusCompany

The next station is 🚄➡️ #LimbusCompany

Some beans! Phainon for @dotarari.bsky.social JC for @vorpalvoid.bsky.social #zer0ctrlart

All beans are home <3 Commissions are closed until I get back from China

2 days left! And first batch is sent. Next one is going home tomorrow!

FUCK CENSORSHIP🖕🏻 in this house we support posting NSFW and just making sure things are flagged appropriately like a NORMAL WEBSITE should!!

Signs that I've started Library of Ruina be like

I love how my little pupper gets onto the bed to snuggle and shove his fluffy butt into my face as a "good morning" gesture.

August beans! 2 Aug - 10 Aug You give me [3 coffee cups, which is 10USD or around 800 rubles] I give you [a cute chibi headshot] If you want one, you can donate on Boosty and DM me the character you'd like to get. boosty.to/ctrlkun/donate

Just letting you all know that I plan to finish that prompted Oraxia piece before leaving to China. I didn't forget, I'm just slow, you know.

Game: Limbus Company Walpurgisnacht&Timekiller - Canto 7 finished and it's beautiful; they can't top this (they can and they will) - You can see that PM gets more budget: trailers, new IDs, vfx get fancier and fancier - I am absolutely normal about Meursault #zer0ctrlMedia2025

It's a rare moment I don't feel obsessed with Mirage's design - which warframe would you like me to butcher?

They bring magical girls this Walpurgisnacht, I see, I see. What a treat! youtu.be/rJy_MchSCpM?...

There some nights when all you want is to start another zomboid run with zero loot, zero skills and extreme temperatures.

✨Commissions open ✨3 slots! Payment via Boosty DM me if interested or have any questions

Greetings! Happy #PortfolioDay I'm ctrl and I'm addicted to beautiful murder machines 💜

When I believe that I'm not at my lowest point anymore but then don't think I even deserve participating in portfolio day. Yay.

Sharing dog photos is caring ✨ Now your day is blessed by Julius Gregory Stone (Dany)

Music: Mili Do you want storytelling in your songs? Mili's got you. Mili - Through Patches of Violet www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_Jf... Mili - Hero www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zuif... Do you want heavenly music? Mili's got you. Mili - Dignity (chilled) www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0Iy... #zer0ctrlMedia2025

I've never thought vocaloids would find me via YT Limbus recs. It's like 2010s are back. www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwaA... #zer0ctrlMedia2025

Oh, birthday ✨

Updated my Mirage's look! #warframe

So. Citrine. I prefer her orinigal skin, but can spend hours colouring and admiring new deluxe. + beautiful gradients + overall pretty skin + the best ephemera - jellyfish skirt/accessories - barely a gem #warframe

2 left

Ah ✨stress✨

✨Commissions open ✨3 slots! Payment via Boosty DM me if interested or have any questions

old art that was made by the amazing; @ctrlkun.bsky.social Frost!! Look at this beauty

Right, now I remember why I don't render big pieces this way anymore: it's pure chaos. Yet, have to admit, it was fun and relaxing. [Mirage Nuwa] #warframe #warframefanart #zer0ctrlart

Finally got around to preparing the second bookmark I commissioned artwork for from @ctrlkun.bsky.social 🧡

There've been several collabs in progress for some time already and I looked forward to posting them all at once. However every piece takes a lot of time for different reasons and now I don't want to make the finished piece lie in a folder even longer.

Beans be back in July! Thank you ~✨

maybe i could draw tiny doodles for my media list...

10 days left! And I'm a bit dumb, haven't realized there's no jar, just a simple donation button/link boosty.to/ctrlkun/donate

Wink wink ~☆ [Limbo Prime] [if I can say so] Bookmark commissions for @ritens.art #warframe #zer0ctrlart #commission Thank you for your support ( ˙꒳​˙ )

Oh, it feels like ages since last beans commissions opened! 1 Jun - 14 Jun You give me [3 cups of coffee, which is 10USD or around 770 rubles] I give you [a cute chibi headshot] If you want one, you can donate to "beans jar" boosty.to/ctrlkun and DM me the character you'd like to get.

The moment you realize things you used to enjoy barely spark joy these days. They are still ~nice~ and I appreciate them, but this ~nice~ feels shallow.

It's actually nice to invest in a personalised bookmark. Commissioned the ever wonderful @ctrlkun.bsky.social to design me a limbo!Lane bookmark. Thank you!!

tomorrow's a rather important day, the last step of getting out of debts wish me good luck

i regret signing up for being dependant on our mother nature's mood, as springs and autumns are always a wild ride

How do we feel about 30 m/s wind

I almost forgot what dissociation episodes are and now it hits me again.

Now extra frilly! [Yareli] #warframe #warframefanart #zer0ctrlart

My dog jumps a bit every time I pick him up to put on a windowsill as if he makes the jump all by himself...