Merry Christmas everyone! I’m happy for your guys support and love, it’s been an interesting year and I’m happy I didn’t do some things I thought about but I’m happy to have everyone’s love and support. Here’s to another year of mayhem ❤️

Sorry for the weird energy on stream tonight guys. I thought I had recovered enough emotionally from some stuff that happened but I guess I was wrong. Thank you for those that did show up for a bit though ❤️

Cooked some really good food with @nixthefluffderg.bsky.social , I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving! ❤️

Yeh we murderer a lot this morning lol

Love these two pictures from the last set of pictures I’ve done on vrchat lol

Breaks my heart that most of those that I thought was close to my heart just upset and leaves without even a goodbye when I stop letting them walk over me. A few of them I wish I could have gotten at least a good bye since we didn’t talk for a bit but each to their own…

Forgot to post, but got some hardware upgrades this past month through the shop since we relized that my computers besides the GPU was about 10 years old. Hopefully smoother streams and new changes coming soon~ Lovely Picture curtesy of @blindharkain.bsky.social

I offered @crazesickle.bsky.social tacos right before Harky got grabbed. Better send some to them later o.o

I broke into a million pieces, and I can't go back But now I'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass The scars are part of me, darkness and harmony My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like

Kind of wondering if some friendships is worth keeping when they keep leaving you on ready after a message or two and never message until you poke again months later.. I feel like I would probably get a few spoons back if I just stopped doing that.

The homies who helped out this year with B-day streams! They deserve some love too! Follow them! ✨💯❤️ @celestialjuniper.bsky.social @xyleenee.bsky.social @suedeyoung.bsky.social @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social @savinski.bsky.social @topguntyler.bsky.social @caspercolorlight.bsky.social More attached!

Le fooooddsssss

Will be taking a break from Furality around then so hang out with us on Twitch! Then we will work on furality stuff afterwards off stream~

I'm over here! @suedeyoung.bsky.social and @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social are helping raise funds for Lucifers Recovery Cost! If we reach the goal, I'll draw them as a makeout meme and pregnant! Twitch.tv/suedeyoung Twitch.tv/thatbeargrizzly #vtuberuprising #envtuber #vtubers #Vsky #donathon

What even…?

Oh I never posted my pictures from TFF that I found so far! Here ya guys goooo

Waking up after getting home from TFF to find @kianwolfau.bsky.social passed away… fuck talk about a roller coaster of emotions. He was one of my first furs to make friends with and I’m going to miss him… sucks I didn’t get to talk to him much last year from traveling… I’ll miss you hun

Hope to see you guys at TFF!

The support since I’ve been back into streaming has been amazing. I met some amazing friends like @blindharkain.bsky.social, @maulerant.bsky.social, and @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social ,it’s been a special night everytime I’ve been able to play games with them off and on stream. Keep being awesome <3

Who did this? I just wanna talk…. @maulerant.bsky.social did you do this?

Chicken noodle soup, chicken noodle soup

Oh yeah got some pictures in suit the other day, hope you guys enjoy

Curious to see how this goes hehe keep an eye out!

After much hard work from the (now 2 members larger) crew, we've finally wrapped up Episode 1 of Helldivers VR(chat), now to edit it!~ Thank you @manmilkhunter.bsky.social @drywallnet.bsky.social @suedeyoung.bsky.social and @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social for joining me! #helldivers2 #helldiversvr

HeheHehe

ppsstttt, you. Yeah you, your adorable and I hope that no matter what is happening in your life your taking time to take care of yourself <3

Streaming some Once Human, let’s see if we can move on to some more campaign stuff o.o

It’s been crazy, the amount of love and support that you guys have given me since I started streaming again. It’s humbling and just… thank you ❤️

Come say hi and hang out in our chats you taco butts! Hehe

DONATHON DAY 14 (346/400!) REPO! TODAY at 6PM PST, 8PM CST and 9PM EST! W/ @manmilkhunter.bsky.social @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social @suedeyoung.bsky.social @magnumson17.bsky.social @skitzcyberfox.bsky.social #vtuberuprising #streamschedule #collabs #envtuber #vtuber #vtubers #Vsky #donathon #repo

Schedule for the week, I hope to see you guys on the stream! <3

Hi, I'm Harkain. Ever tried Mac and cheese with pickles, crab legs topped with mustard and ketchup? I love it! When I'm not busy trying to invent new dance moves, I'm probably pretending to be a ninja around the house. My pets are not impressed. #donathon #punishmentskeet @suedeyoung.bsky.social

Help from: @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social @suedeyoung.bsky.social @maulerant.bsky.social @manmilkhunter.bsky.social Raided by: @celestialjuniper.bsky.social @caspercolorlight.bsky.social @deathdaisies.bsky.social @pavorthefeartuber.bsky.social Raided to: @misfitsquad.bsky.social DAY 5 COMPLETE!

Hehe had fun! Cant wait for DBD tomorrow!

DAY 4 of DONATHON Highlight Clip. PT 2 With @maulerant.bsky.social @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social @suedeyoung.bsky.social I didn't make it 😞 #blind_harkain #monstervtuber #horrorvtuber #vtuberuprising #vtuberclips #vclip #envtuber #vtubers #cozystreamer #Vsky #contentwarning #donathon#datenight

Hey guys! As you know I’ve been streaming more to try to get back into the flow of things. This also includes trying to do schedules that I never really did before. So here’s this week! Let me know what you guys think and thank you to @thatbeargrizzly.bsky.social for showing me this.

Still streaming! Come say hi to everyone on my channel or theirs! twitch.tv/suedeyoung

Haven’t touched DBD for a few years so this is gonna be interesting haha. See you guys in a few hours!

Hehehe go do what you guys do best~

You sent this 12 hours after I already fell and fucked yo my arm. Ya can’t stop me now! (I’m not driving in the highway, don’t worry lol)

Anger is destructive to the mind, and hurtful to the heart and soul. It doesn’t solve anything but will destroy everything that lives inside of you. Truly, you can only win when your mind is stronger than your emotions. in the case of recent events, I need to let go of those that made me angry.

Merry chrimmus

They might not call me hero or a good person after what I'll do... but i hope you can still call me friend. That would be enough for me.

It hurts to know I barely exist in your thoughts, while you consume all of mine.

Vr headset broke right before I leave for my holiday trip, think I got it wrapped enough for daddy valve to accept the RMA?

Guhh… hate late night thoughts because most of the time I just think about *him* and hope that he’s doing ok even after everything…. God I hate my brain sometimes.

Best company squad ever has @oddmanjon.bsky.social @springkittenn.bsky.social @manmilkhunter.bsky.social @craftyshanny.bsky.social @malvarik.bsky.social @suedeyoung.bsky.social RoxotheFoxxo and StantheSentryman in it! Please do follow all! Highlight from today's Collab! Exactly how it started.

Come say hi!