i think its weird how if someone comes out about having an addiction people never let them forget it. Like Stephen King has been sober since at least the 90s, the majority of his books were written sober, yet people still joke cocaine is what makes him work so fast

BREAKTHROUGH!!!! (they haven't slept in weeks) #jayvik

And I brought some jayvik things with me #jayvik #arcane

Giving these husbands long hair ❤️ #jayvik

writing this essay is so hard bc strict wordcount but theres so much Deaf cultural context i want to put in that takes up too much wordcount so its like. Talk about my play and not explain certain choices. Or explain cultural context and not discuss my play personally

safe in your arms. #jayvik #arcane

jayce and dmitri drunken one night stand that jayce pretends didn’t happen

Super happy with how how came out <3 #jayvik #viktorarcane #arcanefanart

Saw Mossy's beautiful art and it made me want to join the 'Draw Bugtor from memory, then add Jayce' trend Vik's like "Honey, hold my staff so I can do the peace sign with my hexclaw" #jayvik #arcane

crying in the bath listening to The Terror audiobook when Jopson realises everyone is leaving him behind to die :') did i risk my hearing aids for this experience? yes

genuinely asking. wtf am i meant to do when i finish my masters degree. all i do is go to work and do my masters degree. wtf am i meant to doo

horror jayvik anyone? in the form of a meme redraw perchance? [ #magicsart #jayvik #jaycetalis #jaycearcane #viktorarcane #arcane ]

This is canon #wip #jayvik #arcane

another chapter of alien viktor meeting jaded professor jayce and fuckin. thats it. thats the fic. #jayvik archiveofourown.org/works/690007...

taking a break from gardening 🌱 [ #hexvalentine #jayvik ]

i input a lot of my crazy onto jayce but i think it would be fun to as a treat givr viktor my crazy too. like i too had a brief moment where i thought i was the anti christ, and then i got medicated and have been (mostly) fine since

Someone asked if they could borrow Rio 😤

i also see #caitvi as being childless lesbians who have huge scary dogs that are absolute sweethearts. they intimidate everyone when they go on walks, two stern women and these three scary dogs, until you get to know them

big fan of childless gays jayce and viktor fostering disabled or medically needy animals bc they have hextech money and no heirs and they spend their retirement caring for the lil babies #jayvik

why does microsoft word add so many words to my count. in scrivener im down to 15400 words. i download it as a word doc. BAM 15800. What the Fuck.

i have to bleed 1000 words from my dissertation script to get it to the 15k which equates to roughly 90 minutes for a stage piece and it's so hard bleeding all the little human moments of stammering :')

during the day i edit my dissertation. in the evening i write alien jayvik porn

you’re so pure, he says does he know, I’m forsaken? the original sinner #jayvik

🤓 #arcane #jayce

my cat (pictured in my profile pic) is only 2 and a bit but he has a fabulous habit of needing expensive vet visits around people's birthdays. he's targeted my brother and my sister and this year he is targeting my mother. he just likes to wipeout your finances in case you wanted to be special

i have mental illness. mental illness makes me forgetful. i have university counselling because of mental illness. i forget the appointments. this keeps fucking happening

accidentally paused and now im sobbing over viktor's tiny pout

chickens being abducted

i have 2 paths i can go with for my jayvik baby fic, and i cannot decide which one would be best :')

I had to kill some darlings for my script to get to 90 minutes, so I had to say goodbye to this rare moment of light with my little gay man and his angry spirit partner

ive been really thinking abt quitting my medications recently and i genuinely cannot tell if im evolving as a person or entering a manic episode

Morning kisses 💋 #jayvik

i love my 9 ft tall monster wife #jayvik

how could you think, darlin, i'd scare so easily? #arcane #jayvik

👌 #jaycetalis #arcane

[ #jayvik ]

#jayvik another shot from ms paint

every six months or so tiktok will just go YOU 🫵🫵🫵 have BPD 🫵🫵🫵 and listen. is it wrong? technically, no. and within 2 days instagram reels is like "oh you have psych ward experience" and idk what it is about me?

i got my ao3 account when i was 14 and i already purged all of the fics i wrote pre the time i went inactive which i refer to as The Great Depression, but i went thru my bookmarks and like, shit i started my ao3 account for Attack on Titan goddamn!

what i’d imagine prof!jayce would be like. let him be a little insane :] [ #jaycetalis #arcane #magicsart ]

#jayvik hottest newly weds on the block

Family 💫 #arcane

my writing is torn between using a more lyrical, poetic style vs the fact you can't beat a good "Oh my god" and I am never going to make a fantasy version of it. why mess with perfection.

lowkey want to have my long ass fics bound but like i cant imagine what i'd do with that physical object when im like. aged 50

Remind you, this is happening concurrently with every sex worker or nsfw artist getting demonetized and shoved off the web. They never cared about protecting kids, they just wanna be the ones in control, the ones making money.

I'm doing penultimate edits, and then I've finished my play 🥺

jayce talis wearing a bikini send post

post-canon jayvik, but every spring Viktor turns into Herald, his form like some animals changes due to mating season, and Jayce just has to endure while he drags dead animals to the doorstep of the house and performs strange mating dances while Jayce sits on the porch in a chair and drinks mint tea

i just noticed that ximena talis has a little hammer motif on her skirt 😭😭 those talises were not letting ANYONE forget what they were known for