good fucking god he's the prettiest man I've ever seen

oh hi there, i've been experiencing the biggest case of oliver stark brainworms in history for the last 2 weeks

helloooooooooooo. im hardly here anymore. i've been playing warframe, spending as much time as i can with my boyfriend, attempting to rediscover my love for writing, and focusing on school/home stuff.

So, can we talk about writing and fanfic fatigue and how horrible it is to become burnt out on writing fanfic for a specific group/interest? Or is that too negative of a conversation to have in a fandom space because of toxic positivity everything must be happy topics 24/7 and all of that?

Nobody seems to talk about the way that toxic friendships and horrific fall-outs and abuse in fandom spaces can drain you to the point you no longer feel motivation or inspiration to continue doing things you once loved to do regarding the interests you shared with them.

I haven't been here for two weeks 😭 I had finals for one course, started another course, and have been juggling home stuff and spending as much time as I can with my boyfriend. I'm exhausted, chat 😅

Just a friendly reminder that if you're not writing solely for the purpose of loving to write and loving to create and loving to put out into the world what YOU love to read and see then you should be finding a new hobby :)

Haven't been on here much because life and school are both kicking my ass. Haven't really written more than 111 words because I've had no motivation or creative inspiration. ):

💜 welcome to my account 💜 💜 I'm Becca. she/they, 26. NSFW content. writer. amputee. chronically ill. taegijinkook/yungi+jongho bias. 💜 CARRD (pls read first!): taehyungcore.carrd.co 💜 AO3: archiveofourown.org/users/atinyb... 💜 master-thread below! ⇩ 💜

new pinned post incoming bc i changed my @'s everywhere

Coldplay released Fix You on this day 20 years ago, so let's all enjoy Bangtan's 2021 cover of it (and maybe cry a little)!

fun fact: fix you is my favorite Coldplay song, and it's the song that's gotten me through pretty much every single thing I've ever gone through in my life. When I found BTS and I learned of this cover, it was all I watched for a month straight. I created an entire fictional universe inspired by it

All is right in the world again my mans IS BACK TO HIS NATURAL HAIR COLOR

I changed my ao3 username to atinybecca. the era of yoongicatboyagenda is over; the era of atinybecca has begun.

both of us just be sitting there looking fine as fuck. soulmate-ism or some shit #ARSD #armyselcaday

This weekend has just shown me that I really should stop letting people get away with shit. I let you get away with way too fucking much. F-slur on my best friend. Biphobia towards me. Dismissing my addictions. One-uping me every chance you got. I let too much slide & you thought you could abuse me

HELLO HELLO HELLO IM NOTHING BUT A WHORE AND MOD KNOWS IT APPARENTLY (no srsly tho mod knows it LMFAO)

an actual literal tree of a person im crying

please i need something to look forward to

I really should post the screen recordings I took, maybe then the people who have just ran with your bullshit thread will see that you're just throwing a temper tantrum

this shit has me crashing out so bad lol. im so sick and tired of this shit and its always the people who can never pull out receipts that actually prove what theyre claiming. its irritating and its childish as fuck

"you call a white person out for racism and suddenly you're upholding colonialism" well, yes! bc you see. the "white person" ur calling out is part indigenous & ur repeatedly ignoring that & erasing that fact! ur saying "i cant tell a white person theyre white?" & thats blood drop quantum!

Only toxic bitch in the friendship was ur ass, lil mister "i must one up everyone and also beg for validation from everyone and also i must always be right and if im not right then im a victim"

You claim you have so much evidence as to how horrible of a person I am, but I can actually back up my claims. You know about what I deal with, told me I don't understand how badly you need what I'm addicted to, then said "that's you personally." foh, throwing a tantrum bc you didnt get your way.

What other "proof" is there that you have? you wanna talk about the time you told me, a sex addict whose addiction you know about, that I don't understand how badly you need to get laid as a virgin? you wanna talk about how you slung the f-slur at my QUEER TRANS friend like it was a yoyo?

It's so funny. What do you mean, "here's the evidence" but then it's not even the entire conversation and only the part where you TWISTED MY WORDS AND PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH? Funny. I have the ENTIRE conversation on screen recording. I have the actual evidence of you being a little bitch

"I've known becca for a year and a half." we met january 2025. What do you mean? You have not known me for a year and a half. It's been just over half a year. Lying on my name and lying to make yourself look better. Not surprised, narcissists will always lie!

Also crazy how I pointed out that the healthcare industry also hates women because I've spent my entire life not having my diagnosed bone disease taken seriously when my bio dad has the same disease and gets treated with more care than i do bc he's amab, and you just dismissed that entirely but ok

How are you going to accuse people of being racist and then omit the screenshots of them AGREEING WITH YOU that YES RACE IS A BIG ISSUE BUT THAT IS NOT THE ISSUE BEING DISCUSSED CURRENTLY. Grasping at straws. You just wanted any reason to fight, argue, and claim victimhood.

It's actually crazy that a POC would make an autism issue entirely about race & reduce another persons identity down to just being white when they're part Indigenous & uphold blood drop quantum which is systematically cultural genocide against indigenous people then make an expose thread about ME

new @ whaddup

today, I collected 3 eggs from our chickens which brought our count to 18! never thought I'd be a chicken tender but here i am (and i want 8 more chickens to add to our flock of 4)

you’re the kind of muse that I admire 💋 Wooyoung/San 💋 In Your Fantasy Tour 2025 Era 💋 Canon Compliant 💋 Post Concert 💋 Hotel Sex #starshinefics #woosan #ateezfics #atzfics archiveofourown.org/works/69614796

Also tell me why I scheduled an appointment with a peer tutor at my uni earlier and it was the biggest waste of 30 mins of my life. i left that appt with the same (lack of) knowledge I entered it with. WHY WOULD U TELL ME TO "JUST USE THE COURSE RESOURCES" INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY HELPING ME?!@$?#$#t

update: my best friend bought me a rocketbook 🥺😭

Being only 26 and having really bad arthritis is so fucked up because what do you mean I can't take longhand notes with a pen and paper anymore . what do you mean the easiest way for me to longhand is w a tablet and i don't fucking have one what do you MEAN

The creative burnout is actually insane right now.

I was considering doing a poll to see how writers feel about the writing period length. Perhaps just keep it as it was before~ And ofc Bsky doesn’t have a poll feature ! I will lament until it does ! Anyway~ Prompting will start before the end of the month but you didn’t hear that from me 🤫

Love Mingi so much can't believe he's the only thing that's gotten me through this weekend fr

Pet death // One of my two childhood dogs crossed the rainbow bridge tonight. She was 10 years old. She was a beautiful cattle dog who lived a long and full, happy life. She was part of our family, and I'm devastated so I'm going to be mostly absent from social media while I grieve with my parents

I am going to EAT HIM WHOLE in a non-cannibalistic way my god im going to DEVOUR HIM NOM NOM NOM NOM

I fear I will be participating again

yunho in grey sweats. mingi's dick is out and swinging. san is saning. oh im going insane

I'm actually going to cry

yeah, i could be gentle (but that ain't what you like) #yungiau #ateezfic (Yunho x Mingi) Boypussy Mingi Yunho has a Big Dick Free Use Cunnilingus Exhibitionism Squirting. So much squirting For his birthday, Mingi tells Yunho all he wants is for Yunho to freely use him. ao3.org/works/68985931

🧩and all the pieces fall (right into place) 🧩 🧩 #vminau 🧩 8.8k 🧩 Prince Jimin x Bodyguard Tae 🧩 Omegaverse 🧩 Modern Royalty 🧩 Alpha Tae/Omega Jimin 🧩 Heat/Rut 🧩 Accidental Mating 🧩 Knotting 🧩 Scenting 🧩 Written for @royaljiminfest.bsky.social ao3.org/works/66259636

what if i started writing ateez fic

On the phone with my boyfriend and I mentioned I wanted ice cream and he went to get himself an ice pop bc I reminded him he had some, and he got me one 🥺 and opened it for me 🥺 and brought it back only to realize I'm not there 🥺 and that's the cutest thing I've ever heard and now I'm sad

didn't write a word today (again, sigh) but I did manage to think of a way to weasel Song Mingi into an existing wip of mine

these updates of Yoongi literally talked me off the ledge I've been standing on since mid-June god bless