Im finally am under 200 lbs for the first time in 7 years. Im glad I try to cope with my sadness with gym rather than food, otherwise I would be in really bad shape. Now if only I can get my mental health to start matching my physical health. 🫠

🐾 First Batch of Leash Stickers are done. Still open for more! Thank you to those who commissioned me. Just a reminder that I still have slots for these leash stickers. $35 for one, $50 for couples, $70 for throuples. Interested? DM me on Bluesky, Discord, TG, or email me at [email protected]

FWA was quite a con for me. I wandered alone for most of it, but the moments in between that where I had the chance to spend a little time with old and new friends made it worth it. Thank you for everyone who gave me some of their valuable time, even if it was just a moment. 💙

Finished up the YCH for the sexy man @zuka.bsky.social Looks like he caught you staring at him in the locker room... ;)

Guess ill post it here also 😬 Another year around the sun…

Drawing of @zuka.bsky.social

Yeah I may make some self pity posts here and there which is very unattractive to some, but im still staying committed to taking care of my physical health (which takes alot of willpower in my case from years of bad habits and recent trauma in my life). 😤

TLDR: Vent/Journaling about my recent mental status but overall ill be okay.

Random progress pic because I haven’t posted much. 😅

Wanna see me fuck this lovely maw? Heres a preview of something I posted awhile ago on OF. If you wanna see me do spicy stuff live then check out my joystick channel as well! One stream I ended up fucking one of my toys as a rare treat to peeps who were there. Everything is in the link in my bio 🙂

Got me a new ref sheet from @iXNicholasXi on twitter! Definitely look alot edgier haha. Most of these changes are meant to be symbolic for me, while a few are just personal preferences I wanted to change. Cant wait to start getting some more art of my boy. 😌

Wanna see me fuck this lovely maw? Heres a preview of something I posted awhile ago on OF. If you wanna see me do spicy stuff live then check out my joystick channel as well! One stream I ended up fucking one of my toys as a rare treat to peeps who were there. Everything is in the link in my bio 🙂

I kind of view this piece as vent/cope art even though I didn’t draw it. Just gave Clay a brief description of emotions I wanted to convey. I have mixed emotions when I look at this art because of what it symbolizes, but I absolutely LOVE it nonetheless. Please go support Clay! 💙💙💙

I went into this con not in the best headspace, and definitely had a few “moments”, but a few friends absolutely helped me make this con an amazing and memorable one. You know who you are. 🤎💚💜 Ill definately be back to this con for sure! Safe travels to anyone headed out today!

Just in my room alone, taking aesthetic selfies, after sleeping in while listening to the rain. Hows your Megaplex going? 😅

Since im rooming alone, I guess I’ll show a stinky post workout Megaplex selfie. 🫡

Fun fact I just took a selfie and sent it to him as a reference, and my dick was STRANGLED in that jock….

We pushing through this depression with brute force 🫡

Was going through @zuka.bsky.social's drawers and found something spicy 👀

Just something I needed to get off my chest. Sorry in advance if this isn’t peak Zuka content. TLDR - Being transparent about my depression but im getting better slowly so please don’t worry too much 🫡

Thank you to everyone who kept me company last night, whether you were chatting or not. No matter how bad things get, I know I still have people who support me. That knowledge alone is sometimes the only thing that keeps me going. I think ill be okay eventually 💙

I apologize if im even more distant/absent going forward. If I stream I probably wont be energetic. If we aren’t close I may rarely respond to messages if at all. Im the only one to blame for the situation im in. I promise I’ll be okay, it just might take awhile.

STOP 😭

I get the gym to myself tonight :)

Finally posted another vid for the OF, heres a taste. 🫣

FWA this year definitely had some speed bumps but overall I still had so much fun spending time with peeps! Caught up with some old friends and finally met a few in person after years of knowing them. I hope to be seeing you guys at Megaplex if you are attending! 💙💙

FWA25 we are HERE time to nap and shower 😮‍💨 (im at the courtyard a block away and honestly after seeing the escalator situation at main im kinda liking it over here)

We cooked the other night w/ @capgrolarbear.bsky.social @bradesu.bsky.social and I gained at least 10 lbs these last few days…twink era so over for him 😭

BUCCEE’S TRIP w/ @bradesu.bsky.social @capgrolarbear.bsky.social FINALLY GRANTED ME THE ELUSIVE 69.69

Bee-day Suit @zuka.bsky.social !

I think I need to register this thing as a weapon. Who wants to try taking this thing to the face. 😇 Posted a lil something on the OF, heres a sneak peak.

See you all at FWA >:3 If you wanna find my room, here’s the poster for it!

Pictured: me when a twink does (anything) All body types are valid, but I fucken LOVE twinks … tall, short, abs, no abs, big butts, smol butts, give em to me 😤 #fatcockfriday even though its hiding 🫣

I cosplay as a minecraft daddy at underwear parties 😔

In other news, I haven’t cum in over a week now. Even with the shenanigans I had at TFF it never quite happened. It’s really hard to get to sleep for an early flight when my mind wants to be horny but im too tired to do it myself. 😓

Well, TFF was a blast as usual! Pictured is the adorable @mekhoi.bsky.social , tall boi Jet, the amazing kitty @finnthepanther.com , my love @shunpo.bsky.social , and the best wild dog I know @mathbanana.bsky.social . Thank you Shun and Math for being roomies and making my con even more special. 💙

I just realized as im getting ready for TFF I never made a MFF24 post…OOPS. It might be the last MFF I attend for awhile, but I saw alot of good beans and got to spend time with some amazing people so I would say it was one of the better times Ive had there. 🥰

Im getting serious about my protein intake. This will cover me for a couple days at work. Hopefully by megaplex ill have some visible results 😤 (2lbs ground beef and 8 eggies)

Happy V-day to my precious boyo shunp0s.bsy.social I wuv youu 💙💙 🎨 - artisticdot.bsky.social

Finally posted a video of me cumming on my OF. Heres a sneak peak. ☺️

was just reminded about this piece when talking with a friend recently about size difference and outdoors stuff 😏

Happy 1-year to my lovely boy Shun Hes been the only one to be able to put up with me for over a year, and I know this is the first of many anniversaries to come. Thank you for bringing so much light/happiness into my life, and I cant wait to spend my future with you! MWAH~ 💙💙 🎨 - alibi47

I think ill try to stream later tonight (and more in general) for anyone who needs a space to exist. For those of us who are able to keep our composure in the face of everything, we should try to provide support for those who are struggling. Stay strong, and reach out to friends if you need. 💙

POV: daddy gets home and he’s in need of some attention from you pup… get to work. Full length vid on the OF 🤓 onlyfans.com/1350041205/z...

FFUCK I FORGOT FAT COCK FRIDAY…HERE HAVE SOME CONSTRAINED BONER SATURDAY 😭 #irlnsfw #fcf #fatcockfriday

Hey to all the new followers thanks for 1k over here! I promise I will tag all my nsfw stuff, and there will be plenty 😤

#TummyTuesday Ill post a video of this on the OF eventually :) Spoiler Alert…I get hard

Its #NationalBoyfriendDay ? I usually don’t participate in these numerous random “holidays”, but I think this one is worth celebrating for my special boy shunp0s.bsky.social 🥰. I love youuuu! 💙

Do you prefer whole milk, or whole milk? #tummytuesday