i do miss the good parts of college

theres supposed to be a frost tonight and its gonna kill my garden and that might actually break me

also it would be really awesome if my anxiety would let me actually text people back jesus christ

I gotta go to bed

in unrelated news I think someone should go back to December 2023 and tell me not to allow that to happen

okay good news!! I got my fd7 to work again!

at some point I need to resume my star trek watch through

I feel like my forehead is actuslly getting worse but maybe im just getting extra dysphoric about it

man

no one appreciates my bug reports smh

eternal crashout

fucking ai man

when im sad i usually try and find some music to put on. Its often sad music honestly, which may seem counter productive but it does seem to help in a strange way. I'm not really finding the right music for the current melancholy im feeling, which sucks honestly.

god I suck huh

Yuri 2

fuckijg ugh

at some point i would like to have an fd200. Like, i don't think its any more capable than my fd95 is (and definitely has a worse lens) but i do like the idea of switching between the memory stick and the floppy.

my mavica fd-7's sensor died the other week and im trying to find a replacement. Im not sure if i should try and get another fd-7 or an fd-81 instead.

feeling sick

im not doing a very good job

wah

that whole sinking into the earth thing sounds pretty good right now

womp womp

fuck

nope! I did that last night over something similar im not doing that again tonight!!

im not going to

im not gonna freak out

Ive made a fatal error im gonna try so hard not to freak out im fine actually im fine its just a picture

this site is really gonna die isn't it

trying to manifest myself back to like, march, where things still sucked but at least it wasnt as bad now

what else can I do

i probably need to die

the horrors continue

another day where I really could do with something good happening

this cant be forever

getting my shit together would be so much easier were it not for the fear of death by fascism constantly looming over me

drank too much !

things are okay, and i think it will only improve until things are good or even great.

actually feeling pretty good again today :)

well it was nice feeling okay for like two days

wow that deus ex remaster looks weird

hello, i made this bot. i am a trans autistic anti-fascist. you are following a work of trans autistic anti-fascist art. that is why it is screaming

Can we normalize wokeness?

i hate being afraid

i hate being afraid of everything

i really am a piece of shit

man

nothing a little prosecco csnt fix

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH