The hardest thing about trying to figure out mental health stuff is the vocabulary, trying to describe what I feel or deal with. I don’t know how to describe what’s going on in my noggin, all I know’s that it feels weird and wrong and I want help figuring it out so I can overcome it. Is hard :/

Gee, an anniversary edition and a whole quarter of the viewership suddenly plumished, the least viewed contest since 2012. I WONDER WHYYYYY 🤔🤔🤔

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Been meaning to do this for a bit now tbh, but no better time than now! I'm going on indefinite hiatus to focus on my job, studies, and health. And once I have figured my stuff out, I hope to be back soon! 💙💛

🇧🇬 DARA on what she would have done if she hadn't won #Eurovision:

Gonna have to wait for tomorrow to see the full commentary / reaction, but safe to say this was my reaction to Bulgaria winning 😂

ABSOLUTE BANGARANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Tonight is the night where it all matters... 😱 @mallowvt.vtubers.social, Aria, Navi and I will be on tonight on Discord to document, commentate, and react to the #Eurovision 2026 Grand Final! ❤️ Join the Discord! (18+) discord.gg/rtrwu45P2f

First Semi of #Eurovision was... a mess 😅 And tonight, @mallowvt.vtubers.social, Navi and I will watch through Semi Two, give our thoughts on the acts, and heavily judge the interval acts. Join the Discord! (18+) discord.gg/rtrwu45P2f

It might be Eurovision week, but that don't mean the streams stop 👀 (all times CET) - ♠️ On Wednesday 10PM, Forbidden Solitaire - 📸 On Friday 10PM, Content Warning - ❄️ On Sunday 10PM, Moomintroll: Winter's Warmth Live on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

LOOK AT IT AAAAAA ❤️❤️❤️

Tomorrow night is the start of Eurovision 2026! 😅 I'll be joined by Navi and @mallowvt.vtubers.social throughout the week tomorrow for Semi-final One. We'll watch through the show, give our thoughts on the acts, and hopefully have fun! Join the Discord! (18+) discord.gg/rtrwu45P2f

HOLY MOLY This will have a significant impact on Eurovision going forward, trust. Tanku Lucio Corsi LMAO

I had an absolute blast with Home Safety Hotline when I played through it. And they're back with another game! Forbidden Solitaire, a game about a 90s FMV game with a controversial backstory... Join me tonight at 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

Yo! Gonna skip out on today's strim, feeling a lil tired, but I'll be on tomorrow for Forbidden Solitaire, and I'll move MOUSE: P.I. For Hire to the Saturday after that :3

Playing this on Friday!!! Loved Home Safety Hotline, and this looks right up my alley 👀👀👀

TWO DAYS UNTIL FORBIDDEN SOLITAIRE DROPS! 💿 Unearth a controversial 1995 dark fantasy CD-ROM 🩸 Fend off dungeon horrors in solitaire-based combat 🔎 Discover the dark history behind the game's development 👁️ Purchase invasive upgrades from the eye in the walls 💙Wishlist Now: tinyurl.com/ywj43ptj

We're going back into the Moominvalley, playing as the beloved friend himself as we wake up in a lonely winterland, trying to find warmth in the cold. You won't believe the name of the game... it's Moomintroll: Winter's Warmth! ❄️ Live 10 PM CEST, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

FRESH WEEK, FRESH GAMES, PIPING HOT!!! 🤩 (all times CET) - ❄️ Tuesday 10 PM, Moomintroll: Winter's Warmth - 🐭 Thursday 10 PM, MOUSE: P.I. For Hire - ♠️ Friday 10 PM, Forbidden Solitaire All of this, live on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

ROCK AND STONE BOIS! ⛏️ I'll be going live tonight with some casual Deep Rock Galactic with frens, and I hope to see y'all there :3 Live tonight, 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

Okay so I have realized once again how fun game dev is, spent a whole evening refactoring JKRs settings menu and getting that same euphoria of “oh my god, it works” Safe to say I’m back on the saddle bois, plz make sure I never get off it LMAO

okay back to streaming!!! 🥳 And I promise, this time around, the ROUTINE stream is happening... oki? 🥺 Join me tonight at 10 PM CET on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

Less than 30 days until #Eurovision in Vienna, and I can announce my buddies @mallowvt.vtubers.social and Navi will be co-hosting together with me! 🥳 We'll hang out, watch/commentate/criticize the contest, and have a blast! :3 (hopefully lol) Join the Discord! (18+) discord.gg/rtrwu45P2f

Back to strims! :D Gonna try to slot in some collabs for the month, so look out for that too :3 - 🌕ROUTINE on Wednesday (finally) - ♠️Fallen Aces on Friday - ⛏️Deep Rock Galactic w/ frens on Saturday Next week, all at 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

hi hi hi i found the password for my socials again!!! Been a lil stagnant in recent days, but I've got a new stream schedule coming tonight... as well as announcing who'll be co-hosting this years ESC Watch Party! Stay tuned :3 💙💛

I know the contest is going through hell and back and all of it is terrifying and frustrating, but this? This makes me incredibly excited to see, honestly. Definitely gonna host another Watch Party / Commentary JUST for this too ❤️

This whole month has been ass. Fuck this month. March is supposed to be a comfortable month for me, yet I felt at my lowest. Fuck this March. Goodbye March 2026! Hope to never see you again, bich! 🙏🖕

For anyone who wants to know, commissions on VGen are closed for the time being so that I can focus on other parts of my life with less stress. If you want to know when my commissions are open, you can drop a follow over here: vgen.co/vswede 💙💛

Here are Dave and David's full unedited comments for those interested:

Yo… will this shit finally pop? 🤩🤩🤩

Streamers, please don't do this. Nothing sends viewers away faster than making them feel guilty for lurking.

#Eurovision is less than 2 months away, and I'll be hosting a Watch Party / Commentary on Discord with ma frens! :3 We'll be talking about the good, bad, and ugly, and having a blast critiquing this year's contest❤️ Be sure to join the Discord! 🥳 (+18) discord.gg/rtrwu45P2f

hi sorry for being mia, my week hasn’t been great. BUT! Stay tuned for some dope news :3

IT'S THE FINAL DAY AAA 🥳🥳🥳 Gonna be playing Jackbox, there's gonna be so many frens here, it's gonna be a blast :3 Be sure to bring yourself, friends and family, cause we need all the support we can get! Tonight at 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

I'm sorry y'all, I'm too sick to stream tonight. I've done everything I can to get better, but still can't keep water down. Going to rest up and hope to see you all for @vswede.bsky.social birthday stream tomorrow 💚

ROCK AND STONE BOIS! ⛏️ Gonna be playing Deep Rock Galactic again (after so long), it's gonna be fun :3 Join me tonight at 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

Feeling better, rested, and ready to take on Phasmophobia! 🥳 Last time I played Phasmo was in 2022, soooooo DO NOT expect me to be good at this XD Catch me tonight at 10 PM CET on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

I’m sorry, but there’ll be no stream tonight. I’ve had a pretty shitty and emotional day, and I don’t think I can bring myself to stream, my spoons are low. I’m sorry if this is selfish and hurts the initiative. I’m just not okay. I don’t want to bring the mood down.

The Bash continues tonight with PEAK! 🏔️ And some of the gang from last night will be joining in on this trek along with me :3 Tonight, 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

We're continuing this week of streams with R.E.P.O! It's been a bit since I last played, so I'll have to see how wacky the game has gotten since then :3 Also, WE HIT THE INITIAL $100 GOAL 🥳🎉 Now, can we get to $250? 👀 Tonight, 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

TODAY'S THE DAY!!! 🥳🎉 Join me tonight as we start the first day of celebration, charity, and good times with Party Animals. PLUS, I'm debuting a new song (much like last year 😉), so stay tuned for that... :3 Tonight, 10 PM CET, on www.twitch.tv/vswedeofficial 💙💛

TOMORROW IT BEGINS BOIS

FUCK THE UNITED STATES AND FUCK ISRAEL

THIS IS REAL. NEW VSWEDE VIDEO TOMORROW 10 PM CET. (and it's not a cover) The Hytale Launch Day Experience! Subscribe to be notified when the premiere goes live :3 youtu.be/Vsr-dqmRqj8 💙💛

If you need moosic stuffs done AND wanna help this goober get verified, feel free to commission me! :3 vgen.co/vswede 💙💛

Repping the Garbo Gang! 🦝🗑️ also if you somehow haven’t already, go show the best extra life charity vtuber @blairbears.bsky.social all the love and support you can muster ❤️

Twitch’s own help page mentions this, so I have no doubt this is genuine. I am angry, and that’s the most flattering way I can describe how I feel.