Waiting for dinner time it a several more hours away for me... all for the fact I get to have what I think is nummy ramen.. its from walfart marketside I love both ramen bowls.. its filling and I dont get sick.. its a plus..

Shiba blep.. Just a sketch i did while waiting for mom at the doctors.. zero refs other then a fidgety Nova who being his dork self..

Journey of ozempic the trails being on this with my blood sugars and all lord is it worth it? The Meer fact i can almost wear jeans that I havent been that size since high-school is mindblowing. Ive drop 40lbs from this hell.. and yes its hell.. I still have back pain and standing is nil..

I feel frustrated my mom wants me to get a oil change on the car. Yeah its way overdue by alot but I dont have the funds to handle it. I am trying to keep what I got slated for what bills not been paid yet. I am hurting fundage wise but did manage to get things handled. Just cant do anything

Anyone try Resident Evil Requiem? I know it just came out just wondering is it worth the money? Trying to keep mind off things.. always loved RE its one of my fave series..

Im home I feel so drained this cold isnt helping me at all.. did get mom her meds praying they help her. For me though gonna try to nap and pray I can be okay in a bit..

Oh my god I just had some lady's servicedog lunge at me and Yuki while I was on the motorcart at walmart.. Yuki went right into guard mode and growled which is a huge NO but granted as I've had fake service dogs do this to us before its so frustrating.. I quick raised my voice got her in a down stay

Well the battle with food continues my go to things like sandwiches are on hold til I can get bread again which is next week so that gonna be fun for me. I get to try to find food that I can eat that won't make me ill.. I do think the roomie and me got a cold though.. feeling rough and now I'm

I feel like i over ate two grilled ham and cheese sandwiches.. I feel like i should of only had one or half of one.. yeah I battle with eatting cause I fear it do too much.. though roomie informs me I barely touch food. I'm basically scare of it cause I never know how it will taste or effect me.

*sighs* trying to go to sleep and my brain goes to Benjamin... I cant sleep now I'm thinking of him and his sister Buttons.. I miss them so much.. 😢

Some good news! Spyro's eye almost fully unfoged.. he got a slight haze but I can see his lovely amber eyes. He greeted with his headbutt and arms around my neck for a hug. I swear that cat one of the happiest I've ever met. Its one less worry at least..

Well some good happened.. used dryer is now in my garage.. meaning we can at least now try to handle basement repairs then get it dragged into the basement when we are able to. Trying to not stress more then I have been.

Tonight been hell i had a break down several times. Mainly over the whole dryer issue. I've never felt so damn stressed before over getting something. Nor do I like how my roommate wait all day long without sleep to receive said dryer.. which threw a damn wrench into today's plans for everyone.

So I'm having to do what I hate... I'm dryer shopping.. I want to scream.. but our dryer died and I actually have a used dryer that was suppose to be drop off today which surprise it wasnt.. so now dont know when or if it will be drop off or when we can get it into the basement of doom. See my

Wanted to let folks know Spyro eye is doing better its slowly healing. Guno still not great im starting to think maybe cancer or something with the lungs/chest will be talking to the vet soon. I'm trying my best sorry for being quiet lately..

Trying to sleep since 1am something my body like nope.. im feeling ill and drained yet cant sleep.. took benadryl in hopes of sleep yet body refuses.. cant get comfy and my bed got plushies and pillows I should be comfy but nooo my body like hell to the no we wont go..watch soon as I say fine I'm 😴

Today been so stressful at least Yuki and Spyro will be okay. Guno health is still unclear there is no sign of kidneys or liver going bad.. but we are not sure if the heart or he has another issuse going on. Could be cancer vet still not ruled out FIP. I suffered a panic attack this evening.

Guno and Spyro UPDATE: Spyro eye should be okay its healing rather sight will still be in it we will see. Guno (Juno in saying) is who I'm worried about. Vet said no signs of a upper respiratory at all. Meaning Vet thought FIP (my heart dropped to my gut) or cancer there no test for fip but we

Still trying to seek help for tomorrow's vet vist at 1:30pm if anyone able to help info below. I know there so much going on right now. I honestly need Yuki with me seeing as she my service dog. And the boys need to be seen to help them. Anything helps honestly.

Spyro Jr UPDATE: Vet appointment scheduled for tomorrow along with two other pets. Yuki needs her shots updated and I have another VERY sick cat Guno that needs to be seen for a bad cold. Please I really NEED the HELP to handle three pets going in... www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...

Nothing much just a sketch to work out my bones..

Nooo chicken is tasting Grey again.. what the hell..

Update on Spyro Jr. we will be trying the other eye meds my vet told me to use til Friday of no change he going in. I feel uneasy but I trust my vet so if anyone willing to help me get him in on Friday I'd be grateful.

Spyro Jr. Needs help ASAP. Ive been treating his eye with meds for what I thought was flu related. Sadly I fear it could of been now from a cat fight an the got his eye clawed at. Now I'm worried it can't be saved. I need to get him seen to be sure. I post a image of his eye and donate info below

Deer out by my friends house..

Life being a jerk.. Ive been feeling weak for a few days.. my head felt like a heavy mass so doing much is a failure. My arms and legs felt like noodles.. I did manage to eat soup today and feel beyond full. My worry though is for one of my cats. His eye isnt good there a mass on it. So...

Well good news got my doctor to send my ozempic through so wont have to deal with this mess again it seems til next year.. but it had to be on the coldest days -21° out o.O but I got my meds and not planning to go anywhere til next week.. for now gonna rest cause I pulled my back getting back into

The stressers of being on ozempic raises again.. once more I'm battling my doctor to get the damn meds written out for me not missed a dose for 6 months since I've been on it.. and now when I went to get another pen for next Monday I was told Tuesday I dont have refills on it.. so I'm now been

If I dont post for a bit just know I should be fine.. kinda at the point being online is not great for me. I dont need the added stress but I know that's everyone. I hope everyone safe and stays safe im gonna wait out a winter storm.. blowing snow and freezing temps means staying in.

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So last night I learned you can get sick suddenly from the smell of food due to ozempic.. roomie was cooking dinner pork chops and I sniffed the makings and instant sickness nausea.. I've ate earlier today just a sandwich then took a nap to wake to cramps and my body plotting my doom.. roomie

So anyone else get some hungry if you drink something it suddenly hurts going down.. cause hi this happens.. and I'm very hungry but cant do anything about it just yet..

Trying to sleep took nightnighty meds hoping they kick in soon.. feel drained and itchy.. just want to rest.. body playing hell no we won't go..

Just woken up to my body going you will 🤢 if ya dont... I've lived in the bathroom came back to bed tried to drink tea.. lay down and I dont know how but food from it feels two days ago still in me and wants revenge upon me eatting it.. I am feeling like hell but now I cant sleep..

The joys of house repairs.. Roomie and my Sister @furasotakazzellin.bsky.social where attempting to swap out the dead ceiling fan in the kitchen for a light.. well it seems we know why it died.. slight fire cooked it.. wires been cap off we are not touching this til March. Kazzy will have 2 weeks

Managed to fling the back out again.. I'll be taking it easy for several days.. hope everyone well.. its crash time for me.

Ooh the joys of the New Year.. feels like back pain.. I dont know how but Ive hurt myself again.. could of been when I adjusted myself from falling in the livingroom but Im in pain and cant move well. Im gonna have to resort to the muscle relaxer and pray..that is if I can sit up to take it.. >.<'

Trying to sleep but sadly pain meds have not kicked in.. my mind decided its in ocd overdrive.. and if I move I get jabs in my back. Thus why I took meds in the first place.. even breathing slowly is painful.. if im not talkive today its due to lack of sleep and pain or I'm zonk out..

The urge to sleep in the freezer of my fridge is great.. to curl up and be comfortable and not overheated.. how I feel....

So I've managed to eat three times today.. more then normal but I feel good kinda.. I know normally I was eatting some small meals.. a sandwich and soup or just a sandwich with chips.. or just soup with crackers.. today I had two plates many hours apart of holiday left overs.. I am full..

Just finished dinner I am full.. roomie made everything but the greenbean casserole that's my task when we do holiday meals. We're watching Muppets family Christmas to unwind from a long day..

Been up since 4:30am just body won't sleep anymore.. stared at cell.. I want to go somewhere anywhere but there nowhere.. for what it worth folks hope all they can have a good one.. for those that are struggling I get it.. I dont even know what or why im writing this..

When you wake up and suddenly ooh I should bake chocolate chip cookies cause its Xmas and then you realize you dont have anything like that to even make.. then again it's better then waking up to trauma again.. stupid brain and its ooh hey recall when this happened as a kid.. ahhhhhhhh oh fun um..

Managed to eat some soup earlier been sadly living in the restroom more then I like.. asked the roomie to maybe make a grilled cheese and ham sandwich later I'll attempt to eat that.. just feel so weak honestly legs and arms feel like noodles..

I think the whole house got the flu or something for the holidays we are all not doing well.. so please understand if Im not active or anything its cause I'm sick.. and most likely trying to not have my insides leave my body.. going back to bed.

Well woke up after crashing feeling upset gut.. dont want to risk food or night meds I did upchuck tonight cause mom did while in the car.. god it was a chain reaction.. poor roomie walked a half block home cause of it.. I want happy not sick for the holidays :/ I can even take eh for the holidays.

Unable to sleep was getting up to use the rest room and Im greeted by this.. he just stretches and flops over.. Nova such a ham..

Im just laying here crying and he wasn't even my rat.. I hate we couldn't do anything but be there as he passed.. this year just been long and heart breaking.. I dont want to sleep but dont have the drive to do much of anything.. I just want some happy please let there be happy..

Stitch is now with his brother Smokey among the stars. My he and his brother have all the foods forever among the stars. He was given a grape before he passed he will be missed. Ratties need more love they are amazing little ones.