Burn Baby burn!! Mom's happy bday bonfire..

So tomorrow Oct 9th my mom celebrates her 75th bday. We told her we'll do our best to make her a good dinner on the grill. She love to go to famous Dave's or olive garden but right now its just not doable. We also told her we'll do a bonfire and she all happy. it amusing to see her happy over it.

He a sleepy boy... Nova is a good demon when he wants to be.. he tends to find the most crazy sleeping spots near me though..

Feeling a tad run down need to go get meds from walfart for me.. jusg dont want to drive or move.. tried to eat a sandwich for dinner last night which didnt go well.. I think the turkey sadly went bad. I just cant win won't be able to get food til next week either.. bleh I say..

Yay I've yet to sleepsince 4am.. I am now attempting to nap for several hours cause I'm exhausted good night internet... 😴

Too early in the morning to be awake and have my body want food.. oy drank some green tea though. Ive been up a hour or so I dont want to take sleeping meds but not sure if I can fallback to sleep. Slight headache and just relaxing I guess while cops plays in the background and everyone sleeps..

So managed to eat all this and I'm very full.. I couldn't eat the burger fully only had 3 bites.. I might finish later or something. This is a huge change on how I use to eat.. a sandwich honestly fills me or a bowl of soup.. over eatting is so fearful aswell.. 😰 also thank you to all that donated

If anyone willing to help maybe..

I'm so sorry to do this but I've just ran out of cat food. I had thought I had another bag and won't be paid til the 1st. So um not to be eatten by my furkids.. could I maybe get some help grabbing them a couple of bags? If you can donate thank you from my furkids www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...

When your personal usb fans say f u and decide to die.. I am twitching as I'm in nonstop hot flashes due to meds and curd.. I cant sleep due to flashes and no working fans. im not allowed to crawl into the freezer. I want to be comfy need cold damnit.. 🥶 it also doesn't help with da shibas clinging

Well I have realized either I ate too much or the combo of not taking gasx right after food has caused me to vomit very many hours later... cause I did not enjoy the second coming of my cereal.. we also found out the roomie cant handle my doing so yay... roomie trying to care for my sorry ass..

Trying to sleep still.. I oddly have this weird growth by my shoulder and this odd feeling of being smacked in the face at times.. I wonder why..

Yay for not being able to sleep *glares at time of night* well gonna try sleep meds.. even if they are not working at all.. anyone got other ideas I could try?

I swear why does life keep throwing up roadblocks in my life.. slept all day only been up for a few hours.. my arm doesnt hurt as much thank god but still itches like mad.. my pc gave up the ghost on top of well car and vet issues.. I'll post a journal for help.. it just crazy :(

Killer headache go away... please... I am so tired of hurting...

Well today I did my earns that where needed and will be home for the new couple of days cause while grabbing meds needed at Walfart I got my flushed, covid booster and heb-b shot all in my left arm and Im starting to feel the ache.. mom got her shots to.. so yeah gonna be down for a few days..

Sorry, I'm under extreme stress right now... its causing me to lash out and panic.. I feel unable to do anything correct..

Oh god I don't need this in top of everthing. Jiji my snowshoe my sweet old man is showing troubling signs, loss of weight/muscle mass and I feel his eyes are sunk in alittle. I think he will take Yuki appointment in Oct. Though that's if I can get help with either the Tabs or His vet bill info ⬇️

So I got a huge problem.. I got my car renewal info its freaking 500 to keep my car going on the road. I'm gonna be honestly that will kill me and the budget for next month and then some. I need my car to care for pets, and taking mom ans roomie to places like doctors and such.

Nova laying on my arm like mom i know you've been ill... let me try that ham sandwich so its safe for you... I'll just rest right here til your ready.. k Mom?

New hell unlocked... oh god ask my Roomie called them.. I'm dealing with the chaotic visits of Aunt Flow and Uncle Ozempic.. we don't do well when these two visit eachother.. oy the pain... but I've managed to fine ham to be safe to eat.. and salads seem okay.. did find protein drinks tried one

So small update my body on week 7 of ozempic which is my 3rd dose of 0.5 and so far I haven't ate much but a roast beef sandwich and that was playing do I stay down or come up.. I dont feel hungry or have a desire to eat.. fur kids are fine I'm gonna just keep going docs say give it longer.. 😞😓😩

Okay today really rough just lost my breakfast and feeling really rough.. I swear I just cant win right now.. gonna tey to drift off to sleep to pass this.. I just want to be normal.. :(

Well sent my doctor a message cause after I got my dose of ozempic the med tech said food tasting off is alarming it does happen but kinda is rare.. 10-20% have it happen it seems.. right now only chicken is very off putting :( turkey is kinda aswell.. so yay for my odd body..

Oh JOY... it seems ozempic can make food taste different or off... so THAT EXPLAINS SO MUCH.. *CRIES* that's it im just not eating anymore.. *sniffles*

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The boys are home I'll take a video or photos after I got sleep.. I was up all night being restless along with feeling ill due to food/meds/body.. then when I was tired enough to sleep for a few hours Yuki scared me by being suddenly not herself. So she now visiting the vet..

Still looking for help to get the boys fixed. Their appointment is on Wed the 3rd. Anything helps please help me break the cycle of unwanted litters with getting these two neutered.

So here are the two boys Bruno the tabby and Sypro Jr is a copy of his father down to his one white spot under his arm and white tummy. Both boys are in need of trouble puffs need to be gone. If you can help donate we be grateful. Info is below on how to donate. Their fixing is 250 each 🙏

Please Help me get two 5-6 month old male kittens fixed. I have a appointment on Wed 3 for two boys to get rabies, pain meds and nards removed. They are 2 out of the 4 male kittens from back in Feb I help with. Bruno and Spyro Jr need a total of 500 to do so. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...

I'm to wonder what I should eat? I had a sandwich, and it was handled fine. I started 0.5 dose of ozempic and really the wait til your tummy growls isn't an option. My tummy growls, maybe once a day, and is an odd feeling in itself anymore. I feel like I eat too much anymore and I frankly barely eat

Well today my first dose of 0.5 ozempic I'm feeling okay.. alittle worried but took it and watching my food.. I dont have much to report really just trying to work on the house and everything..

So small wins today after sorting totes I've managed to find stored items that I've been looking for. Granted i didn't put these items in totes so I had zero idea where something had been placed and been in ocd melt down for over a year.. but now I've just want things to be better.. declutter my

So cant sleep bedroom muggy I think my ac is dieing in here.. my two personal fans barely hold charges I've been tossing and turning.. its not been a good night.. *sighs*

7 years ago my life changed upon this day I just didnt know it yet.. Happy Birthday Yuki 🎂

@stephenking.bsky.social I dont know good sir if you would reply or answer this question. But I know I've seen a few others recall this, and I swear I saw this when I was young. Did the movie Cat's Eye have a alt ending? As where General was drawing the breath from the little girl? Its something

Roomie gonna make me something bland to eat.. hoping I can eat and be okay honestly. Im gonn relax and be amazed a decent movie is playing on a station called horror stories by WB TV. They're showing Wolfen that has always been a fave of mine.

So I don't know what to think.. I ate a turkey sandwich and suddenly my body was like NOPE.. it came back up, and now I am laying in bed like I surrender. I am afraid to eat anymore...

Well trying to sleep cant the joys of my lfie.. household fine everyone fine. Smokey seems to be doing better we are monitoring him still. Sadly my dinner of a turkey sandwich was displeasing cause the lunch meat was poor quality.. meaning I have just cheese for a sandwich now.. oh well still food.

Nova is so weird... he buried himself under a blanket yet left his rear body well... yeah... he using my squishmellows/pillows.. he makes me smile even if I feel like a Mac truck ran me over on repeat...

Still not so enjoying the miss adventures of what Julie can eat while adjusting to new meds.. week 3, we learned cabbage is not a good choice. I have been belching nonstop almost with a bleh after effects. Not to bad as sulfur, but it's still not pleasant. Somedays, I just don't wish to eat cause

Smokey still doing alright he been using his litter box. He is seeming to pass urine far as we can tell. He still be kennel til we are sure it totally okay. I'll be giving him and Sam more cd wet food to keep them both going. Which means rearranging the budget a bit more to keep a months worth.

Do update Ive ben in contact with a vet to be (she doing her final exam in November to be official) and vet tech friend. Both know how Smokey is doing and I'll be having him in a kennel with litter box water and food. I also go some more wet cd food for him to hopefully flush what we think is

Smokey needs to be seen today asap. I hate being pushy but you dont mess about with anything uti or blockage in male cats. 🙏 I'm doing my best and sadly I know its not good enough. My vets won't see him without payment at all. If you can help please do..

Please Help Smokey UTI ALERT ⚠️ with the last few months of nonstop bills I've not been able to save anything. Smokey has been trying to pee and seems to not be able to so I have to get him to the Vet tomorrow ASAP. I need at $300-$500 will cover this www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...

Rocketcat is very much in need of help, they are a amazing recuse group helping with so many different special need cats be it blind, no leg, wobbly or other. They give their cats the best care needed to move forward. If you can donate please do it helps feed, med and gets supplies needed.

Well tonight I made meatloaf in a baking pan.. looked at the Roomie this count as meat cookies?? I was told yes so thus dinner will be meat cookie loaf with a side salad and corn cause I'm doing my best to be healthier but yeah gotta feed 3 people I try to make something that will last a few days.

So found out sadly that pizza is way off the list of food I can eat.. 😞 I had two slices and been in cramping ever since. It's not to the point it will be ejected from my body thank god.. but its not as pleasant feeling resting upon me. Been avoiding fried foods big time to. So something else to

Soo second week into new meds and slowly I am improving. I dont feel as sluggish.. I feel like I have a bit more energy then before. Still slightly off on balance but that's getting better. I'm trying to watch everything I eat to avoid the sugar burps. So far I've been avoiding em. Now to deal

Im feeling bleh kinda tired yet not tired.. I dont know how i really feel Im just kinda here. No panic no overwhelm feeling just well let's see what curd happens tomorrow will bills be covered will something pop up I forgot about what.. yay for the unknown..