update: i LOVE cock

I'm ready to be owned. I'm ready to relinquish all thought. I'm ready to belong. Art slave, cockslut, doesn't matter. Just please, take control of me.

I shouldn't have to go to work at employment job. I should be part of a long-term scientific study to determine the lower bounds of IQ attainable by way of gooning & hypnosis.

when you get hypnotized so deeply you come up with a new mantra

How do I put this cleanly? I want men to force themselves onto me.

I just wanna be a dumb ditzy bimbo that sucks cock and drools all over myself. No smarts in my empty head as I happily dress all slutty and show off my body for anyone who asks or orders me to

reskeet if you approve

i need to find an efficient way to program a trigger into myself when i come up with an idea for one and just have a quick-reference list of triggers anyone can pounce on me for fun

Tonight's session will be in honor of the fallen by which I mean I feel like being tranced tonight and I'm not letting the timing stop me

Problem: I want to be brainwashed, but what's the point of brainwashing when I already believe obeying women is the apex of pleasure and fulfillment in this world? Sounds like the brainwashing has been complete for a long time!

I need to be doing more obeying! I need more obeying in my life! Commands and instructions to measure my submission with!!! Congratulations, you obeyed 5 women today! That's a new record! Your ranking is now ULTRA GOOD BOY

I should make it a personal goal to have a real life photograph exist depicting myself on my knees for a woman. Maybe she's even holding my leash to make the situation even more obvious than my doting eyes and dopey tongue-lolling grin already illustrate.

unquestionably a huge gooner until i am trying to goad someone to hypnotize me into being an even worse gooner, in which case no i am absolutely not a gooner what are you talking about, fat wobbly goonglutes and hypnotic sweater-stretching milk tanks don't make me weak even a little bit

Making it so whenever you try and argue and say "but" your brain just repeats it as "butt" and you get all dumb for wobbly asses in your brain

staring into a spiral? stroking your cock? drooling? loser? are you a loser? does it feel good? does it feel so fucking good? yeahh? to be a loser? yeahhh? staring and letting your brain drip out of your cock? happy? feel good? yayyy!!!

it's good that i've gotten into the habit of embarrassingly announcing online whenever i'm pent up and desperate and easy to take advantage of. good boys don't let shame stop them from being simpleminded pleasure puppets in public. good boys confess.

getting my boybrain boybroken with boyspirals into a boystacked boybimbo. getting my boytits boymilked while i get boypounded in my boypussy. being the perfect boywife boyslut getting boyfucked by boymen and their boycocks.

I'm going to +boob -int you

someone softly assertive is whispering in your ear. but that doesn't matter, there's such soft, pretty boobs in front of you to fixate on. so pretty, you don't need to pay attention, just stare and accept. so easy to do as you're told, so easy to make mistress happy... what's she saying again...?

Sucking cock while getting headpets and listening to permanent dumbing down hypno is very important for puppy's well-being

Still need to get a goonbabble trigger instealled that makes me start running my mouth with stream-of-consciousness nonsense about tits and ass and hunks and cock until someone gives me the stop trigger. The fear is that they withhold it as long as possible just see how long I can go for 😖

I need a girl with big tits and an even bigger set of tits

He/Him type build. He likes to go by J.

i need to get domesticated. we need a matriarchal society where men are kept on leashes because they can't be expected to contain their deviant urges, which breeds complacency and makes it socially acceptable for me to mindlessly hump my mistress' leg in public

Am I weak for tits/ass or cock today? Is the ever-swinging pendulum of my bisexuality on the male side or the female side? There should be a figure in my life who decides this for me every day.

GET MORE EASILY HYPNOTIZABLE!!!!!!!!!!

I've got the place to myself this weekend so my libido's running wild. I need to lose my mind. I need boobs bouncing and ass clapping in my face until I can feel the neurons bursting in my brain. I need to fuck a woman in a way that makes me lose a piece of myself. Total domination and devotion.

being the only boy in a hunky tist's hypno harem teased for being such a sissy bitch you managed to lose to a trap meant for women, you couldn't fight your own need to whore yourself out for cock it's okay, i'm sure you'll make for a good girl and fit right in 😉

The moment of surrender feels so blissful...I fought the spirals and the brainwashing and lost bit by bit until I lost track of what was even happening and finally decided I didn't care. My mind is full of pink. I'm in love with hunky studs. Why fight it? I might have been a cockslut the whole time!

Thinking about Junko Enoshima's perfect pillowy porncheeks. Her huge heaving humpbait hypno-hams. Brain-draining bubble-dumpy. Junko's giant gyrating goonglutes. Her dick-training dumptruck. Wallet-fucking wobble-flanks. I'm thinking about Junko Enoshima's colossal cushiony clapcakes.

smug teasing is my biggest weakness when she knows EXACTLY what she has (huge boobs) and EXACTLY what they're doing to you (hypnotizing you) 😵‍💫

Strong women hypnotizing weak and helpless boys...

Girls that have big boobs and that they can exploit their boobs to uhh mmm nnn hhhh boooooobs uhuhhh suuure whatever you say miss 😵‍💫💕

personal preference: not into transformations so complete i'm unrecognizable. you have to be able to tell it's me, that i'm still in there, possibly fighting, definitely losing

my sexuality is a pendulum that sometimes gets stuck in the middle and at those times i could finish to anything. tits, ass, fat girls, hunky guys, cock, boyboobs my own characters, my favorite goonqueens, real and fictional it's so hard to decide 😵‍💫

(FLASHING LIGHTS) plus a cockslut page i made with first-person noncon themes, again all additions are welcome 👀 swirl.3bu.dev/live/6918ac3...

someone hypnotize me to stop gooning and start drawing

public copy of my titnosis swirl page if anyone would like to make any additions or just get brainwashed by boobs 😵‍💫 swirl.3bu.dev/live/6917957...

Boy who looks at one pink spiral and awakens from his trance two weeks later lugging around breast implants bigger than his head.

the phrase "b*tchmode" (censored for my own safety) will now turn Evan into Essence, and "stop being a bitch" will turn her back into me

the phrase "b*tchmode" (censored for my own safety) will now turn Evan into Essence, and "stop being a bitch" will turn her back into me

Giving you a trance trigger to go deep into brainless gooner mode when you hear the sound of a dumptruck ass clapping its cheeks. Clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap! Clapbrained~

my NNN was going so smoothly until i randomly hit a perfect New Fetish Unlocked bullseye with that bitchification thing and now i'm struggling to commit 😖💦

listen to ambient guitar and streams of water while i draw myself getting brainraped and genderfucked

Hypnosis orgy. Spirals spinning everywhere you look. You fuck a girl and she just starts clucking. Don't fuck the bimbos unless you're ready to become one. By the time you leave, your gender has been reversed three times, and you have a dozen new triggers and 5 new kinks.

bitchification. not just bimbofication, but turning them into a callous loudmouthed ice-cold bitch. some spineless dweeb who's never stood up for himself in his life, now given the excuse to have the brash, unapologetic confidence they see in other people. fuck you, i'm bad as hell and i know it!

life has been so busy for me this week i probably wouldn't have nutted even if i wasn't doing NNN...bet that urge will be back in a major way soon enough though

Boy who can feel his IQ dropping every note in his headphones, but it’s too good feeling smarts fall into his cup size to care. Only pretty smiles for pretty brains and pretty boobies…

Every word is better with 'boy' as a prefix. Jeans can’t contain his boyass. Making sure to wear his boycorset every day to go more the ideal boyshape. Hard to have boythoughts anymore when he’s got this much boytits.

i don't plan on participating in NNN but i am open to "convincing" by any "persuasive" parties