My college just opened submissions for their animation film festival happening later in the year and I just realized I haven't really made any good showcase worthy animations since the summer. I do wanna submit something but my job is gonna take all my time away, damn it

Daily bunny no.3156 can give you some recommendations

Here's what's gonna happen I have two cupcakes leftover from lunch I'm gonna find something to watch... then eat them I'm gonna calm down ...and if I feel like it I will draw later, but I don't wanna doodle the same stuff I always do, I'm just gonna let my mind wander.

I'm so stupid, I've been complaining about visibility for months and Bluesky doesn't even have an algorithm And for some reason I've been intentionally limiting who I follow and interact with. I just need to be more open here Maybe then I'll make some friends

I'm embarrassing myself on the internet again, why can't I shut up

I feel like shit I just wanna get out of my room I wanna meet somebody I'm trapped in here everyday and I can't drive and I can't do anything because I'm too self conscious to let my parents know the kind of person I am what the fuck am I supposed to do

Mid day update School went pretty well, so did the morning, I didn't really have any issues and I wasn't groggy like I expected despite getting like 3 hours of sleep. It was really cold out for some reason, so much so I was shivering in my winter coat and the car windows were like crystalized--

I stayed up late again and I'm so gonna regret it tomorrow morning Didn't really do much today other than looking at a lot of art again, and someone brought up the draw everyday thing and I thought "wait that's something people actually do?" I guess I get it though.

Daily bunny no.3155's package has arrived

Does anyone ever wish they weren't born in this time with all this technology I feel like my life would be much more rich and fulfilling if I grew up doing stuff outside instead of just playing whatever the newest console was when I was a kid

Morning again It's just another typical day where I have breakfast and my parents are being nice and treating me with a donut as well. Honestly though, I have a headache and I stayed up pretty late and instead of having a calm dream I had one where my brain is trying to reveal the secrets of life

Blehh I think the depression is already back I don't know if it's just cuz I spent the last couple hours watching junk or if it's because I saw good art and compared my abilities again, probably a combination of both those things

take your time 💜 #positivity ♡ #positiveaffirmations ♡ #cuteart ♡ #digitalart { #strawbunnycakeart }

I just saw Zootopia 2 and it was realllly good. I think it's nice they show how partners can work stuff out in it and I really like the snake character because he's like, so me coded? That sounds quirky but it's true. And at the credits I thought about how my name is gonna be up there one day...

I'm drinking a peppermint mocha, cuz I guess they have the bottled ones at the store now and my parents bought them

Awake again I don't really know how I feel about working yet I'm still in my tired and need to wake up a little bit more phase And I'm already thinking about how much it sucks to be stuck in my own bubble like what's the point of making art like yesterday if I can't show it off?

Okay tomorrow I work for real It's been really nice just drawing all week and I already forgot the days I was sad but I feel like I need to get back on track

I'm awake My weird dream tonight was going around delivering stuff as someone I'm not. Like if someone with a bad reputation had to become Santa Claus I guess I asked my mom about seeing Zootopia 2 and she said we can go tomorrow so that's nice

Small change of plans I decided to not work today since it was a holiday. I did doodle a bit tho I'm not really sure about tomorrow, I swear the teacher said we had class Friday but the email I got from the school says campus is closed Regardless I may just end up going to check anyway

Morning again It's hard to believe it's Thanksgiving. My family used to celebrate and put the parade on but me and my brother are mostly grown up now so I don't think anything is planned today. I'm already incredibly thankful for my parents though, so it's fine if there's no celebration I guess

I think I feel ready to finally work again tomorrow I watched a really nice movie today and looked at a bunch of art I haven't mentioned it here but I've been collecting reference images for my work, specifically a bunch of shows that use the same style so I can do something similar

Yknow there used to be a server just for obscure cartoons and I loved it but then the server got deleted There hasn't really been anything like it since, not one with an active community or anything Whenever I watch cartoons like that I just watch them alone now

Welpp cringe depressing messages aside no one will see I'm going to try and find another anime to watch before I feel any worse about myself haha

When I'm on here I feel like I'm in a void When I go to my feed, only then do I see the light It's like a bunch of spirits roaming around and they all form connections But they have this bubble around them and I can't get into it. So everyone has connections but I don't have one.

Here's what I learned from trying to make friends since the summer - it's impossible for me to make friends - no one cares when I try to make friends - some people pity me and talk with me but then just forget I exist after - any small community I join, I'm either in the background or invisible

I'm trying to join some servers but none of these seem right for me. Maybe I just don't fit in anywhere

I'm awake, I don't really know what to do yet

It's kinda too late for me to do any work and there's no reason to try joining communities late at night so I think I'm gonna get in bed

I don't want to post this on main but I made an edit to a video that got like no attention and someone reposted it and it got like 5k likes I shouldn't really care about a dumb edit but it feels like someone else got all the attention using a video I made

Soo the drone show was okay. My brother drove us and he's still learning to drive, but he's been doing it awhile now and he's really good at it. The other day I was talking to my step dad? I mean I don't really call him that but he was talking about my brother. Saying he's just... really unmotivated

I'm heading out to the drone show. I'm gonna finish this anime after that and maybee intern stuff after if I'm not tired. And I need to find another server that doesn't have a dumb application requirement

So good news and bad news Good news is I found this nice new anime to watch called magic maker and it really lifted my spirits after showering. I'm also going to a drone show with my mom just cuz it happens to be nearby and I guess she's interested in seeing it.

I joined a new server that says it's all about making friendships or whatever, but I had to fill out an application to join and I don't know when that's gonna be accepted. So I'm gonna go shower and if it's not accepted like after that maybe I will work on my intern stuff or something

Scrolling through Twitter for like an hour and I realized things are just fucked, I don't know what's going on anymore, I'm so out of touch

I watched the new episode of thar gatherers anime, I feel better, my headache is gone The question now is am I gonna work today or am I gonna be useless If I don't do work soon I will probably be fired from my internship

I'm up, my head still hurts, I think I had a nightmare I didn't even eat the food I got last night I'm gonna eat it right now Also no meds this morning I guess no one's been in here all day usually grandma checks up on me but she left for the week

I feel like my head is throbbing right now. I know I'm not dehydrated because I had a whole large cup of milk, so I think I'm either stressed or watching all those shorts is actually hurting my brain

All I've been doing is doomscrolling youtube I'm literally conditioned into it Every time I get on the platform I just go straight to the shorts, while watching barely ant actual videos I don't know why I do this I could've been so productive today if I just had a little self control & motivation

This video protrays me pretty well. I'm so exhausted all the time and I got too many thoughts in my head

I'm back from my class, we're doing self portraits but the teacher says we can draw anyone, so i decided to draw Walt Disney. I was okay with what I had done so far but I flipped it on my computer and realized it's really messed up, I think I'm gonna have to redraw a lot until this looks right

I'm gonna go charge my phone so it doesn't die while I'm out

Daily bunny no.3148 will be done in time for Christmas

Do I just sound weird to people? Is that what drives them away from me Or is it because I don't post any cool images or use hashtags that make the algorithm like me

Awake again this morning... so sleepy Of course I have class in like an hour Because the world just collectively decided school must start at the most unreasonable time possible

I didn't do any work today again. I watched Free Birds with these people I infrequently hang with on discord every few months. Right now I think I'm just gonna find another thing to watch and I can work after class tomorrow.

It's silly, but I keep thinking there's something I could do to make my dreams possible. Hollywood's all crowded and I would be invisible there, but here where I'm at, there's a whole local animation scene and no major studios. If I was really serious, couldn't I gather a bunch of artists together?

I watched anime the last couple hours. I binged through all of A Gatherer's Adventure in Isekai. I always tell myself there's always another anime to watch, because usually there is. It's not the same with cartoons, I feel like I see less and less cartoons every year. But anyway, I enjoyed it.

I kind of remember my dream tonight it was this like really weird over the top theme park place but they had this like stolen character that looked exactly like mine. And they had this like hidden place where they tested everything and rogue staff would let people in sometimes. So this one let us in

Oh what I would give to be one of those cute adorable magical talking animals in anime that don't have to worry about anything