To those who have commissioned me, I apologize but it will be a while. I've started my new job and the shifts have been pretty much nonstop so it's not given me time to sit down and draw.

Need to goooon

Fuck it. Weight gain doodle.

Still open 🦍

Fuck it. Weight gain doodle.

Grow me bro! throne.com/bigrilla44

Part of me wants to be a bodybuilder in real life. But with my experiences of personal trainers, health problems and just general body image issues I think I'm unlikely to get anywhere

A scrapped Bane sketch from last year. Heavily inspired by Absolute Bane. Maybe I'll finish it at some point...

A scrapped Bane sketch from last year. Heavily inspired by Absolute Bane. Maybe I'll finish it at some point...

It's kind of disheartening knowing my art won't be liked the same way it used to be. Maybe it's just because it's me.

Still open 🦍

That's one BIG BEAR! Commission for @tateshaw.bsky.social

Commissions are still open

That's one BIG BEAR! Commission for @tateshaw.bsky.social

Sniff my butt bro! That's where the STINK is!

Nice wallet you've got there. Hand it over. throne.com/bigrilla44

Thrusting your cock so deep into a runt it goes right through their guts and out of their mouth. Enjoy being my cocksleeve for the whole day bro.

Commissions are still open

And as usual commissions are still open. Because I'm still looking for a job and need to live 😅

And as usual commissions are still open. Because I'm still looking for a job and need to live 😅

"Like a MAN! Baby!" Commission for anonymous of a very beefy and manly Timon. A birthday gift to Geltydrake

"Like a MAN! Baby!" Commission for anonymous of a very beefy and manly Timon. A birthday gift to Geltydrake

I was thinking about a guy I talked to every now and then on Grindr. We met a couple of times but I think we were looking for different things. So I looked him up on Facebook, and it turns out he passed away over a year ago. He was only several years older than me as well...

And if you want me to draw you a big, beefy dude. You're in luck! As commissions are still open!

It's great bein' a huge sweaty rilla' as Blitzer soon learnt after sniffin' my pits! Commission for @BlitzerFolf

It's great bein' a huge sweaty rilla' as Blitzer soon learnt after sniffin' my pits! Commission for @BlitzerFolf

Just want to say I really appreciate the support people have given. 💕 It's been a rough couple of months I'll admit. But I'm just hoping things improve.

A question for fellow artists, but when do you think it's right to block or blacklist someone? Because I've had people message me about commissioning me multiple times, but then nothing ever comes from it. And it's kind of giving me false hope.

Either someone employs me soon or I just end up dead.

It's been over a month now, and I've still not found a job. And after being rejected I'm not looking forward to the next job interview I have this week. I'm trying to make ends meet in the meantime, but it can't keep going on like this.

This will likely be my last post. As I think it's time to just leave and not come back. To those who have commissioned me, I'll get your art finished over the next week and send that over to you. I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore.

Maybe I should just stop sharing my art altogether

What is wrong with my art? I use references, try and improve my line work, add detail. It's driving me insane that I can barely get 100 likes anymore on a post.

MOO! That's a whole lotta BEEF! Commission for @bl3rdbull.bsky.social

MOO! That's a whole lotta BEEF! Commission for @bl3rdbull.bsky.social

You know me, you love me, now fund me! 😏💪 throne.com/bigrilla44

*Bullies you*

Nice paycheck bro. Hand it over. 💪 throne.com/bigrilla44

Muscle growth so rapid and intense you can barely think. Just nonstop orgasms as your body swells and gets heavier with each second... 🥴🥴🥴

Still open for commissions

Guys, if can, give this great man help. He does amazing muscle brutes

Muscle growth so rapid and intense you can barely think. Just nonstop orgasms as your body swells and gets heavier with each second... 🥴🥴🥴

Oh sure, let's bully the animator of a really wholesome character because he also creates fat fetish art as well. Jesus Christ... 🙄

Still open for commissions

Every now and then I look at this picture of Scoob I drew and I think: "Fuck, I want to draw him bigger" 🥴

Every now and then I look at this picture of Scoob I drew and I think: "Fuck, I want to draw him bigger" 🥴

I'm still open for commissions, trying to find a new job still. But in the meantime if anyone wants to commission me, now is that time. Any support is greatly appreciated!

I apologise about last night. Things haven't been great, and as much as I try and be positive, it's not exactly easy. I appreciate people who have been shown support, it means a lot to me. And I just hope things will get better.

I've had to step back from work and leave my job due to health issues. So I'm opening up for commissions again. I'm finishing off a couple at the moment. But if you're interested drop me a message.