trying to undepress myself via thirst

one more Exedra Kioku, this time New Years Akiko! #OCSky

She's so cute you guys. Look at her offering an omikuji to her demon hands

I'm too exhausted to do anything else, so have this WIP of another Exedra fan card, this time for Haregi Akiko and her power Magnum Incognitum

I actually took the time and organized my vgen. Go check it out (my bills are piling up lmao) vgen.co/yama3to

Got like 3 hours of sleep Feel like things will be okay

i finally managed to sleep then i got a call from my healthcare place demanding payment for last month death would be too sweet for me

usually don't post sketches like this, but fuck it I'm transferring my insomnia and suffering to the nearest twunk esporter

ok i think i'm gonna pass out soon i'm making lunch though (it's jsut fries), so i'd like for that to be done before I do conk out

i just got hit with eridan mischaracterization ion the year of the fucking lord 2026 maybe i SHOULD go to sleep

It's VERY funny, you can tell Holy Shizuka's design was made before Holy Alina came out. Holy Shizuka's dress is just a mutation of her Magical Girl outfit, jsut like Holy Mami Then Holy Alina came out and went balls to the wall

fuck yeah

Shizuka is so my favorite OC it pains me a little I'm so biased towards her I made an expy of her for 8-12

i'm exhausted, but I'm so anxious I can't sleep I'm just waiting to pass out

What's up with me putting sun/star motifs on Shizuka's stuff??? Akiko does fit as the mun, but Shizuka???? The sun?????

made another exedra portrait because the first one showed too little #OCSky

Couldn't sleep so I did a little thing #OCSky

tfw you make a mathmatician character who would name things like special attacks after formulas but you know jack shit about mathematics

wow I felt hungry for the first time in days I hope that means I'm getting better

jesus christ I don't think I ever made this many sketches for a single drawing I could NOT figure out the pose I wanted to do

CATARINA - Doppel of Guidance Star of Bethelem shaped A wish for superiority fulfilled, the master of this emotion seeks to prove her new power by becoming a guide to others. #OCSky

The hardest part of making this drawing was quite sincerely the wheel fuck me and my themes and motifs!!!!

"Fear not, little lambs. The Guiding Star has descended." Don't listen to her. BE VERY AFRAID #OCSky

Just for fun, here's concept art I made for a possible Holy Shizuka and her Doppel If you can't read the text, it says: Catarina, Doppel of Guidance - Star of Bethelem shaped

Holy shit I didn't realize I never posted my comm prices here Please share this around if you can, money's pretty tight and I always need extra!

I wish I had the energy to leave my bed but alas

gotchu

new comment on one of my fics that's not silver dust :) the user is jsut trying to sell me on their own fic :(

woke up, can't go back to sleep and thinking I think Shizuka is my absolute favorite OC in terms of writing

man. i just wish my efforts counted for something

started playing pathologic 3 it's a bit much for my brain to take in rn, but i really love it

we’re in the vet’s office waiting room and they just called for Agamemnon. we all looked at the Great Dane but it turns out Agamemnon is an orange kitten in a backpack that makes him look like an astronaut cheese puff

my body's like "I should eat something, but I also refuse everything you can think of"

2026 affirmations 👏

aaaaaa my lower back hurts

I feel weak and my will to live is zeroed. I wasn't like this at all yesterday, idk what's happening i hope im just sick or something, geez

I want to play pathologic 3, but not only did I not play 2, but I also am not in the best mental state to play soemthing as heartrending as pathologic

sigh. feeling Bad

I'm thinking of trying animation againg, but if I try in the mental state I'm in I'm gonna throw myself off the building

not feeling good today, so I decided to draw something quick and easy Akiko and Shizuka in the style of Magia Report/ Magia Et Cetera #OCSky #pmmm

pathologic is funny to me. Artemy is far more my type, but Daniil is such a fucking asshole that my heart cannot help it but be drawn to him

trying very hard not to affect the trout population today

if daniil and artemy from pathologic had a baby it'd be (my characterization of) filbert from rubyquest

I forgot a tiiiiiiny detail on Shizuka's clothes, but it's so tiny I'm not even gonna bother

honestly I jsut wanted to draw Shizuka in an action pose and it got out of my control lmao

In an ideal world, they would fight together as a team. #OCSky

so glad the disgaea beat em up is getting localized......i am Craving some over the top grinding and extraneous mechanics

Man. Remember when I had to argue with a guy on youtube because he just didn't believe Alina was anything other than "crazy and evil" on the video of her backstory, where she decides to KILL HERSELF TO SHOW AS AN ART PIECE BECAUSE NOBODY LET HER LIFE BE ANYTHING BUT A SPECTACLE

it's funny to talk about Akiko and Shizuka's relationship because. They migth both be aro actually lmao