Three days into the "new" job (job I had before my corporate tech wage slave job) and already got the keys and running my first shift tomorrow. Everything is coming back to me and realized how much working remote was bad for me. It's not a good job by any means but its something and keeps me moving

When you deconstruct and realize most problems in American/Western society's problems pretty much is all chocked up to White Christianity's persecution based sin doctrine and most societal based arguments are set up based on that which only affirms white supremacist power structures. Shits fucked 😅

How big are you? 5”9 215 lbs

Why don't I go back to spaces that are more my speed when it comes to masculinity? Its simple. I am loyal to a fault and that space talks shit on minorities and trans people and that goes against my values. I am figuring out what being queer means for me and I would rather sit in isolation.

The newest realization is the support I need is patience. The only patience I understand is my grind in the gym and towards my goals. Externally I am scared to death to ask for that from others and stresses me out. I am at peace with myself. Now need to find that peace in the world but, idk how to.

Sweat pants szn 😏

Real talk, I've essentially giving up making friends for the considerable future. Not out of bitterness or anything. The back stuff fucked me up that bad and the world passed me by and I don't know how to get back in the swing of things socially on top of bad social anxiety. Just gonna work on me.

Titty day done

Just added geologist to my resume since I hit rock bottom so hard 😂

First day of the job complete. Fox went to wrestling tonight so figured I would celebrate with a nice streak and French fry dinner.

Cock is hard but the heart is a big ole softie #nsfw

I love my conversations like how i love what i do to buttholes. Open and deep 😇 #nsfw

First day at the new job tomorrow! Excited to get back to a new normal.

My little circle. Thanks for being with me during my...whatever the fuck i went through 😂

It is completely okay to see what's going on with the world and need to take a big step back to work on yourself. Taking a step back does not mean being ignorant. There will be a day to start the rebuild process to help pick up the pieces. We all have gifts and it takes time to understand them

I just want to give everyone a big hug and tell you it's going to be alright. Dark times don't define us, its the response to dark times met with love, patience, and understanding. Its really easy to give up hope and give up. It's all about the love of friends and community. Love someone today.

Veterans day tomorrow. Can't wait for the wombo combo of meaningless "thank you for your service" and the purity test leftists telling me how much i played into the military industrial complex. My bad for being a poor homeless gay kid lmao. thoughts from the queer who is disabled because of the va

Essentially, what I wanna be when i grow up is a holistic queer coach that approaches queerness through mind body and spirt for healthy development practices specializing in healthy masculinity ranging from fitness, to community mental health, and spiritual support. Lots of work and education for me

still want locked accounts though 😂 #nsfw

Honestly, getting rid of my AD has been really good for my sexual health. I'm more of a watcher than a shower and been enjoying talking to friends more and encouraging me to talk to people. Knowing I'm not a performative sex kind of guy was big for me. I enjoy y'alls though hehe #nsfw

Drug test done, waiting on background check to complete. start work back up, get some money coming back in, get back on my feet, then school with a new mindset, entirely new belief system. Ready to take on the world. like, I'm going to be a really fucking weird dude but i found me through it all :3

we officially begin "always in a perpetual state of shrinkage" season. stickage will be back come spring time 😌

Also, I am wondering if any mutuals, friends, or really anyone really is into the concept of queer spirituality of any form. I have been studying a lot of different things regarding the matter and would like to connect about some things!

I’m noticing my loose skin is starting to retract which has done wonders for my body dysmorphia. My lose skin around my hips likes to collect water when I have carbs so it plays tricks with my mind. Also really digging my hair like this. It needs cleaned up a bit but I’m loving the shape.

Heyo! I want to use my discord server more. I am adding gym stuff to it specifically if you wanna grind with me. Let me know if you interested in joining :3

The gay gym bro type is the following: 1. confident, using the body to make friends, party type of vibe. 2. know how to balance life and health. 3. crippling social anxiety that the fear of people is to much but the gym is there only place of peace I'm option 3 😇

Grew some wings to fly away from this place

Veiny

Leg development coming in nice and thick. I don’t show off my legs enough when they are my pride and joys. No pump.

I may be low income but I ain’t low in cum 😁

Happy #flexfriday everyone :3

Good morning and happy Friday! We made it. After the first time in what feels like a while, we start to see the light at the end of the tunnel in this chaos. Take this positivity into the weekend to rest and recover. If you are meeting up with friends, cherish the moments of friendship.

Accepting perpetual loneliness actually has done a great service to me lmao. Realistically, I have nothing to offer socially. Embrace the loneliness 😁

My birthday is next month but I’m so nervous about asking people to come over for it that I’m probably just going to not have a get together lmao. Hormones and self improvement turned me into an introvert lmao

Big ole queer

Honestly feel like I’m in my early 20s physically. Also going back to college. Might just go around acting like it lmao

I got told I look like I’m 24 today lmao I’m in my gay death years bb

Well, I had my own personal queer awakening. Took me 32 years but I got here. I understand what a queer spirit means. I now understand the how and why of my calling and now we hone in and develop my gifts to help the community.

Good morning! During this confusing time in our lives, think of the small things that make you smile like a text from a friend that you haven't heard from in a while that makes you smile and brightens your day. Your smile can be the light in someones darkness. Tackle the world and you are loved.

Kinda realizing I fucked myself a little bit socially. When I moved here, I had my back stuff happen then had a hard time adjusting to hormone therapy. Now I’m going to be working and going to school full time without a lot of opportunities for making friends. All well, gonna get big and smart 😂

Blue sky needs locked accounts. I know it’s due to their protocol that they have a hard time with that.

Job secured. Classes signed up for. I now have concrete things in my life. Things to work for and things to strive for. I feel like I can be a normal person again lmao. Haven’t felt like this in 5+ years. It’s been chaos and survival mode for that long 😅

I avoid straight up talking about my Christianity due to the religious trauma produced by my own religion to our community but, I read something powerful regarding being queer and Christian and I wanted to share. I am an open book if you wanna talk as I am currently reconstructing my faith.

On the quest for continuation of growth of the mind, body, and soul

Good morning and happy Hump Day! As we drink our coffee and get around for the day, the weekend is only a couple days away to enjoy much needed rest. For my variable hour employees it's just an other day and dollar. As we get closer to the holidays, think about those who need some love today.

It’s performative until the establishment of the Democratic Party is eliminated. The momentum needs to keep going for the people’s voices is heard.

JOB OFFER ACCEPTED! I took a job as a shift lead, the same job I had before my last job but the pay is significantly better. I know what to except and just going to be working, gym, school in January, and faith based stuff. The grind truly begins.

Still really nervous about starting to get back involved in furry spaces that aren’t cons ngl. Loosing 2/3rds of my, I thought were friends due to my weight loss being “toxic” plus how confusing hormone therapy realigns your brain. I be really nervous. Also just ready to start school

Great session today! Also announced what I’m working on today. I’m approaching things from a different perspective and feel at peace about it

Good morning and happy Monday! A start of a new week which means a time for reset of the mind. I hope you had a fantastic weekend which brought joy for you to bring into your week to start it off right. If not, I hope this week brings answers to what you are searching for. Love yall!