"All authors are using AI now" Not true! A lot of us just cannot be chill about our ideas and the voices demand satisfaction.

Can’t believe I have to say this again, but for the love of the gods, do not randomly DM me wanting to share the fact that you took a photo I posted and put it into something like ChatGPT and how it make a “massmorph“ of me. I don’t care how long I’ve known you, that’s grounds to drop a friendship…

So last night I finished up the full read of the Game Changer/Heated Rivalry books that are out. Overall pretty solid as a series - not my favorite cause I’m a bit spoiled with my fav hockey smut writing duo. But I have a pretty solid idea of where I think season two of the show is gonna cut off.

Okay so this wasn’t the sausage casing I was worried it was gonna be. Also does this count for Wide Wednesday?

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Okay so up comming stuff on docket for me: Watching World’s Strongest Man in Person Attending FWA (need to get passes) Push Pull Meet Full Power Meet (potentially national for my fed) Kink Down South (gotta see about new custom gear) DragonCon one more cosplay together) Maybe a Seattle trip?

Yesterday begin the finale mystery of my Tales from the Loop/Things from the Flood game. This is a fucking threat…

Goal: Be obscene. Be headturningly huge. So big it puts 90s off season mass monsters and WSM competitors to shame. Need help with certain things big. Stop the conversation in a room when I walk in big. So big people gawk. Talk to my partner about my size like I’m not there. Just total size freak

If you see this, post a picture of your thighs.

*insert dean from community gif*

Yesterday begin the finale mystery of my Tales from the Loop/Things from the Flood game. This is a fucking threat…

I don’t know what’s killing me worse after like day this morning: The fact that I can only kind of breathe out of my nose right now Or The fact that once again, the first leg day of the week has me wanting to vomit on the drive to work. I’m not gonna but it’s definitely there.

A little bit of between set wiggles for Monday. Channeling my inner @wolfpupblade.bsky.social

So my in person players got to meet one of my favorite NPCs. A hexblood merchant named Desyr (desire) Blackthrone who is also known as the want-taker and welder of the velvet knife. He/they is essentially a fleshshaper. The tent is full of body parts and they give people what is deserved not needed.

Okay so here is an incredible annoying but wild thing. My coach has had me on a new macros. I’m like consistently on the edge of hungry if I’m eating them when I’m supposed to. I’m also up like 5.5lbs in seven week. This man want me to drop a weight class by 2027

How I feel reading 99% of art and media critique these days

Wild how much these kick my ass without too much weight

Last set @ 405 (did a set of 3/2/1 prior to this)

So I’ve never really been a DC comic reader but finding out that Superboy Prime is back around and apparently is some weird combo of Deadpool/Reformed Villian/Total Dork definitely sent me for a loop. And finding out people are shipping him with Jason Todd - never change internet. Never change.

That moment you are talking to another chesty friend at the gym about where he gets his y back tank tops. And he send the link and they cap at 2XL and the size chart caps at 47.5” (10” shy of your measurements)

Nothing like strangling your father figure to death to get back into the delta green swing of things huh @bigfatpup.bsky.social

Hey folks, thanks for all the signal boosting. After a week 6 kind folks have chipped in a chunk, but I’m still over $700 in the hole for Rent with just a week to go. My leg is(slowly) healing, but I still have no backup, or safety net. I really need help TY all of you gofund.me/798f2c8b3

So I never know exactly how to describe this to people, but I’m generally someone who will feed off whatever someone is putting out and be an active participant/encourager of pursuits. This can be muscle building, going whole hog gainer, exploring creative art, a new kink. I will cheer your ass on.

Yup! I’m a fucking Product Manager in my day job. Do you know how many “ideas” I field from bored ass leaders. Or the number of these ideas that the minute I start applying practical real world pressure to collapse like dying stars. An idea means fuck all of you aren’t willing to work to make it.

Trainer: So what's your gym goal? Me: Blue Ribbon Livestock

Got nothing clever here so…Mass Monday?

Did I just spend like 90 minutes running around in RE9 cause I missed one little fucking thing to trigger the next step and burn so much ammo and resources: Yes Am I going to restart: no cause mama didn’t raise a bitch Am I gonna regret that: probably

Finally feeling like I am slowly but surely nailing in my deadlift form. 365 for a controlled 8

I’m so disappointed in y’all. How did we get so many episodes in to the next season of invincible and I haven’t seen a scrap of the Dinosaurus guy R34 porn.

*inserts black panther this is your king gif*

Because I can’t be trusted. In revising my slasher (waiting for my car to finish being serviced) I’ve realized I can probably nix about 15% of the middle by streamlining. But I always really need to flesh out a motif that I didn’t even realize was there about grooming

I’m a little mad its the full drag race season one vaseline on the lens blur filter. But the drop set here murdered after a bunch of burn out partials @ 35lbs

OK, so on a new block right now that has 4 to 5 sets of working weights after 2 to 4 warm-ups. And the rep range is anywhere from 12 to 25 per set. Plus drop sets on the last sets for some I have wanted to throw up by the time I left the gym each day this week

People calling Chris a straight man when these are his alternate costumes is wild. Mama that a twunk turned musclebull faggot. He has a shelf full of Jiraiya and Massive.

Picked up a couple TMNT play boosters but apparently I need to go hunt down the commander deck. I think I really wanna build a Casey Jones themed deck using some of my Reds from Duskmourn too like Most Valuable Slayer and maybe even a Party Thrasher.

Update- My leg injury is still impacting Work. I was just barely able to keep my lights on, let alone afford food & STILL in a housing nightmare. I have 2 weeks to come up with $1k for Rent and feel absolutely hopeless. I don’t have a safety net. Any help matters Thank You gofund.me/0a4696495

Your Strengthening and Conditioning Coach Beau - here to make sure you make weight. Even if you are moving up a weight class. 🖼️ by @brubearbrown.bsky.social

Also I made a reference to the Buffy episode The Body and then told them that the next mystery will start on Graduation day. And I couldn’t keep the smile off my fucking face. And it was apparently the more evil smile I’ve given over the last 2.5 years.

Wrapped up the most recent mystery of my horror game. Per usual I tell them the title of the mystery after it's over. It was called: Prom Night Toaster Baby It was about robots/ androids giving birth for the first time and personhood with the ticking clock of prom.

Hey, hey you. Do you consider yourself part of the G&E community. Do you want to help someone out who is struggling? You you wanna support someone that have provided ALOT of porn over the years? Of course you do. Click the link. Help them out. Do it

Assume something about me and I'll tell you if it's true or not.

A friend basically just referred to this clip as big back behavior of a different manner. Also a reminder that I probably need to start looking for different tanks…

Honestly I need them to remake RE1 again but with RE2/RE4 level of love. Cause watching people dog walk Chris Redfield as just “generic action soldier man” online is killing me. Or at least start playing the existing RE remake and the CGI movies. That man is a traumatized dorky meathead.

A brovine got loose from the pasture last night and ended up at the @kinkdownsouth.bsky.social gear night. Fun when a doggo can’t get both hands around the arm.

If a fetish is just what makes a person experience arousal/attraction, then practically everything you've ever read or watched involved the creator's "fetish". Fetishistic attraction is not automatically morally different from normative modes of attraction.

Oh look it’s me last night at the Atlanta Eagle for @kinkdownsouth.bsky.social monthly gear night.

Mostly saving this for world building. But also just cool as hell.

Don’t ask me how big I want to get then act disgusted when I show or tell you. Rude.

The urge to grow uncontrollably bigger is overwhelming today 😤

Reminders To Us Be INDULGENT w/your creativity. Make what gets you feral. Bow to no-one's whims. Don't chase approval. Ignore & reject judgmental randos. Fight to be EXACTLY as authentically "cringe" as you are. Thrive to spite those who wish you ill. Take pride in the freedom that self love breeds.