It’s wild how much a difference a 5kg can make when it comes to curls

Today was a double feature day of: Frankenstein & Predator Badlands My sci-fi and gothic horror loving ass is extremely happy.

I want you all to understand this man has legit sent me candid shots of me in the past when we are just walking around doing errands.

No but this. I’m going to call you hot, I’m going to call you cute. I’ll point out moments when you are fuckable. When I’d be happy to pin you against a surface. I wanna make you blush and stammer. Cause it’s fun and you should know you are a fucking snack. I don’t need to want to fuck you to do it.

Ugh the upgraded Chris Redfield vest showed up but I’m gonna have to see if I can get the person to exchange and figure out a full custom. Cause visually it’s perfect. But somehow as a 3XL it’s like a full no go.

Yes

Weird ass realization moment, was watching a strongman pick up a sandbag. He says it’s 375lbs bag. My Brain: oh okay so it ways as much as me. *record scratch sound* Brain: No you weigh almost 50lbs less then the bag you idiot you literally just got full body scanned…

So left is June at the start of the cut: 335lbs @ 31.9% body fat Right is November at the end of the cut: 325lbs @ 25.8% body fat

Figured it might be more fun to just attach it to the thread Nov 4th 2019 vs 2025

Sees a person talking about “writing is so hard” as an excuse to use AI - my brother in Christ. I am finishing a +70k queer camp slasher I outlined a saga of beefy space marines fucking thru the traumas And have the outline for such a niche fanfic that the ship has only 71 stories. Skill issue.

Which would yall wanna see more. The Cut Start to Cut End or Nov 4 2019 vs Nov 4th 2025?

*Ominous Spencer Mansion Door Sounds*

Not bad for a 335lbs Brovine

When you realize in doing your outlines that you scrubbed the fucking serial number off the inspirations so heavily that it just fiction now

So 6 months later - I finalized the outlines to the whole fucking saga. It’s 10 story arcs over about 15+ years in story time and oh boy I am gonna be sending these fucker through it.

So last night I’ve never felt more deeply in my greater fae lord nonsense then snacking on cheese and grapes and cookies while the watching my players debate what memories and truths they were going to give up to the puzzles.

"I DON'T NEED YOU TO FUCKING REWRITE WHAT I'VE JUST WRITTEN!"

Look call me whatever baby back bitch you need to but I’ve absolutely cried during the last two episodes of my hero academia.

So umm…I did a paused close grip bench for 410. I had a spotter and grinded it out. But yea, that’s new.

If you wonder why I’m about to be a homebody outside of dnd, training, and monthly gear nights. See the below:

the forced self-censorship gibberish we all have to do on social media now is having a devastating effect on the way people communicate with each other. nobody in a healthy society is saying "unalived"

Ugh 72 hour bugs SUCK. But finally starting to feel like a person even more so than I was this morning.

From yesterday - apologies for the audio weirdness. Felt good.

When I take some of my lifting chalk and use it to get extra grippy on my nips.

Apparently the delivery range for my Chris Redfield vest is Oct 20th to Nov 8th.

Also also apparently between Wednesday haircut and where we are in the cut/recomp my faceid stuff is failing more frequently.

OK, trying to get a lift in while you can only kind of breathe through your mouth is not the best. However, I did get a PR on wide grip comp and probably won’t piss my coach off for being overzealous

A little #throwbackthursday of @the-red-comet.bsky.social and I being fancy and trashy at a beer, bourbon and barbecue festival shortly after moving down. Felt thematically appropriate.

*presented without comment*

White people who are afraid better public transportation will mean people stealing TVs from suburbia and bringing them on the trains back into the city.

Also the nerves of letting someone read your like 65% complete draft to help decided if it’s actually worth completing. I’ve enjoyed it but I can’t tell if there is anything actually worthy going on there of if it’s just masturbation

*taps the sign more aggressively*

Begging you losers to just goon with your bros like regular people

Feeling contemplative after BRW - trying to find the right words.

I want all of you to understand that this is the kind shit I love inspiring. I wanna be the ever widening back that others chase. Let me size lust and journey encourage your own growth. And then tell me about the effect I had on you.

*sighs* I missed the Jaws Secret Lair drop. I refuse to pay fucking 250 dollars to a reseller for it tho.

Leaving Brazilian steakhouse. Probably the fullest I have been all year. That semi-painful fullness that you feel across the top of your abdominals and in your lower back. Currently horizontal until Beer Bust in a few hours

CHATGPT: I understand where you're coming from. You worked really hard to get here, and now it's time to enjoy the fruit of your labors. ISILDUR: So I should keep it? Elrond says I shouldn't CHATGPT: The ring is precious. Sometimes friends don't have your best interests at heart. ISILDUR: true

Oh gods is my walkout song for my December meet going to be the DanDaDan S2 OP? Maybe.

Okay so this just fucking slaps. I love this time of year when INK is just starting to drop the singles/video for the new album. Spencer is like the combo of 3-4 jokers and the fact the animated Batman theme in just used throughout

The things one does for gains on the road.

Me this weekend

Morning - people weren’t kidding about the impact the elevation difference can have. My legs are screaming for workout and I gotta hit chest and arms tonight before the bar.

*insert Obama meme*

Me most events

Just @ me next time my love.

Off to BRW & Denver. Might need to start thinking about checking bags cause this currently contains 3 shorts, a pair of jeans, 4 tshirts, a polo, lifting belt, shoes, wrist wraps and knee sleeves. Like 5 pairs of gym shorts & tanks. Camera Tripod. 2 Commander decks and a TTRPG book but no kink gear.

The more I focus on macros the more I come to understand why certain bodybuilders/powerlifters/strongman resort to the chicken shake. I’m so sick of chewing.

Oh lord I came out of that meeting hot. User wants us to implement a feature that probably would service at most 20 of 1k. The implementation of which would take potentially a quarter if not more. We have what they need already in the system but they don’t like it cause it’s not the pretty output.