🖤 her 🖤

will I listen to MAYHEM without crying again?

The Beautiful Nightmare That Knows Her Name 💀

I believe I’m more unwell than I actually think because it’s the third time a day I’m crying and it feels like something inside of me wants to get out, it’s heavy and it makes me sick but I have no idea what it is and how to release it

she’s a mess she’s a mess she’s a mess she’s a mess

❄️👻

If you liked Heated Rivalry, there’s a new movie out called Pillion. This one is for those who like bikes. And dogs 🏍️

I’m still talking of Japan like this trip is happening. My brain and my emotional response haven’t caught up with the reality yet

The Requiem for my trip to her show 🥲

So I didn’t say anything because sometimes I can be very superstitious, but I applied for the Japanese visa to go to see Gaga’s MAYHEM Ball in Tokyo. Me and my brother went THROUGH FUCKING HELL to get those tickets. And visas were denied. I know there are more horrors in life today, but fuck

So, the press secretary of White House Karoline Leavitt tweets that she stands with murderers. I said “I wish they treat you the same way they treated that mother” and got a ban for a week 🤡 Why this MAGA cult is so sensitive?

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Top indeed! But makes me so sad they robbed Guillermo :(

still here🛟🖤

wanna go into a movie coma

my Christmas movie @realgdt.bsky.social

sometimes I lay in bed and remember about Bluesky and then I remember that I have nothing to tell except that I’m holding on and surviving and still can’t stop looking stupid on selfies

ENIGMA POP STAR IS FUN 💗 Happy Birthday, #ARTPOP! You are for the history books!

the moon

decided that I deserve a nice breakfast

I’m not suicidal! I just want to die.

saw some fucked up shit today and then got mad! but not at the shit I saw but at myself. wanna know why? not because I didn’t do anything or whatever, but because I was totally numb. completely disconnected from myself and how I feel. hope this system protects me and doesn’t do more damage. fuck

ID KILL FOR LOVE

в последнее время желание взаимодействовать с людьми пропало совсем. они то и дело несут какую-нибудь лютую людоедскую хрень и даже не задумываются, а я расстраиваюсь. но сейчас на кофе-брейке захотелось перестать их слышать совсем! просто перестать слышать тоже ниче так опция

Батарейка перенесла первый день iOS 26 не очень. Снял с зарядки перед сном, за ночь ушло 5%, к 6 вечера разрядился до 40%, при условии, что я пользовался им три часа 😵‍💫 Включил Adaptive Power посмотреть, что за зверь такой.

не знаю, как у вас дела, а ко мне вот вместе с хорошей погодой наведался старый добрый когнитивный разрыв реальности между приятностями и персональным адом внутри. всё наощупь

понял, что не разрешаю себе испытывать радость. причины достаточно банальны и понятны, скорее интересно, как этот механизм устроен, потому что это не работает так, что я каждый раз себя останавливаю. подумал, что если удастся разблокировать этот паттерн, то это поможет с другими ограничениями.

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Darkness casted when standing in The Light destiny is a siamese force the impending doom birth of Venus but Born This Way Judas style cause I’m a bad kid forever ✟

I got a tattoo for us 15 years ago 🦄 Thinking of putting the MAYHEM stamp on my body. Any ideas, you guys, have?

Gaga’s acoustic performances this era are rocking me to the bone! #MAYHEM youtu.be/Rv_KOAd7_Rs?...

Glad to be alive another day where I can listen to Mayhem

Holding this in print and reading it brought a tear to my eye 🐾🖤 #MAYHEM #Monster4Life

turn on the music turn off the lights #MAYHEM ladygaga.lnk.to/MAYHEM

This is your daily reminder that Lady Gaga is just genius! Her music is always filled with characters. But the way this intro is an alarm! The yawning, inhales, exhales are the sounds of her clone waking up to give us Hell! 🖤 #MAYHEM

I will forever love this woman! We have to look after each other and keep on going. Giving up is too easy and this is exactly what they want. Love trumps hate! Thank you, Lady Gaga!

I’LL BURN A HOLE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR EYES LOOKIN AT YOU LIKE A ZOMBIE KILLAH #MAYHEM ladygaga.lnk.to/MAYHEM

SHOW ME YOUR PRETTY I’LL SHOW YOU MINE #MAYHEM ladygaga.lnk.to/MAYHEM

LADY GAGA IS A ROCKSTAR! ❤️‍🔥🤯🐾 youtu.be/vjbInjYp2ew?...

WOW!

You guys are not ready to discuss the DEPTH of the dark poetry on #MAYHEM It’s actually the new side of Gaga we have never faced before Make art coming from the place of happiness cool, because she’s living and you can tell! MASTERPIECE!

STREAM #MAYHEM ladygaga.lnk.to/MAYHEM

Also, my heart is so happy seeing all the Little Monsters getting their records, autographs and merch! You guys + Gaga being happy is such a gift to the world we are living in!

My only issue with #MAYHEM is that it’s THAT GREAT OF A RECORD! We have had months to dissect Disease and Abracadabra, to get all of the hidden things here and there. And now it’s ALL OURS. FACE TO FACE. A love letter in a shape of a bullet going straight to your heart 🐾🖤

I need “I’ve become a notorious being, find my clone she’s asleep on the ceiling” tattooed on my brain The way she sings those lyrics — CHILLS

#MAYEHM is CATHARTIC

The Vault is opening TONIGHT #MAYHEM

#MAYHEM in 13 days

Show me a painting that makes you feel something — This paining of the Dog that Francisco de Goya painted on the wall of his house is a visual poem to me.

All that #MAYHEM is so captivating: three stunning singles, the snippets, music videos, the fashion, appearances, live performances, tour, Rio, Coachella anticipation, magazines, interviews, tiktoks. But the thing I enjoy the most is seeing Gaga happy! 🖤