im the token straight man of the system im a little scared -🧀

hi -🧀

im casting spells and jumping through hoops trying to get this guy(alter) to TALK TO ME -🐺

the inanimatelings are floating around near front. what do you want from me.

sp system chat is actually pretty useful but none of us put anything important from there. i wasnt asking you gran -🐺

saw a systok rant about how humiliating it can be to be a fictive and its making me remember how awkward and embarrassing it was upon splitting a fictive of my fave. GET OUT OF HERE -🐺

had another sa dream. cool. cool -🐺

liking an oc so i condemn them to have my insecurities -🐺

the latest i couldve stayed up was 1 am and i slept until 3 pm

slept in until my brother got home from school Oh my god

day 426 #osc #inanimateinsanity quick snack

im exhausted and too sad to shower i might just call it a night now

remembered that my mom will never get to see me graduate

every time i have fun but then go be alone afterwards i get really sad even if i NEED it to recharge social battery

Doll nudity but still rather detailed. I wasn't really sure how to balance Needle's traits but I think I did alright! Sleeper build Needle forever. Pillow is a pillow what can I say! Drew this one three months ago. #bfdi

Day 243. Catching up ! #leafcase #osc

you know what that means. 🐟 -💉🧪

waiting for my dad so i can tell him about how my school day went cause a lot of things are about to change. i just had to work with staff to figure out my classes next semester. also the stupid online class thing -💉🧪

got offered an opportunity to go to a writing convention if i submit a work to my teacher before the month ends. i think this would be good. i will do that -💉🧪

i lied i finished my online work. except that the site fucked up so i need to deal with that

day 425 #osc #inanimateinsanity a sequel to the fruity kittens one

i need a nap

centriole pasta

LANGUAGE CLASS.....

i am the embodiment of locking in for FREAKING MIDTERMS ESPECIALLY FOR BIO. I LOOOVE MATH AND BIOLOGY 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 -💉🧪

GOOGLE SHOW ME 40 BILLION MITOSIS DIAGRAMS - 💉🧪

Big girls don't cry Big girls, don't you fucking cry Fuck.

i really wish i could talk to my dad about this

i cnat sotp cryingn

dared to open tiktok for a bit before going to sleep and the first video on my fyp is talking about a suicide attempt. and now im thinking about when i almost got to that point -🐺

WOOPS! simplyplural front log uas been inaccurate for a couple days -🐺

thinking about my stupid chronic pain and my fucked up ankle but just remembered. i have money. i CAN finally buy a cane like i was planning to a long time ago -🐺

IM MAD

its become an injoke with my irl friend though. its so funny

i have a really funny idea for pursue enlightenment but it would probably be funny to Me Only. but its funny -🐺

just saw this on pinterest I'm giggling

everything is making me mad and my body doesnt feel right because im overly aware of my VEINS so ive been just freaking out for days

all my interests are frustrating and talking to people is unpleasant right now. i feel Bad.

object show where every single contestant is selfish and insufferable and it sucks -🐺

thinking too hard about the past again. i get too nostalgic and it messes me up -🐺

ocs are at their peak when you are having FUN and they're FOR YOU. i'm talking "this doesn't exist in media and i want it to" "i like this character trope/archetype" "i love these colours" "i love this style of fashion" "i love when pairings are like this" TAKE IT ALL AND PUT IT INTO A BLENDER

bitchass headoomf made ME front for the body to go throw up. die bru die -🐺

i was crying cause i listened to euthanasia btw . thanks will wood

To love one from too far to call, is not to lovе at all, to whom is it I talk?

started crying on the walk home and thought id have a second to regain my composure before going inside but my dad came out from the garage right as i was walking up to the house omfg

Keep coming back, it works if you work it So work it, you're worth it, it won't if you don't One day at a time, tomorrow's too late, amen

What can I say to convince you or do to make you agree with me? I don't need you to be with me, just try to remember what you'd see in me