just shittily diy'd bdsm stuff w my moomin scissors ive reached peak dorian (barely a diy just turned old awful belt into collar)

i should call her

my wife did my estrogen injection for me as I laid on the hood of a 90s Volvo parked at the abandoned nuclear power plant

"did you cum?" my dear...is a song beautiful only at the end? do we watch a sunset to see the darkness? is a story only valuable because of the climax? but no

every so often i look at myself and go. just because you're a lesbian doesn't make this any less pathetic (/ref)

once again saying we need a masc version of feeling cunty bc i feel so dick and balls rn does hit the same and i cannot keep saying im cunty when i look like a 14 year old boy/adam sandler

tgirls are making fall out new vegas jokes abt my boypussy (its dry)

im the clarifier baby why so autistic n afraid of being misunderstood so u overexplain eventually end up being more confusing half the time bc ur bad at being conscise

i think i need someone to come over with one of those cat wand toys so i can play hunt it and get some exercise i love play hunting its so fun highly recommend making ur friend put their hand under a blanket and move it around n trying to catch it

before we can make out crazy style u have to do the 7 things that will make me feel comfortable enough with u (floortime, reels sending, stay up late on call w me, patiently clarify when im confused by smth, ask before touch, happily listen to infodump, calmly respect a no)

officially visibly taller than my father war is over

need

just remembered my older brothers (now ex) gf who would constantly tell me she was gonna leave him for me and liked me better than him and we should run away and be lesbian together,,, marha r u good. did u manage to come out.

i need fried potatoes in my mouth Now

just realised how i treat books is collecting them and lining them up and sometimes going through which ones i have and organising them and lining them up again and just looking at them and feeling the pages and this is how i treated some toys as a kid (and currently) (i love toys n collecting)

happy new year little gay people in my phone

everyone get ready

like and subscribe if you too use horny dissociation to stave off the spiral

local leftist turns holiday gathering on its head by terrorising 11 year old brother with 6 7 instead of the other way around

for £5 i will facetime you during christmas dinner and explain he/him lesbians to ur conservative relatives

midwest emo listener boydyke bottom who doesnt receive anal call that a front bottom

drawing w charcoal on a piece of paer thats taped up to the wall while listening to boygenuis,,, hashtag returning to my roots

i am in a committed mono* relationship w the bit *monotropic

CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT ABT THIS PHOTO OF PABLO

just found out ally beardsley uses the same alarm ringtone as me (bc i thought my 7pm alarm went off) nonbinary people are a monolith actually

I LOVE TRANSGENDER PEOPLE AND PEOPLE WHO MIGRATE HERE AND PEOPLE OF COLOR AND GAY RIGHTS AND ABORTIONS AND SEX WORKERS AND VACCINES

got officially diagnosed as 172cm today

this week i am: - going to a halloween party wearing matching couples costume w my gf - getting the birth control implant - having a therapy session - going to a queer bdsm rave thing this is the future liberals want

one of the best things in existence is when animals have bedhead. exquisite.

me the moment i stopped being 13 (it mightve been when i switched to being on lexapro tbh)

im on that grindset (opening my bedroom door and meowing for a cat to appear for cuddles instead of just laying in bed going damn i just one of the kitties were here rn)

terrifying and devastating, actually.

i thought i was safe guess not <///3

i need to get on adhd meds so i can focus on staring at hot women

yk what fuck yeah i heart gamification street corn and transgenderism (eris is included in this bc idek of any cis ppl called eris but ik multiple trans ppl called eris personally)

she's mad i stopped petting her for 2 seconds but kept petting angus who is 14 and visibly wasting away

opening a pack of nori for the first time (ive had it before ive just never used it in my own cooking before) and feeling like my childhood goldfish i miss u fishy ik u were actually 2 diff fish now but u r forever in my heart

i have developed a parasocial relationship with timothy y james ik his first n last name off by heart middle initial included phil lester is not awarded the middle initial memorisation honour n he taught me what gay ppl are when i was 10 google told me i visit his research interests profile often

ik of too many puppygirls called luna for the added bit to change anything specsavers

showing everyone my accidental percy jackson cosplay that i wore to my trial shift (which went well!! i am now employed!!) (i was wondering why i felt like a camp counselor and then omw to the bus i realised. percy jackson)

sam reich is making american footballers be good pups this is wild ty sam reich i expect nothing less

everyone say happy birthday to me (its nonbinary ppl day)

God is dead. God remains dead. And we have killed him. We need to fix this before mom comes home.

the discharge report thingy from this visit called me a girl who identifies as THEY multiple times btw

gender is a performance and i - uh LINE

i went out for One night