I know I'm barely on hear (sorry I'm trying) but I just had to write that out there

It's the week where I finally deleted twitter and Tumblr of my phone bc I realised that staying on those apps made me loose the love and fun for things like F1, Joker out and co bc of the constant negativity ... and i don't mean discourse i mean full blown negativity which is nothing i need

Okay so the first Christmas letter arrived today from those I sent so there is hope .. it was one of those I sent later but it’s also goes to Germany so the closes hope for the others even if it means their outdated now 😂😂😂🥹🥹🥹

Helloooo my random Bluesky check in timeee how is everyone on here ✨✨✨✨

First book Order of 2026 DONE

Happy new year my lovely people ✨❤️

Next year my goal is to send out Birthday cards so all watch out who I have their Birthday and address 😂😂😂

Hello & Merry Christmas I hope u all had some enjoyable festive days❤️ ✨🎄

I want to send out my Christmas cards this week so I’m already saying sorry that they all will come to late 🥹 BUT they will come 😂😂

Normal Groupchat day

HELLO 🥰 I kinda .. forgot to Open this App for a Long time, had Bovid and generally try to minor my Social Media use but how is everyone ✨✨

Spotify wrapped aka I really should find more diversity in my constant listens hahah

Was told in the bookstore much fun reading today when I checked out … brother could see my plans right through me hahahaha

My day has been Maximum prevention of Not getting sick or sickly hahaha .. bc cold weather,6 people in a small space & concert are NORMALLY not a winning combo am my throat was kinda tingly Woops I WILL SUCCESS THE 5 BINGO of my Jo concert bingo 😂😂😂

Mental State? Watching Christmas Movies bc i‘m avoiding my Joker out playlist & Spotify bc I will just get emotional hahaha

More snippets ❤️ I actually caught a pic jeeted in my way? We had a sign for Sunny side (which my dyslexic ass wrote wrong so we math fixed it) and no I’m not tearing up sending these 🥹🥹❤️❤️

BUT ALSO BEING WITH OTHERS they were just at Krises side hahahah ❤️❤️❤️

Yesterday was truly magical 🥹🥹 being with @fullmoonsnstars.bsky.social & Clara on Jans side (TX GIRLS AGAIN) crying in a huddle together for Novi Val❤️ Clara & I hugging for ATVNB 🥹 truly amazing 🥹🥹❤️❤️

Update we got it stamped & it’s off to Krakow with @haloinreverse01.bsky.social ✨✨ I had to rewrite bc SOMEONE had to stamp the middle and smudge 😂😂

Co-Star choosing violence after yesterday (my ASTP Video and well JAN🥹😂🥲)

The JoBs Bluesky postcard for Joker Out🥹🥹❤️❤️ we decided to put all the flags to people as well 🫶🏻

Oh also ever since Paris 1000% never not a Jan girly 😂 bitch had me MESMERISED for the whole time I can’t stop watching a particular video of mine (one of the glorious 5 I took haha )

since I have not seen pics jet ..have I been saved of another year of that goddamstupid BOW in vienna this year? AM I FINALLY FREE OF THAT ANNOYING AS DISTURBANCE

Idk a day after and I sound selfconcious about this but I just love how we started this and looking at my Postcard wall 🥹 The card would be in Vienna & probably Krakow (handed over by Leslie/Magda) so yeah if someone wants to have their name signed or smth pls tell me ❤️

ok so maybe for Vienna I was thinking to write a postcard to Jo about our little Postcard & letter exchange we started and how we got closer through that 🥹 And I know that sadly we all can't write smth on it I was wondering if someone wants me to put their name or idk Ig handle or a note on it 🥹❤️

The frost on my windows are probably an indicator I should turn on the heating right ahhahah

Oh I finally listened to the 5sos album .. BOPP can't stop turning it onnn love love love

recorded a haul of Paris for my friends & had so many brainfarts i was frozen at time + only brushed my teeth at 4 p.m. I may or may not be running on way to little sleep

been gone for at least 5 days - visted the city of love ✨ whats been going on here?

Living my best life in Paris so that’s why I’m not posting but u can be spammed in my IG stories 😌😂

Of course miss Flow decided to appear the night before I fly to Paris 😭😭

Supersonic is going to SLAP live! It reminds me abit like what 5sos are doing with Everybody is a star just like the Joker out Balkan way - It'll be AMAZING

IT’S FINALLY BEING SENT I CANT BELIEVE IT

the Urge to buy a new bag is HIGHHH ... but the funds are to low ... have to hold it together until next year haha

Got my Paris nails done, got everything for my sister in Paris & her friend HOWEVER I indeed have not packed which I should have to be done until Wednesday 😂

Made an humongous pot of potato soup, it splattered around my kitchen like an spn kill scene, attacked & burned me BUT it was very tasty & I made enough for my bestie hehe

Going to 3 work Christmas Parties this year Lord have mercy hahaha

In exactly an week I'll be in the Metro of Paris on my way to my sister ❤️😍

Katabasis better be the BEST book ever bc I already wrote 2 emails & just called the place I ordered it from bc there is a fault in the system AHHH Pls just LET ME READ THE DERM BOOK

New Journal spread Bluesky Letter theme 🥹 the letters will be put in and Yes I’m on to replying a lot of them

the more I tiptoe around different Fandoms I realize that nearly every Fandom is Toxic AF?? I'm reading stuff where I am like HUH makes me realize the best way to celebrate & be a fan is with friends & for yourself

want to get back into letter writing I miss it 🥺 Who wants one?

Flying to Paris in 9 days AHHHH 😍

Emotional - my friend finally watched dead Poet Society and now we’re crying in our Chat and on TikTok 🥲🥲🥲

My favourite kind of refill is the one where I go to the fridge to get an free refill of my glass of Chremont or wine hehehe

Also suprisingly not hungover from yesterday bc idk how much wine I consumed but I did .. a lot .. but no surprise there hahaha

Anti Social (ignoring every group chat I’m in since DAYS bc overwhelming) 😂😂

Also it's kinda a theme that I get tickets during my work time hahah

5SOS TICKETS SECCURED

winter depression says Helloo bc WHY IS IT DARK AT 5 p.m. I will always ALWAYS be a summer girl i can't be asked already and its only going to get worse now