Feel like I should try again at reaching out to find more RP connections but the insecurity is hitting hard. Brain is screaming it won't work out in seven different ways.

E33 has altered my brain chemistry permanently. I once hated pictomancers for being too broken and now I'm playing it as a sub job when not playing black mage.

Santa Claus I’ve been good if I can’t get a gaming laptop could you crash the AI market?

His kinderpunsch is full of schnapps. #GPOSERS #LeoLights #oc:akhira'a

Thinking about Siamese cat fur changing colour with temperature changes and what if miqo’tes and hrothgars also experience that Not just slow changes like in human hair but more extreme like white to black and vice versa.

Okay wrestling fans I get you all now. Arcadion may be cheesy but I’m not lactose intolerant. That was some good fun.

Yeah Arhia'a is more of my SoL RP alt. Also him when someone claims archon loaf is bread or misgenders a baguette in la langue elezen: #oc:arhia'a #GPOSERS

I think not only does Squeenix need to get Ben Starr and Jennifer English in the FF14 cast they should voice Hildibrand and Nashu. Less brood, more goof

A belated birthday meal à la Française Convinced that people who clown on frog legs are cowards. Everything is good fried with garlic butter and lemon.

If anything this year has taught me to care less about needing the approval of others and focusing more on my own joy. Shifting my energy away from those who don’t reciprocate and more towards myself so I can reciprocate those who do.

The amount of genrebashing is ridiculous. E33 was made as a love letter to JRPGs, not some deliberate gotcha attempt as proving that the genre is bad and needing a Westwrn developer to redeem it. The pure amount of passion and artistry poured into it is what makes it amazing.

Accepting the 'Game of the Year' award for Clair Obscur Expedition 33, director Guillaume Broche thanks Final Fantasy series creator Hironobu Sakaguchi who "made me fall in love with games and inspired me to become a game dev."

The Clair Obscur cast at the Game Awards be like

We’re deeply honored that HADES II is in the running for Game of the Year and more at #TheGameAwards tonight, especially since we’re in the company of such an amazing group of wildly different and beautiful games. Congratulations to all our fellow nominees — we salute you!! 🙏👏

Me old

FFXIV is like my gateway into other games and fandoms. First was Nier, next were XV and XVI and now is it gonna be Rage Against the Machine?

Man.

I don’t know whether trading the vote rigging apartheid state whose delegations harass others is worth your biggest supporters but you do you Eurovision.

One last ending left for Silent Hill F. Hinako deserves the world

I have a morbid fascination with British Chinese food. It looks wrong and yet after actually tasting it I kinda get it. Fries- chips with everything is a kid's dream meal and salt and pepper seasoning is just a reliable flavour combo.

A commission of Arhia’a and Zhyur family apfelstrudel. Credit to Agi’to for the art! #oc:arhia’a

Akhira'a: Illicit magic artifact that needs retrieving, cult busting, old Shroud clan history, anything involving black or white magic. Arhia'a: Anything cooking or baking-related, or you're a customer at the bakery.

Anytime I start getting the feeling of “I wanna roleplay and play toys with someone so bad!!” This flashes in my head

I miss seeing unhinged feral posts. I need to follow more people with absolutely no filter. Normalise saying I need this up my ass when you say you like something.

Une vie à peindre. #oc:akhira'a | #GPOSERS | #LeoLights

more dragojs for @yuriyheim.bsky.social i am very sleepy

Undergrowth Preset Pack 🍃 a pack of 8 presets themed around various darker/desaturated, originally made to be used in The Black Shroud. Grab them off ko-fi: ko-fi.com/s/9f04ad10c1 As always, if you use my presets feel free to use #LeoLights so I can see your work! <3 (1/2)

They can’t put Ben Starr, Jennifer English and Konatsu Kato together as nominees for Best Performance and expect me to just vote for one of them.

Surreal psychological horror that turn into weird magical settings. Usually dreams or the Shroud being weird.

Nope, at least not yet. If Akhira’a can’t feel vulnerable or honest with someone he’s not marrying anyone. If Arhia’a can’t feel like he can share his passion for good cooking and music with he’s not marrying anyone.

Putain chat I ended up hitting hard pity for you

If you can't come out right now, please don't hate yourself. One day, the meaning of labels will disappear. Please love yourself as you are. The one who can cherish yourself the most is yourself. Because that is your strength and beauty. Chiitan loves you

Finally took me 15 years to get to doing this #oc:akhira'a

I feel like my enthusiasm for social-related anything has just taken a huge hit. Much like how real life is draining everything and everyone.

Not me completely forgetting about Worlds and tuning in to see yet another T1 victory

@TrickyMagician I can’t believe you were too powerful for Twitter so I have to link this here x.com/syinsyon/sta...

People wishing for traditional Keepers but I invoke the monkey’s paw and turn them into landed gentry, that’s me

Happiness is warm sprain ointment on an aching joint.

Oh the new glam combos I can make...

The UK was fun, can’t wait to be back one day with thicker coats.

Both brothers think they’re average, but I designed them to look photogenic but not outstandingly handsome. Others have probably tried to hit on them but they’d rather do have people value them for their skills.

I know it’s Remembrance Day decorations but damn does this scream Silent Hill f.

Okay Liverpool, you’re kinda cool.

Look at him. (Credit to aaso on VGen)

National treasures of the UK right here.

Okay England, I guess you’re a little aesthetic.

The wrapper kinda ruined the top but I have a purple mooncake

Both Akhira’a and Arhia’a are creators, go figure. The former has traces of the magician and ruler, the latter has a bit more of the explorer.

Listen. *pulls you close* LISTEN. "Create for yourself," means do what brings you joy, no matter what anyone else says. But also, it's natural to want people to see and appreciate your hard work. And to want them to tell you they do. These are not mutually exclusive. We are social beings.