(me thinking about how the fast passage of time is while i feel like i’m wasting precious years of my life) gulps (me thinking that faster time = faster hrt + gta 6 sooner) oooooh :)!

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got bullied in a discord server for using twitter and honestly they're right. they're so fucking right i deleted the app off my phone and set up a website blocker. i've been on that dogshit site almost daily since i was NINE!!!!!!!! hopefully today is really the beginning of the end sdfioasdfghvnasd

i just finished an hour long s-tier video essay and checked my subscriptions and another hour long high quality long form video drops right then and there. life is beautiful. life was meant for youtube

ok now i need to draw my oc hot as fuck a million times and i will get so good at Art just watch me (*doesn't do anything*) it's coming just watch me

remembering when the cinematic storyboarder for battlefront 2 (2017) came to our cinema class at school and gave us really intersting insight on his work, but i was a dumbass internet kid and i asked him what he thought of the lootbox controversy. he probably wanted to explode me with his mind

if i had a nickel for every mid-2010s gaming youtuber fan animator (coyotemation, cranbersher, pixlpit) that turned out to be a beautiful trans woman (@mei.valkyria.me, @vinaneardoria.bsky.social, @bitofalice.bsky.social) i’d have three nickels, which is awesome!!!! i love nickels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's #makeaterriblecomicday2026!!!!!!!!!!!!! perfectly timed for my return to drawing, too! terrible is currently welllllll withing my skill range 👍

resting pussy face

wow, veeeery Transparently Money Hungry gta 6 release plans! very cool

art-for-the-first-time-in-years day went great at first then pivoted to feeling like lebron james

how i'm looking at cute drawings on my timeline after drawing again for 2 minutes (i'm studying what i want to steal from people's artstyles)

i need to figure out a cool oc/fursona design for myself!!!! meaning i have to draw again!!!!!!!! ggrrraaaaaaahhhrhrhrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

things are looking up in my life for the first time in a long while, yet these days i'm completely incapable of not feeling miserable. incapable of not comparing myself to others. incapable of reaching out to old friends. incapable of making new ones to fill the weird relationship void i'm feeling.

tried to write about how i don't think of myself as a boymoder despite dressing like one and it just made me come to the realization that i've 10000% been boymoding and i need to snap out of it asap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

having to admit youre an addict is so dumb. ooh i fell for the serpent’s fruit oooh im weak of spirit oooh

these days i’m addicted to checking out how old classmates are doing and feeling overwhelmed and dizzy at the thought of all the years slipping through my fingers and how much life i should’ve lived by now. it makes me want to reach out to old acquaintances and formative friends. but to say what?

on twitter, my dad and old friends follow me, so i'm scared to share too much there. here on bluesky, there's Fatal Farm co-founder and Lasagna Cat co-creator Jeffrey Max that follows me, so i'm also scared to share too much here. stuck between a rock and a hard place aren't i

me when i finally spend a good chunk of money on a good ergonomic chair after years of sitting on a really average one but then i wake up the next day and realize i really should've spent that money on expensive sex toys instead

randomly thinking about Gender Bender DNA Twister Extreme again, a 2014 crowdfunded visual novel about a science experiment gone wrong that accidentally bends people's gender. i couldn't quite articulate why the concept was so fascinating and intriguing to me yet,

every year now seth rogen gets interviewed into a corner about him cutting ties with james franco and every time he clearly doesn’t want to talk about it but politely does anyway. then there’s a million headlines of him saying “yeah, haven’t talked to him in a while” as if he didn’t already say that

summer game fest live tweeting thread even though it's on bluesky so it's not tweeting it's posting and also there's a chance there's nothing for me to want to post about, but... y'know!!!!!!! hoping for an intergalactic trailer!!!!!!!!!

007 game has been fucking awesome so far!!! what a slick game! really good and well-paced blend of action and adventure, it's pretty reminiscient of uncharted in that sense. we haven't had a good blockbuster game like this in a while! can't wait to actually buy it when the price goes down enough

I Went To See The Amazing Digital Circus Finale In Theaters And All I Got Was Unpleasant Dreams About Letting My Ex Down And Being Unable To Reconnect With Him For Some Reason

sat for: da dagital circus excited chatter is in the air! people in cosplay and homemade merch! saw a delightful homemade bubbles made of yarn, tongue out and everything :0 room is already half full and there’s 30 minutes left till the start! this is gonna be a packed showing!

the movie theater i went at to see Backrooms last week was too nice and newly built to have weird liminal spaces i could take cool pictures of, but i accidentally took this appropriately creepy picture during the ending credits and only noticed today. so dats kewl

gonna go see the Amazing Digital Circus finale in theaters later today because i’m a bored unemployed nerd chud loser etc etc!!!!!!!!! picked the earliest showing at 19h15. i’ve never had a bad audience experience before because we’re extremely polite and civil here in Québec City, but this time i’m

i think i’m gonna start unashamedly posting my various Important Takes and other Stuff No One Cares About on bluesky, no one follows me here anyway other than Xavier. hi Xavier!!!!

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