lrp on one hand yes, i agree, i feel extremely seen, but on the other hand (despite my agonies) i have so much patience for myself from however many years ago, too. the sentence might be cringe but the sect brother cannibalism allegory vibes fucked, girl, way to go

reading my old fics is like [fine sentence that makes me feel like i’m reading a normal fic][cringe sentence][typo][sentence so good that idk if i could write something that good now][sentence so annoying i want to throw something at myself][piece of characterization i don’t agree w anymore][typo]

sleepy happy cat

some more pages from my digital sketchbook #illustration #digitalart #fanart

Happy cozy season to you all. ☕🍂❄️

:3

bonking them together cheek first

happy 10 year friendship anniversary to yeosang and wooyoung

ten year friendship to reduce half the fandom to tears

I'll be so stoked if the ceremonial boy thing catches on in the kpop-planner people venn diagram overlap...

I'm moving planners early this year to get over the layout teething issues before January so obviously I had to move the ceremonial lemon boy

sketchbooking has been kinda icky hard the last few days but we persevere

⬜ ⬜ ⬜

cold arrived

I hope you will always shine so bright 🖤

looking at this now I'm realising the angle is kind of diabolical but it's fine, we're rolling with it

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sigh

wooyoung birthday live did permanent damage to my fucking bias line...

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soft growl of discontent

smells like winter

blockships Seonghwa Operation Prostrate for @yamane-emiko.bsky.social 🌟🚢

Strahd girl

Since Fru convinced me to daily art again... Happy woozi looking at you like a bug birthday

getting sassy with your arranged marriage partner: not advised getting sassy with your arranged marriage partner when you're khj: unavoidable

haven't penciled in forever but cat needed eraser power

what if i went and reread yeonni's snow leopard yunsan fic....

friendly neighborhood video game artist, recently de-snotted

One of the cruelest tricks society played on creative people was planting the idea that being proud of your work is somehow unseemly and egotistical. You made a thing! You like it! You SHOULD be proud of it. Brag all you want!

people encourage this and make you feel bad about yourself so you devalue your genuinely niche and valuable skillsets so you'll fight less to get paid what you're actually worth

wellllllll this is happening 🥹...

so excited about going back to work tomorrow

the fun question is. do i do a flip through vid of just this sketchbook when it's done, or should i wait until i fill another two to do three in one again... 🤔

i was gonna leaf through the sketchbook just now (it's a good memorykeeping exercise to do a daily silly) but i fully forgot i started this one with just. diabolical pussy drawings right off the bat

it was going so well, then the ink ran terribly 😂😂 we persevere

yeah okay

I had a tea workshop last weekend and spent half of it assigning teas to ateez members in my brain. I'm sure I'll change my mind many times over but for now:

woke up with chest pain on atiny day which could only mean one thing

💦🥱🤧

it should be illegal for a person to be able to eject this much snot in a day. like this is criminal

youre asking chatgpt. im asking my discord full of autistic people that i keep in my back pocket. we are not the same.

pout dude

hat man

i guess yesterday wasn't just a ceiling light headache after all

i was gonna write a little tiny hongsan snack for dahlia the other day and it kind of turned less tiny, and then I've been too tired/busy/headache-y to work on it since so... idk if this is anything but wipwednesday wahoo i guess

where i wish to be rn (office lights started giving me headaches....)

dark ass pic

me lately tbh