tried to do many things at the same time and failed all, I'm not sure if it's because I'm old or not mature enough to sort it out🤔

Do you use Blender for Unreal, Unity, or Godot? You know all the annoying things about exporting for games? I made this free add-on to make it not-annoying and instead awesome: extensions.blender.org/add-ons/prot... #blender3d #b3d #gamedev

SOME OF YALL need to be placed in uncomfortable situations to learn how to DEAL with being uncomfortable! NOT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE CONFORMED TO YOUR SAFE SPACE. Am I a babyfur or like their content? No. I dont like it at all. Does that mean they shouldnt EXIST? BE HARRASSED? NO DAMN IT

I found I'm so bad at drawing again, need concrete practices... but I'm suck at time management... speaking of that, I messed up my health and died in the bed yesterday, somehow it got better but, messing with my own body is the biggest waste of time so I should be careful🤔

Now my ambition is making curryfur as a mainstream, and will be the bridge of curry furry and curry non-furry ✌️😎✌️

028: Tomato avocado curry 🍛 Ingredients: roux, onion, ground beef and pork, tomato, avocado Improvised with: ginger, garlic, mango chutney #curryfur

Seems it's a random bad thought day, I should avoid things annoying me and think about curry and arts instead🤔

I confess I'm furry but I love stories of a machine earning sentience🫠

Have an idea, then make it.

I couldn't draw freely these days so, doodled for change. I'm redesigning my bull OC... there is a reason why his expression is like this but I did not good enough to settle this... I won't take further time to adjust for now...🫠 Maybe I shouldn't stick to one drawing to depict him.

I think Dinosaur sona is hot🤔

I should use hashtag for curry posts. But it’s too late I feel🤔

I have several curry recipes I wanna cook but I don't have time... I need easier recipe, again 🤔 Not sure why but this February is so busy... In case, I keep drawing too, I think I can't reveal this one in public soon though🤔

I got a offer of promotion but, it'll give me more responsibility and meetings, I wanna work freely without getting bothered by those... But thinking of that, working as managing position might be useful to move to other countries...😑

It's curry day today but, I'm a bit busy so, I'm gonna skip today, no curry🙇

The more I draw, the more I find things I can't do and wanna learn. Then, I feel I don't have enough time and rushed, then compare with skillful others and doubt the meaning to complete the piece, then start playing game to feel good. I mean I know this flow of mine so, keep avoiding bullets though🕴️

And another 300+ people :D

When I draw his expression pattern, I'd try more casual, expressive and less scary look🤔 He is surely calm guy but not always tired and grumpy. I think I don't have a stable style but, if I keep drawing lots of same characters in the same project, maybe it's better to have some🤔

Doodling OC lion WIP, I cropped the image but I'll finish this whole piece someday, wanna draw OC more this year🫠

Currently I'm drawing 3 things at the same time but all of those files are named like "Untitled3-4-8", "Untitled2-2", "Untitled4-7"🤔

When I started drawings for January, I stopped working on an on-going drawing in the middle for that. And now I'm having a hard time to motivate me to get back to the drawing again. Seems I forgot what and how I wanted to draw there🫠

Heart hands! This was my first drawing of the New Year, I just neglected to post it until now. ^^;

I'm seeing "+30" posts with a peaceful smile, thinking like "ah... there are many handsome mature sonas, I like that"😌 I know all of them are younger than me Conceptually I'm +30 too but, somehow +40 has another slight weak wall of generation there I guess?

Btw I think I had never drawn 2 character in a image actually... Same as a maw, I learned lots from those drawings 🤔 I drew this Growlmon drawing thinking which shapes and colors Cari likes and, in the end it looks like Cari's style a bit so, I won't draw in this style if I do commission🙃

A birthday gift drawing for @cariboops.bsky.social ! Growlmon asked me to draw this for Cari😊👍

I'm looking back the setting and the draft of my story(I hoped it to be VN). I can feel the passion of my past self from that and tbh still I feel it's well done at least for me. I'm sure it's not for everyone(my taste is too wet Japanese) but, it's refilling myself with inspiration

tired and stuck and blocked feeling, it's still January... wait it's already almost the end of the January, I didn't want to live like this in 2026😩

I was hasty and sleepy especially at painting inside the maw lol, I should've not. This theme was very difficult. I found depicting maw itself makes it more like a horror or Attack of Titan, this has to contain a smug and dynamics of the one eating and the one being eaten, more than detailed body🤔

Happy birthday @rudyyeen.bsky.social ! 🫂 Eat a cake you すきびでぃ! 🎂🎉 I mean, it's a maw painting and not a porn but some people aren't good with this theme so I put a filter 😅

I tend to think grandiose and take things too serious or precious so, wanna be a nonchalant sage who lives rural and does gardening and drinks tea at 3 P.M. everyday😌 I don't like tea though

I'm drawing what I'm not used to and failing and falling in the phase of "I can't do this, I'm bad at everything, this world has no meaning, leave me alone"🫠 I'll do it anyway though, finding out the plan itself is wrong is always sad. I'm not sure if I can do commission with this instability.

Tired city

A very cozy winter commission for @taggzzz.rocks and @tibsthicktail.bsky.social! ☕❄️

Bit of a painting study based on Rembrandt's "Judith at the Banquet of Holofernes." Though the subject is now a big bear man, and the banquet is thankfully ending with belly rubs!

Sometimes Podcasts are seen as an old guys thingie but, aside from what is talked or what the media is, I feel "Talk focused talk" itself is very good contents on Internet. We don't have opportunity to do that lots, even often don't have skills to develop talks. That can be very inspiring too. 🤔

Even when I have friends to talk to on DM, still I sometimes feel more comfortable to spit out complicated thoughts or feelings on social media. Maybe I'm scared if it's failed when I talk to a certain person. I don't like the moment when I find I can't be understood or, just offend others' mood.

Rise and shine, big guy!

Indecisiveness, stinginess, greediness are bad traits combination to draw for me personally🫠

I really don't want this vacation to end

Mfw the Korean bbq comes to the table #FursuitFriday

I was at my parents house, on the way back home I stopped by Akihabara

I wanna spend Dec 31st and Jan 1st at a cozy party once. Cheerful warm fuzzy time with friends. My Jan 1st is always not cheerful🤔 Btw, My resolution is slapping the face of 2026 with curry and let’em know who’s the boss here

Happy new year from UTC +9🎉

Hi it's a sappy lion again! 2025 was, not much eventful as I expected but I guess I was on the way of slow change. Even just keep thinking and hoping can change my mind. Now I'm feeling good to end this year, and can expect more in 2026 thanks to friends. So wish you guys have a good new year too😌

One more fact, in Japan, there is a custom to rang a bell at temples at 12 A.M. of the first day of the year. So I'll hear the bell sound soon😌 And People eats "Toshikoshi Soba / Cross over the years Soba" at 12 A.M. traditionally. I won't though🙃

There is a greeting Japanese say at the end of the year, "良いお年を / Yoi Otoshi wo" It tends to be said when we part the way so, it's used like "see you". It can have several meanings like "Wish you spend the good rest of the year" or "Wish you are prepared and will have the good next year".

Education Connection Mii animation !!! HEHEHE

Actually the problem of that render style is that kinda looks like AI🤔 I've been told my art looks like AI once. Stylization is my week point, I need experiences more.😑

Doing those half baked art posts are, kinda for self affirmation but, I guess I wanna release those things to proceed my things rather than clinging to pasts. Maybe the mood of the ending of the year made me do this. Deep cleaning.

A clip of one of the old paintings I've never finished, because I found the pose and the composition uncomfortable, but I still love this rendering of his thigh and belly, I wanna get back to painty style more now. ...I feel it's a borderline wholesome painting, but put a filter on it in case...