i am here again. i am back. hello there. it has been a hot ass minute since i used this thing but let’s give it a try!

you know what time it is

can’t wait to see @thehoeh.bsky.social post on here. literally so excited.

playing Resident Evil 4 and loving every second of it!!!

okay haven’t been using this app in a while and i’m back. give me those follow recs!!!

honestly pretty sure the Ketamine treatments are already working…. and i’m shocked.

DEAR EVERYONE: TOMORROW I SMART KETAMINE IV TREATMENT FOR TREATMENT RESISTANT DEPRESSION. this is huge. i’m actually crying. i’ve tried at least over 25? medications in my life, currently on 7 of them, and not a single one has worked. and this could mean my…. entire life changing around.

tech update: got the Zelda Oled Nintendo Switch and i’m in love.

a lyric from a song that i think is the most ridiculous but yet is one of my favorites is “eating chips on my bed, 68 unread texts.” and i sing it in my head constantly.

for context, i have been depressed my entire life. even in adolescence. i was always miserable, little motivation, and never wanted to do anything. i was happy sitting by myself. i isolated. i wanted nothing to do with the outside world. once i got treated, nothing worked. this could be my treatment

this is the first place i’m posting this. because i have drug resistant treatment depression…. i’m going to be receiving Ketamine IV infusions soon. 6 treatments very quickly and then after that every month or few months. this is my hail mary for treatment. this is the thing that could save me.

i felt this hard. and needed to share.

anyone got any good account recs on here to follow? i’m open to any and all types of accounts.