Saddle up cowboy, I dropped a couple of energy drinks in the parking lot at the store and they punctured. Momma didn't raise me to waste, so Imma be up for a hot minute.

Y'all can have your viewers back, they were stinky and got me sick anyways.

Is it odd that I have zero FOMO from Twitchcon this year? Don't get me wrong, I miss my friends and would love to hang out with the community in person, but I'm kind of content not being there.

I was "singing" Aerials by System of a Down in the shower earlier today and it really made me want to record again. I know the shower made me sound 10 times better, but the desire to try is there. I desperately need vocal lessons.

There are many people traveling for Twitchcon right now, so it is finally time to reveal the real reason I am not attending this year: TO STEAL ALL YOUR VIEWERS! THEY HAVE NOWHERE TO GO FOR A FEW DAYS SO I SHALL BE THEIR ENTERTAINMENT! THE PLAN IS FULL PROOF!

Guess who got sick. . . Still gonna make this week a great one.

I'm going to make this week a good week. I get to play some games with close friends. I got a decent paycheck and I can finally start looking for artists again. I fixed something on my PC that's been bothering me for months now. This week will be great.

There's a lot of fear and hate on the timeline, so I'm here to tell you to breathe: Breathe in. Hold. Breathe out. We'll make it through this time. Whether you're worried about numbers or the latest drama, take a little time to decompress and de-stress. Release that tension.

Been going through some old art that my community has given me over the years. Seeing some old names and kinda getting in my feels tonight. Even if they don't stop by anymore, I wish them only the best and that they are taking care of themselves.

I played some matches on DBD recently and I'm disappointed. . . My go to survivor build got gutted and I'm not a fan of the new trend of catch up killers. At least I got the Walking Dead gen achievement with the help of some friends last night.

Trying something new, I don't have faith that it will work out but I'll never know if I don't try. Wish me luck y'all.

Brain: Make post. Tell people good things. Make sure people know you're still alive. Also Brain:

Friendly reminder to go to bed at a reasonable time if you have responsibilities the next morning. Signed, A Very Tired Cat

A good friend of mine dropped an idea sketch (don't know what else to call them) in my DMs last night. Y'all. . . Now I want to make it happen. I guess the next steps are save up funds and find some solid reference material.

I've been very in my head lately about stuff and would like to apologize to anyone I may have concerned. I'm overthinking and trying to fix things that aren't exactly going my way. I'm sure everything will turn out alright, and if they don't, just wasn't meant to be I suppose.

The desire to start fresh is always strong, but today its on another level. To delete everything and begin anew, a leap of faith into something unknown. . . That's what I want.

I tend to follow people that put themselves out there, interact with others, and have personality. Accounts that only post automated go lives and the like aren't bad, but I'm not searching for that. Post your thoughts, create and show off, I'd like to see more than just a link.

Opening up another round of pet portraits! Only a limited amount of slots are open. Feel free to share around with those who may be interested. Normal comms are also open, too! <3

I've joked about it in the past, but what if. . . And hear me out. . . I became a real catboi vtuber?

I will not elaborate.

If you make content, take this advice: WHEN YOU SPEAK, LISTEN TO YOURSELF. "I don't like the sound of my voice" is a horrible excuse. You won't end up talking to yourself for hours because you didn't unmute and you can hear your voice to make necessary adjustments on the go.

I would appreciate it if people wouldn't do the "good boy" thing towards me. I understand people enjoy it and even request it, but its always felt incredibly condescending to me. Its happened a few times recently and I'd like for it to stop.

Not gonna lie, I kind of like not having socials on my phone. It prevents me from doomscrolling and constantly checking analytics. I do feel very disconnected though, but that isn't necessarily a bad thing. We'll see if I can keep this up.

LOOK AT ME. ITS BEAUTIFUL. 🎨: @/Junji_Seishin on Tweetor

I'm logging out of socials for at least a week. Take care and see y'all later.

Spent 6 hours in the sun landscaping, now I get to spend the rest of the afternoon/evening at work. I believe a crashout is in order. ᵀʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵏᶦᵈˢ ˢᵃʸ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ ᵈᵃʸˢ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗˀ

"They don't need the views." "I don't have enough people to raid them." "What if they don't appreciate that I shared my community?" Don't let these points stop you. Raid who you want. If its not appreciated you will know who to avoid. It can be scary, but absolutely worth it.

Dear artists, showcase your work. Let people see what you are capable of. I know algorithms work against the majority, but at least put forth the effort. Many people who want art will search for it, hopping into DMs is a great way to hinder business opportunities.

5 years ago I decided to take streaming seriously. I set up a schedule where I would stream for 2 hours, 1 day of the week. There have been many ups and downs, friends have come and gone, but I will not regret this journey. Here's to many successful years to come.

I am so proud of my friends, especially when they hit massive milestones. Buying homes, finding love, paying off debt, raising families, they're doing great things. I do admit. . . I am jealous that I have fallen behind, it may be time to put myself out there.

I will probably never make it "big" in content creation. I am not willing to throw away my morals and sense of self for a few extra clicks or some arbitrary internet points. That does not mean I will stop trying.

I've hit a new level of lazy. . . I unplugged my alarm clock on accident but never changed the time back after plugging it back in. It is 14 hours and 44 minutes fast. Its been 3 days. I adjusted the alarm to go off at the correct "real time" instead of fixing the clock.

Went and refreshed my Founder's badges. Nothing major, got rid of deleted accounts and people that were no longer following. Thoroughly surprised that there was only 1 unfollow and 1 deleted account from all of the OGs. Makes me feel like I did something right.

Feeling a little lost on my journey in horror. So I am looking for some solid, narrative driven horror games to play. Would love to get some suggestions. Just finished a replay of Silent Hill 2, but also loved Madison and Visage to give a bit of direction.

My first ever stream was Aug. 9th, 2015. I streamed Limbo from my PS4 with no mic to no one. Sept. 7th, 2020 was the first stream I took seriously on Fall Guys. We aren't lying to you; it's not a sprint, its a marathon. You'll never know where you'll end up if you don't try.

It is a sad day to join a chat just to find out you're banned or temp-banned because of who they are streaming with. It is what it is and I won't force my presence where it is not welcome. You will be seeing less of me, which is what you wanted. I can respect that.

Silent Hill 2 Remake is literally unplayable. THERE ARE NOT 436 PEOPLE AT THIS RECITAL.

I'm tired. I'm tired of working funerals for young men, young women, and children. I know life is cruel, harsh, and unjust. . . But its worth living for all the small, good things. A message from this old man: do your best and make me prouder, cause I'm already proud of you.

You know the old meme? The one where a guy pulls a little to much skin from the fingernail? Yeah, learned today that it really happens. . . Great way to start the day.

Me when I finally find the Golden Bing Bong after being in the Alpines for the past week.

Me: Can we be normal today? Brain: "Attention: If you or a loved one has been diagnosed with Mesothelioma you may to be entitled to financial compensation. Mesothelioma is a rare cancer linked to asbestos exposure. Exposure to asbestos in they Navy, shipyards, mills, heati. . ."

Found out that next week I'll be working 4 funerals over 5 days. Guess I'm back to being the dedicated funeral guy. Job security I suppose.

Its okay to feel lost. It isn't okay to stay lost. Whatever path you decide to follow, make it count.

Couldn't sleep. So I got up at midnight and edited a short video, updated/cleaned up my panels and site, organized PC stuff, ordered some art. . . This may of been the most productive I've been with my socials in a long time. It is now 4:42AM. I'm going to bed again.

Bruh. . . I'm about to whip out a camera and show people how to use a microphone. Unless it's built to catch audio from a distance, HAVE IT CLOSE TO YOUR FACE AND SPEAK INTO THE MIC. PRESENTERS, OFFICIANTS, STREAMERS, REPORTERS, NO ONE USES MICS CORRECTLY.

Crisis averted, we found them.

That awkward moment when you're waiting to start a funeral service. . . And the person of honor is nowhere to be found.

Was told to kill myself over a game of DBD last night. Showed the killer a survivor using the Streetwise exploit (cause that's what it is) and took a backseat for the rest of the game. Agree with me or not, is the game so serious that you'd wish death on someone?

I've been brainstorming ways to upgrade stream, one option being a second, dedicated stream PC. Nothing fancy, just enough to run the background stuff. I've never done a subathon. . . But I've been toying with the thought today. I'd love to hear your thoughts and ideas.