oh hey i've been inactive for a fat minute

i think i'm done making friends irl for now. it never fails that i get backstabbed when i've done nothing wrong.

i lwk hate how to majority of the fitness and gym tags on here are just flooded with porn and gooners... I WANT AN ACTUAL COMMUNITY OF NOT-HORNY PEOPLE TO CONNECT WITH

i havent been to the gym in days im getting ANTSY

it is leg day today yippieeeee 🥳

started going to a new gym and was hoping to record my sets for form reflection but there is like NO space to set up a camera or anything 😭

so insanely jealous bc i used to use the username "virtualangel" on like everything years ago and stopped using it and now its permahoarded by kpop fans 🥲

i've been so inactive on both of my accounts. my new meds have been rly keeping me on track and actually productive. like i don't have the urge to just waste my days away on social media

this medication is a godsend

chat, am i crazy for being upset and paranoid that my bf has suddenly started spending all of him work breaks with his coworkers instead of calling me to talk? like he's had three breaks today and hasnt called me for a single one :/ maybe im overreacting but it makes me sad

fighting the insane urge to pluck my brows thin again. i hate my natural brows so much they're too thick and look so masculine

discover tag just put a status on my tl of someone saying they wanted to draw porn of their OCs.... their OCs were literal animals

i went out without sunglasses again today and triggered a migraine

i fear im a very basic person (add glasses but they didnt have any that look like mine bc the frames are a orangey beige color)

i really have been so unmotivated today. work was busy and i wasted like another hour after that trying (and failing) to pick up a new prescription.

insurance is making go through fucking hoops for this prescription omfg

in my tummy it goes

honestly it's insane to me that people complain about seeing ed accounts on here over literal porn... idk maybe it's bc i don't have a degen gooner mindset but idk 🤷‍♀️

update: no one is dead. the red liquid was just water mixed with heavy rust from the pipes seeping through the ceiling.

Remember that it is a privilege to move your body, not a chore. Some people would give anything to have the ability to do the things you can do. Please don't take that blessing for granted.

um so i think someone died in my apartment building

liquid fast starts NEOW

new temp layout bc im obsessed with mikey and anora rn

Note to self: stick to just one chicken, egg, and feta breakfast taco because two is overfilling and not worth the calories

I can't be the only one who has internally conflicting dysmorphia regarding my height, correct?? Some days I want to be 5'11 for the model height and other days I wish I was only 5 feet tall. And it all circles back to this damn disorder.

Yves Instagram post

Waking up any time after the hour in the day is in double digits (10am or later) makes me feel so unproductive ):

want to go up on my gauge size again but that requires spending $25 on midsizes bc going from a 0g to 00g(10mm) aint happenin

the fact that there is no spoon scoop in the open jar is lwk pissing me awf

anora was so good but so triggering omg i wanna watch it again

Morning workouts are so superior. They help wake you up, get your blood and energy flowing, and give you a sense of accomplishment that will help fuel productivity for the remainder of your day. Start now!

going see Anora today w bf im so excited ive been looking forward to seeing it for a whileeeee

bluesky's app mascot being a butterfly and them expecting no ed community is so funny to me

literally obsessed with these they're so precious.

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might build a little thread of some pilates workouts on youtube that are high-BMI friendly. would anyone be interested in seeing it?

do i lie to my therapist abt the fact that i've been taking lax again?? do i rly wanna hear the lecture??

im not a man, dave. but i can be ur alpha for the right price

gonna pretend that i didn't just shove down approximately three days worth of calories in one sitting 😀👍

Morning workouts are so superior. They help wake you up, get your blood and energy flowing, and give you a sense of accomplishment that will help fuel productivity for the remainder of your day. Start now!

kendall jenner this is so cunty of u

i don't want to be at work right now