suicide speedrun: applying for unemployment

Mommys Kisses

Stillll thinking about "space left over after snuffing someone who wanted it"

keep thinking abt being misgendered as a girl for sexual purposes. new for me

the thing is. self harm talk. the thing is that sh doesn't work but it works but it doesn't work. and its all i ever want to do but it doesn't work. but I don't know what else to go for but it works but it doesnt work

sometimes i can have a good day and spend time with friends and come out of it wanting to hurt myself and I don't always know why

i neeeeeed to lose the ability to speak

wait this is my account

it's honestly kind of sad that the human pet dude is a reactionary right wing asshole. i think that his detailed fetishes would be a hit with the people i follow if they weren't weighed down by all that

making someone gag and puke around your fingers must feel like being god for a moment

i havent felt very strongly about top surgery for a long time - tbh, a flat chest wouldn't put me very far along the path of "passing" and i don't have a lot of issue with my breasts existing. maybe I'd want smaller ones tho. small boobs are so cute...

i've been playing more lobotomy corporation. i'm listening and learning. angela said it was really funny when i killed myself in total guilt and despair

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The Girl Who Is So Addicted To Masturbation She Orgasms Repeatedly And Pisses Herself

holding your sister's hair back as she vomits with one hand and jacking her off with the other hand

mom-assisted death

i may fucking kill everyone

i could train myself back up to handle fisting - i was briefly capable of it years ago - but if im trained to stretch, then it won't hurt. so what's the point?

as ever it is good to make a dog hurt

when i was younger i would get so uncontrollably angry that all I could think about was hurting people and it felt like a struggle every day to keep myself contained and an inevitability that i would eventually kill someone. i was so scared of it. it didn't happen somehow

been moving and disassembling furniture which is like sexual to me

last day of employment #yay #endingitall #groupkillingourselves

i want to be the kind of trainer that gets raped by its ppokemon

becoming normal

on t your penis gets big and your voice drops but also your skin develops a keen interest in constantly embarrassing you. And you want to fuck 24/7

did you know if you're on t sometimes you will be directed by your doctor to donate blood. doctor-advised blood loss

you ever start biting pieces off your tongue and then you can't stop doing it even though it's making your tongue sore and swollen so you get drool pooling in your mouth and sound funny

nullspot that makes you go limp... :(...

girls peeing call that yurinating

i should actually start that orgasm journal. twice in a row ive come to women screaming in pain. isn't that so cute

group killing ourselves starts N(remembers deltarune soon) in a few weeks

i have four more days with a job which is something i feel just fine about

i immediately anticipated that certain people would find that jimouto saikou show appealing but im reading the manga and this shit is just really sad. this is sad

cw hypno snuff erasure peril livestock

I always want to play in the mud

In any case someone has to be grown up around here. No the babysitters don't count I know they're doing inappropriate things with you during naptime

choosing to not care about (or to engage in) transgressive kink has been so enlightening

i see a lot of diaper stuff too and despite not getting it whatsoever i feel as if I've had an inside look. and it was messy in there

is it too late to say i don't personally like ageplay or lolisho .. i could truly not care less at this point if other ppl do but i feel like an unsanctioned observer in the spaces I lurk on the edges of as a result lmao

BIG ENOUGH?

no days off

Rage room but you let other ppl beat the fuck out of you because self harm is "not healthy behavior"

💭ryona streamer with chat controlled shock collar

incest kink //// ok time to get a lot more brazen i need everyone to get real chill real quick

little dog's shadow in tiny red dots all across my palm

here little dog

im gonna grow up to be the dog you let shove its muzzle into your crotch and felt sort of weird about

(voice of ordering from a menu) can i get ummmm violated by someone who's threatening to cut off my clit. until i shake and cry yeah thanks

long puppy day

i do like the concept of being caught in a trap and being dragged out so someone I dont know can sterilize me and clip my ear to let everyone know it happened to me