my collab for Synesthesia by the incredible @kingswrd.bsky.social for the @ jayvikbigbang.bsky.social!! It was an absolute pleasure to work with Roni during this event, and shout out to @timegrenades.bsky.social for being our lovely Beta!! (*^-^)／＼(*^-^*)／＼(^-^*) #jayvikbb2025

it was so exciting being a writer for my first Big Bang event! here are the first 2 chapters of my fic for #jayvikbb2025 All the thanks to the wonderful artist @sandskillart.bsky.social and to the amazing beta @timegrenades.bsky.social you guys are incredible! 🫶🏻🫶🏻 archiveofourown.org/works/71947461

ennead day tomorrow!

sandman era wait for me i’m coming 😭 slowly but surely

ennead chapter on the day of my exam is roniphobic and very upsetting, actually but at least my day won’t be entirely ruined, i suppose

ah. the eyes.

btw kudos to my friend who has an account here but they forgot, i think, and have no idea about my current fic projects. not that i post much about them BUT STILL

the sandman era is too strong, i’ve decided

me: i wanna write a #corintheus but i feel it’ll come out more dead-dove’y than my atticwifing fic from the other fandom– bestie: well to be fair, it’s a quite ambitious statement me: me: no, no, as long as i put in the corinthian i feel like i won’t have to do shit and it’ll come out that way

ennead eng chapter tomorrow!

is it very bad that i still love the sandman storyline and want to write for it……..

Literally fucking unhinged that the people who think they're the most pro-woman anti-misogynists think that global fascism is caused by women reading dark romance. Y'all have the mental depth of a snapple cap. 'DOESN'T EVERYONE KNOW AMERICAN COLONIALISM IS THE FAULT OF HORNY DARK ROMANCE?'

JV Big Bang fic is, in fact, still kicking my ass, xicheng fic when 🥲

remember when i was actually writing it 🥹

WHAT DO YOU MEAN TWITTER UN-MOOTED ME WITH MY FAVOURITE XICHENG ACCOUNT

oh i so need to write that Xicheng fic i’ve been meaning to start but JV Big Bang is holding me hostage lmfao

no idea what i meant when i wrote that but i stand by that

fuck you *enneads your jayvik*

i said it two month ago AND BY GOD I WILL WRITE IT IF IT’S THE LAST THING I DO

one of the timelines where he failed #jayvik

Arcane Dragons: Only You Can Show Me This *blasts Jayvik nation with the dragon-ification beam* Speedpaint, phone wallpaper, & separated versions below! #Jayvik #Arcane #dragonart #viktorarcane #jaycearcane

goodnight jayvik fruitcakes

*taps mic* jayvik vampire sex with blood play

i love love love a good corruption arc but why on earth is it so hard to write

monster’s second chapter might end up longer than the first one not gonna lie

i’m out of the writer’s block trenches holy shit JayVik, the power you hold over me is unreal archiveofourown.org/works/62173630

you ever try to write a quick and fun atticwifing fic and suddenly it turns into a monster that’s twice as long as you anticipated, it’s not finished still, and it solely consists of you just yapping away

i’m about to fucking lose it why are words not wording right

see another problem with atticwifing jayce is to get viktor to do it unprompted

see the problem with atticwifing jayce is that normally i would break his legs but arcane already did it for me so i have to come up with something else ://///

lmao i’m so sick of myself, i’ll come up with 0138758274 prompts and then never elaborate on them ffs

me: *daydreams about jayvik fics* anyone, ever: hey- me: STFU I’M COOKING HERE

arcane s2 came around and suddenly, i am once again overcome with the need to get (please) half-decent at drawing it’s going… well, it’s going.

Shout-out to our friends from Chengxian Happy Ending Fest, running from August 4th to 10th in the Legends & Myths edition! Full prompts with further information, rules, and everything else can be found at x.com/chxnhefest

me: i don’t need more silly prompts come on brain let me finish one (1) fic brain: LUCIFER HAPPY TAIL SYNDROME LUCIFER HAPPY TAIL SYNDROME LUCIFER HAPPY TAIL SYND—-

Uh yall can have this lmfao- it’s been a while since the poll but I think he deserves this #hazbinhotel #lucifer

*looks into the distance* am i… am i physically incapable of writing things other than slice of life????? are the vent fic shenanigans even vent fic shenanigans anymore???? tldr how did this happen i was supposed to be smarter than realise i’m writing slice of life 2K+ words in????

debated making my friend a cursed cat alastor for her birthday, but upon investigation if she’d even like it, she asked about angel dust plushie aight babe now you’re getting an angel dust pillow because making that plushie would give me an aneurysm.

if anyone asks if i use real-life things/thoughts happening to me as a source material for my dumb #radioapple quotes on tumblr, no i don’t and you didn’t see shit

brain could you actually work for a bit i only need a couple minutes

first time in years i’m getting any notes on tumblr and it’s because of a pun i came up with when my contact lense stabbed me in the eye

fuck i can’t believe that depressed malewife dilf and sexy cannibalism are dragging me out of years’ long creative slump

i’m a perpetual dumbass, i’ve bought a sketchbook and it’s still totally empty, i was supposed to learn to draw, gynaecology this is all your fault, you bleed me out of all joy and energy to actually do things i enjoy doing 🫠🫠🫠

is this time to return to my old ways and start posting random dialogue snippets i come up with possibly

me: yeah so i was writing a fanfic but that’s really difficult as english is not my first language, right- mom: what do you mean, didn’t you use to write fics in english all the time? me: me: mom your faith in me is equally astounding as it is undeserved

i can’t believe that sexy cannibalism is about to save my whole writing career, i haven’t had this many ideas since 2018

no one: literally every piece of angelic lore that i write having this disclaimer: this angelic lore is a scary amalgamation of half-assed research, my own delusion, “sower of wind” and a bit of supernatural, and i sincerely apologise

me: *fantasising about a hazbin fic* me: me: wtf why does lucifer end up with his wings burnt/cut/ripped off in every idea i have

me: mmm i want to write a fic for hazbin me: but, like, apart for some prompts, i have nothing wing kink i legitimately forgot about: *appears* me: jESUS FU—- HOW ARE YOU HERE, I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE THE SUPERNATURAL PHASE

did i just preorder a pin set due to radioapple brainworms? ……..maybe. do i regret it? not particularly.