In somewhat exciting news, I started Progesterone tonight

I needed this. 2025 was a hard year. 2026 doesnt have to be.

New Years 2026 Resolutions: 📚Finish another year of College ✨️Be a better Mom and Wife. ⏰️Work on time management, doing the important stuff first and playing games after if at all. 🎤Achieve a comfortable feminine default speaking voice 🚶‍♀️Go on walks again

My coworker called out 🙃

Merry Christmas Bluesky! I hope all of you have an amazing day filled with family and friends. 🎄

Stayed up till 4am playing Silksong, running on 5 and half hours of sleep to do some last minute Christmas shopping this morning before my partner goes to work. 😅

Im late to the party, but I just made it to act 2 in silksong ✨️

Time Passes Regardless, so you might as well just do the thing! ✨️ 2 years HRT today, this has been a hard year, but we made it ❤️ Transition has been a wild experience, filled with ups and downs, but this year has been about learning that while a lot has changed.. Just as much has stayed the same.

TTRPGs are peak for like years long storytelling. Between my boyfriend and I we are nearing the end of a multi DM multi campaign story thats been 8 years or so in the making.

Watching game design videos and getting excited for dnd campaigns ill never have a chance to run 😅

Semester is officially over as of today. I stumbled and failed my Core Humanities class by not finishing my final project on time, but I got an A in Abnormal Psych. Other classes went well enough. I have 6 weeks to recover, brush myself off and resolve to better next semester. ✨️

Im back at work now and this isn't going to be fun 🙃

Foot still hurts 😅 and I cant afford to miss work again today. This is gonna be a fun day. Already had to take my partner to work this morning which was the most ive had to do with my foot since the injury and that was bad enough.

I may have fractured my toe last night. 🙃

Once the semester is over Im going to work on my transition timeline video essay. My new microphone cable in today so I can work on my final projects and then hopefully ride that momentum.

I genuinely dont understand how some of you all can post upwards of 200 times a day.. Its rare for me to post like 5 times in one day lol.

I dont think my brain has fully processed that thats what I look like to other people yet.

I hope everyone had a good gratitude day. Im thankful for my wonderful partners putting up with my dysphoric butt. ❤️ @eveninglarkshroud.bsky.social thank you!

Had a unique interaction with a customer last night: "Um, I'm sorry if I've asked this before but.. Your Transgender right?" "Yeah" "Like, Male to Female?" "Yeah" "Ohh, yeah I've been coming in here for a few months now and I just wanted to say you've gotten more adorable" 🫠

Once again shouting out @seattlevoicelab.com I finished their program on Friday, and what I can say is that while I still have work to do my vocal dysphoria has alleviated so much in my 4 months with them. I'm not terrified to use my voice the way I was just six months ago. ✨️

I see pictures of my old self and don't even recognize them anymore. Like.. wow.

2 years ago I said words that would alter my life forever. "I think I'm transgender". 23 months HRT, been a tough year but here's to year 3. ✨️❤️

Birthday vibes ✨️❤️

Guys Im a day before my 2 year anniversary of my egg cracking and Im depressed.

English was almost nostalgic today. We talked about getting your work published and the path forward in creative writing, what the process might look like. When I was 20 I thought for sure writing was my future. My peers and instructors all told me I was good at it.

Not me staying up till 3 am when I have class at 11 am. 🙃

HRT really do be magic. ✨️ October 2024 10 Months HRT, vs Novemver 2025 22 Months HRT

My English professor told me Im a natural storyteller. Something I used to get told alot back in school so it was weird to see him still echoe that sentiment years later Maybe I really should write a novel at some point Would anyone be interested in a Fantasy novel written by a Transfemine author?

A different sort of timeline. My computer set up upgrade timeline. This is where I hang out, prep dnd and play games. ✨️

Sometimes this is all a gal needs ✨️

Alright gals. It was a good run but Ima have to detranition now because a random transphobe on Facebook says a misogynist and a pervert. 🤭

Bitch, get on Estrogen! ✨️

i'd give it a look but i'm just too busy with all the shows and games i'm not watching or playing

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Im so sore 🥺

For whoever needs to hear it? These are transferable skills.

2 years ago I decided to stop hating myself. I didn't know what self love would look like yet, but what a wild ride its been figuring it out. No makeup/filters just me on this day 3 years in a row. I finally love myself. Im who I always was, but Im not ashamed anymore. Not hiding it. ❤️

Explain your username Its literally just my name lol. For a while it was AemeliaRPG because I run RPGs.

Been playing Silksong and Ivalice Chronicles both really good. ✨️ Gonna continue Draw Steel tonight. All in all, even though its been a stressful week Im okay.

Just lost Food Stamps due to the "Big Beatiful Bill" requirements. Sucks.

I hope I live long enough to see the pendulum swing back to kindness and hope because I just can't fathom how this level of hatred and selfishness is sustainable.

In the process of swapping to injections. Endo wants me to stay on Spiro for 3-6 months though.

Collection complete for now #MCDM

On my own time, I might revise my first essay "Dysphoria" lengthen it, polish it up, and turn it into a video essay. It means a lot to me but I never released it online because I think theres a better version of it. I would like to merge it with the "coming out" video I never made but wanted to. ❤️

How am I supposed to pretend to be okay when this is what I see when I open social media? Of course Ive been feeling like Im on the edge of collapse for months.

I had a really inspiring voice lesson today. Im more confident then ever that I am capable of training my voice. Shoutout to @seattlevoicelab.com ❤️

One of the things thats been on my mind as an aspiring content creator is that I feel like we need more content creators who happen to be transgender rather then transgender content creators. Like if I went back into content I would want to be a TTRPGtuber that happened to be trans.

Ive run a few sessions of Draw Steel now and Im thinking it might become my game of choice its just so much fun. So snappy from what Ive seen so far. We played the other game tonight and it really cemented how fun I find Draw Steel comparatively.

Is it weird I dont recognize the person in the earlier picture?

Gonna be at Reno Pride tomorrow, so excited