I've added ko-fi + streamlabs donation links to my linktree. donations are going directly to replacing my hormonal implant, getting my tooth repaired, or paying off my CareCredit post-op. I was able to get costs down with some calling around today, but I'm still looking at ~$3.2k. linktr.ee/jiqqler

i feel like i'm missing out on so much

i'm in so much physical pain oh my god i don't think i've been in this much pain in a while

one of my lymph nodes is literally swollen like a golf ball and even moving my neck slightly hurts. guess i'm gonna have to fork out some money to go to the doctor.

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I feel like I don't really get a lot of support from the people around me, I don't feel like anyone really pushes to talk to me. I have to like insert myself and most of the time I don't even feel welcome, so. I might just. Stop doing that.

i feel like i'm invisible to literally everyone lol

so NOT ONLY am I dealing with a housing crisis but it seems that someone has BROKEN INTO our storage unit that contains what we have left! :D YAYYYYY.

to my dismay i was told to reupload this so... soundcloud.com/sleepypupp/ppg

i uploaded my perfect pinterest garden remix to soundcloud but ended up taking it down, it's kinda bad so i'll upload something when i actually make something i'm happy with.

jokes aside i feel like i'm genuinely at the end of my rope lol

i feel like such a puppyfailure

a nap sounds really good right about now..

50 likes... thank u...

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I'm stoked to announce my friend Mercury and I have been cooking up a brand new event! Join us for our first ever C U Next Tuesdayǃ It's going to be 4 hours of the cuntiest music we can cook up with the cuntiest people. 😘💅 @themenagerievrc.bsky.social @bean.districtone.fyi @yunavr.bsky.social me

Hey everyone I am in need of some help. Currently I am looking for a place to live. I am right now in the New Hampshire area but I am willing to move anywhere in the United States. Please help me out. My current living situation has gotten worse over the past 4 years and I need out.

a summer vacation would fix me lowkey... 🌴

Lesson learned. Never date someone from VRChat. Ever.

somebody's really gotta say the things im tryin not to say

i've come to the realization over time that some vrchat players really just think with their dicks... like you do realize there's an actual person with feelings behind the avatar, right?? 😭😭 like brotha can we open our eyes a little bit

flowers dont bloom all year, so dont blame yourself for not feeling okay some days

why do I have to wake up with the worst migraine in the world?? it's so bad i literally can't open my eyes

Some people just don't get my negative outlook on life because they haven't been in the same position as me and that's ok. It just sucks. Why have any hope when you've been put down by life for years. It's just going to get worse in this economy.

Today was supposed to be a productive day but it turned into hours and hours of crying, so.. That's awesome

the seal is back by popular demand

i am the awkward one at the function...

TOOOONIGHT PULL UP 🎵💗

this weather in tx is fucking me up bro why is it storming almost every day I'M JUST A DOG

tn gamers, trap and dubstep from me 🫡

4th night in a row waking up multiple times to nightmares. whether or not i take medicine for sleep, it does not matter. That sucks.

what a dawg gotta do for a scooby snack around here bro? 🫩

you'd think me having rekordbox open for hours every day i'd be doing something productive but i literally just forget it's open on accident i haven't done ANYTHING

good arf-ternoon! 🐾

I just made a statement on X about my personal experience with Nuphory. Sorry to be sending you guys off-platform for it. x.com/aekaemusic/s...

AHIRU has always been a ‘hypertrance’ labeled space to share resurgent y2k sounds. With recent controversies regarding Nuphory/Julie and her abuse, AHIRU will no longer be labeled as such. Trance is a genre of collective euphoria and bringing us together, there is no space for abuse.

THERE. IS. ALWAYS. THAT. ONE. GUY. AT. THE. CLUB.

loving someone like a dog sucks bc wdym they can treat you like absolute shit and you will still love them even after years of abuse

theyre calling it the hardest image of all time credit: @theofluffyotter.bsky.social insane shot from my fwa set

im sorry but 1000 plays on an original track of mine is genuinely fucking insane to me and im totally geeking the fuck out right now ik its lame but like in 5 days dude wtf this is crazy 😭

I'm so serious.. I was on desktop mode with my friends and we were running around in the popular worlds. We run behind a building and there are two people LITERALLY erping in public while there are kids having convos on the other side of the wall. Do that shit in private, not around kids. Ur weird.

chubby bikini summer, fuck it. i wanna see all the BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMEN on the beach and i'm so serious rn

goodbye face tracker!! i will miss u... i hope the home it's going to is a good one :D now i have to look into DIYing my own...

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IM. NEVER. TURNING. DOWN. THE. WORLD. VOLUME. AGAIN.

maybe i don't suck at making music i just need to keep at it 🥹

if u dont like techno u should try listening to techno

i'm pretty happy with this avatar, finally feels like me 🩵

nvm i guess i just suck at making music.

me when my gooch 💗 @geech.net