sitting in a lobby biting my tongue about things im legit like D:

another sleepless night....

I honestly wish I was at Detour right now :c. Yeah I see Mersiv and 2TD in Boston and EDC afew weeks after but like damn so many friends are there right now.

Listening to the rain tonight is kind of nice

At EDC imma go on a run after I wake up every day. To combat the hang out by forcing myself to be active. I look up to John Summit for that shit bro is legit.

Finally making a new medium rated avi (haven't made one since my shelter set) its not that it's hard it's more of I have to scrap some of the looks I want to wear at raves

No fucking way this is real right now

I want to laydown on the ground idk why I just do

First Grill of the year. God I've been waiting 6 months for this.

Man sometimes I wish I was close with people but like damn I try

Will Admit the start was alittle rough but this was the most fun i had in months for a Connection set. mixfall.com/mixes/019d7c...

Went on a nice 10 mile bike ride today. Got to build up the stamina and lose alittle more weight before my vacation.

Honestly if they raised the poly limits on some of the ranks it would make alot of my VP models poor because I am really only over by a bit. As someone who expresses them self with outfits a 100k poly limit in a poor would make so many more outfits do able. I've scrapped to many because current cap.

I close my eyes and I just feel the world spinning and like I'm going to be thrown off.

Well I'll be playing stuff I am not use to playing this Friday so be prepared. This night is going to be something purely different.

hmmm idki jus cant sleep

Biggest + for today I got tomorrow paid off to keep me under PTO cap Biggest - of today I got the water bill x.x

Woke up and was almost late for work GG IM A IDIOT.

Taxes are done Time to finish my crate for Friday.

Had a bad dream during a nap tonight..... sucks

This weekend I need to do my taxes and crate dig more

I will just say this now going from a 27inch 1080p monitor to a almost 32 inch 1440p monitor feels so wild

I have 1 manager that has way to much energy and is a complete yes man to anything and tbh it's so just annoying. I am not going to change the way I customer service just because some new young buck coming in thinking he can change the game.

Not a bad flavor kind of sad I missed trying the sugar free version but I rate this between the sugar version of the spring edition and the sugar free version of the spring edition so about like a 8/10

TBH i need to be booked more outside of Connection I am willing to play anything with time to prep

Make Yourself Visible

back to being a ghost for sometime.

Went from a good day to just wanting to disappear.....I'm sorry to the one I hurt....

Have some good Vibes today everyone.

As weather is slowly getting better and gas prices go higher its time for me to start getting my bike ready to ride again.

i know im 7 days left homie but happy Birthday Drazard yo should have been turning 30 this year and going to Lost Lands but you sadly left us in 2022 on April 10th. this week has been rough because i still remember everything we talked about.

kind of glad i have a hoodie that i can put the hood up with the vr headset on kind of just trying to finish the fight with depression this week because i just am over how it makes me act.

Woke up at 5am for no reason. What the hell

This past week has not been kind to me. I am sorry to everyone who I've interacted with lately..... alot going on that is making it hard for me to act myself.

Sat in my car for 20 mins after work just listening to music lol

Tried the sugar free version today and honestly the taste isn't as sharp as the normal version. 8.5 out of 10 would drink again.

Arrived to work before anyone else and now I'm blasting a John Summit set in the parking lot no wonder my coworkers think I'm weird

He honestly was a very nice person I wish I could have talked to them more but they will be missed by the community.

50 days

Wow first thing this morning I got chewed out by my bitch ass manager because I was doing what my head store manager told me to do and that was check my work emails first thing. Like fuck off you stupid ass no one here likes you or how you think you have more power then anyone else.

Bad night can't sleep laying in bed shaking wanting to cry.

I'm just a stupid dog

Finally posted my last set (first on mixfall tonight and on soundcloud tomorrow) mixfall.com/mixes/019d18...

I am just a idiot with a brain that is full of ideas but not much talent to let those ideas free xD

Everything for EDC is booked and paid now just need to buy afew more small things

Ever just sit in your car after work for a extra 10 mins trying to decompress? Yeah I've been doing that for about 20 mins.

I pulled something in my back yesterday at work xD wonderful

Just breathe today will be over before you know it

Half contemplating going to get a beer on my hour lunch break xD

Keep your friends close and your ops closer.