what overwhelming tasks have i undertaken today? spraypainted something. sat up for several hours. now i gotta take ANOTHER nap

it's been a few minutes since i've said this but... cameron esposito hot.

This week is #InvisibleDisabilitiesWeek. My chronic illnesses are an invisible disability, especially #MECFS. ME/CFS is a neuroimmune disease that has a worse quality of life measurement than any other. This #Sciart #symptomatology #embroidery, body map, maps out my symptoms as they were in 2016.

I think its genuinely a virtue to accept that you could be wrong about anything and kill the part of yourself that needs to always be seen as correct and smarter than others on any given topic

i used to be too genre savvy to be in a horror movie but now that im disabled i could ABSOLUTELY be a waif whose prophetic dreams kick off the plot. then i can die or fall into a coma or something.

starting a new media review channel where i only rate stuff based on whether or not it can be Normal about sex workers

@fieldsofmistria.bsky.social are we allowed to date more than one bachelor? I've been avoiding getting anyone to 8 hearts because I don't want to lock myself out of anyone (and i cannot choose between juniper, valen, and secret bachelorette)

Drawing a set of Mistria folks in Autumn attire :3 I am going to open chibi comms very soon! #fom #fieldsofmistria #fanart #art

every single guy who's like "but it's important for these artifacts to be in the br*tish museum/wherever so that they're accessible to many ppl" or whatever.... give the artifacts back to their countries and then rent them back. give the origin countries money

if there's one thing btvs hates, it's guns. and i respect the shit outta that

i feel like not enough dykes talk about julianne moore.... she has such a distinct and pretty face.....

like i WANT to read loads of books in this world i am Compelled by gay vampires who are creatures of obsession.... but i can't do it! ain't happening if lestat is cool! now i just gotta bribe amc to make 10 seasons and a movie

fundamental problem with iwtv is that while both rice and i agree that lestat is Compelling, she thinks he's genuinely cool and i think he deserves to be ground up into a paste and served on toast

brb becoming a record producer exclusively to art direct a starlet

i think that sabrina carpenter should make a song about how, while she's enjoyed helping her friends clean their rugs and hardwood, she loves her friends' cats, and she understands the appeal of oyster dinners, she prefers pork.

constantly furious that angel's "one moment of happiness" is canonically orgasm and not the utter contentment post-intimacy which makes everything (such as your horrible past deeds) seem distant and unimportant. sex is boring.

s1 of buffy really cares about visuals and good direction but it does not have the room for a real overarcing plot. im on s4 now and we've really fucking abandoned "lighting" and "being visually clear" for having a season long thesis. i do not know which i prefer.

the thing about heretic 2024 is that not only is it not saying religion is bad, it is explicitly saying that while religion can be an avenue of control it can also be a source of comfort. the film very clearly sayis "religion, like anything, is complicated"

extremely rude that buffy s3 doesn't take the time to put the mayor and giles in the same room to bounce on each other since they both took 1 look at a slayer and went "daughter"

James Dobson won’t see your posts celebrating his death. But you know who will? Everybody that ever loved him or respected him. So please keep posting

me!! in!! three!! piece!! suit!! me!! in!! three!! piece!! suit!!

unfortunately if im playing giles i cannot wear my Single Faggy Earring to work and what's even the point of life if i can't do that. i love my Single Faggy Earring.

unrelated to me as giles posting, ethan rayne is TRAGICALLY underused. let anthony head tonguefuck a man

the thing is they NEED to cast me as gile sin the buffy reboot because i wanna 1. expense tweed suits and 2. look cool as hell during the band candy episode

my cat shifts to press himself against me whenever i sit near him. there is a purity of devotion found in his little body

hashtag cottagecore hashtag aesthetic hashtag coquette

On the same subject, if you're trans, get involved in the sex worker rights movement. TERFs and SWERFs tend to be the same people, and they see all of us as scum. Not to mention that trans people are more likely to be SWers than the general population.

For any artists dealing with adult content bans, I want to encourage you to get involved in the sex worker rights movement. While illustration is not the same as sex work, we share many of the same struggles, and our fights will be stronger if we collaborate.

one of the dumbest thing about my brain is that when I'm practicing french by myself, just trying to construct sentences with my recollections of high school, i've been subbing "et" with "agus"..... im very good at language learning no problems ever

the cosplay ass vibes on all the five lakes sects' clothes..... nothing compared to the beauty and perfection of the bitchy grandparents in pastels.

also what must it be like for the various ghost mt mooks to fight gu xiang? there's no way they don't recognize the boss' kid. do they try to throw the fight so they don't kill the boss' kid and then get turbo murdered? are they happy that they FINALLY get to smack her smug face? what is going on?

the thing about shl is yeah ti's 36 episodes of wkx going "im gay are you gay" but it's ALSO 36 episodes of wkx going "do you wanna be in the plot???" and zzs going "no i would never once in my life be in a plot. unrelated but im going to investigate something.

the way my productivity fucking SKYROCKETS if im not on my couch. Sit me at my kitchen counter and i get all my emails sent and paperwork done. Couch? that's not a space for thinking.

I don't want to engage with crypto, but I will say that crypto's dedication to Not Knowing What You're Buying and Not Caring means that they don't have problems with nsfw content.

"What are they supposed to do, defend NSFW creators and potentially risk getting shut down entirely, which would affect all the innocent SFW creators too?" You know what?

watching Cam (2019) and while i love how clearly this is rooted in the experience of actual cam girls, the gal has problems specifically because she's only on one site and we all know you gotta be on several just in case one dicks you over

literally ALWAYS thinking about "what do you wanna say? gang-related? pcp?" "would you rather the truth?" "right. gang-related. pcp." the IMPLICATIONS man. Im Pli Ca Tions

i feel like i have not considered the implications of willow and cordelia kissing.....

We shouldn't need a Black Women’s Equal Pay Day, but here we are. Still underpaid. Still undervalued. 66 cents on the dollar means we lose thousands every year, for doing the same job. Over a lifetime? That’s hundreds of thousands gone. Pay Black women. Period.

what's wrong with me is clinical depression

gritting my teeth and counting the days until the next @fieldsofmistria.bsky.social update bc that's the only thing that'll fix what's wrong with me

Timely reminder that the treatment for chemical weapons like tear gas and pepper spray is: 1) remove from active contamination (get them out of the cloud of teargas, remove outer layers of clothing if possible) 2) flush eyes with ONLY clean water. Wash skin and hair with water and soap.

Pedants: actually, AI doesn't use that much water compared to farming Wise people: literally a single drop of water spent on the Plagiarism Machine That Lies is one drop too many

Seagull in-game vs. seagull up close. ...don't look at it up close please.

Red Thread of Fate

wow this new superman trailer really wanted to use thus spake zarathustra and the starwars theme, didn't it

desperate to know the spread of AP test scores from 2020-2030. can't ask ch*t to write an essay for you if you have to write it by hand in the room itself

watching the cmpunk/roman reigns/seth freakin rollins fight and god...... seth and cm are my special little guys. my blorbos. my beloved boys.