Hi, I'm not dead, i took a long social media break, and it has been great. However, this means I am likely NOT going to be returning anytime soon, more likely than not.

Go my redraw from forever ago- be free

Being medicated and becoming basically a well-adjusted house plant sucks. I have little desire to kill myself anymore but I'm also so fucking stunted emotionally and don't even have an urge to do any of my hobbies like draw. I don't even go online anymore I haven't been here in so long.

Ok gonna post my "The Elevator is stuck" moicy comic here but I dont think it will display nicely hahah xD; but we seeee...

My eternal gripe on something that's strangely divisive is that FUPA does NOT mean "lower belly", but the pubic fat area, AKA the mons pubis. You don't need to have a larger belly to have one, either-- nor do you always get a FUPA when you're fat. Lower bellies are great! But they aren't FUPAs!!

Lets have a smoke 🐍🖤

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[EINGESCHRÄNKT] #signalis

In contrast, Tapfer is actually really fucking boring compared to Zwölf. She's a role model Star unit, cold, quiet, and observant. Loyal to her duty above all else. She doesn't do much tbh.

One day ill talk and or write about Zwölfs character through grief and how it affects someone who's supposed to be strong and how it morphs to becoming violent when in an unsupportive environment, but that is another day

Baby Zwölf wip 🥺

I need to lock in and draw smthn soon

I was trying my best the last few days but I cannot draw Storch.... she genuinely hates me idk man

Thinking about eules... pondering... girls...

Here's an unfinished sketch that I probably won't touch for a while! I skimmed through parts of Spurenzerfall (I haven't finished the other 4 parts yet 😅) and really liked the section with Sieben and Jäger in the bathroom. Just pretend Sieben is here lol Also labeling this as graphic juuust in case

a late late night arielster 💖 💖 #SIGNALIS

Anyways, I added a song that is 5:12 long and it rounded Tapfer and Zwölfs playlist to 1 hour long on the dot 🫡💀

Gah I wanted to post something for 12/9 for Tapfer and Zwölf, but I have nothing solid, just like I have nothing for 5/12 (12/5) or Arianes' birthday lmao I can't get nothin done I want to for myself

Had so many doctors appointments today (some kinda scary tbh that ended in more specialty referrals-💀) But it was all worth it because I got to have the biggest, juiciest, fluffiest most fuckin delectable chocolate muffin today and I will be thinking about it for at least the next 2 weeks

Found a star three-way in my drafts, and its crazy work-

version with CUM

I need this starling OBLITERATED

messy needy alloymoth that killed @schwarzgeier.bsky.social

fat bear week featuring kaja

I'm normal about @kittyinthedark.bsky.social 's Au tbh

They changed my meds and started me on ANOTHER one which makes me so sleeeepppyyy I just wanna draw dawg

(modern au) jäger the local fuckboy #SIGNALISmodernau

I survived, just about the usual miserable birthday i usually have lmao But at least im home and can just go to bed

Hmmm...

Literally everyone at work is so fucking mean today 💀 Im sorry that everywhere is closed today, but I cannot fix that.

I'm cookin so many good art pieces rn gah I can't wait to finish some a these bad boiz 😤😈

Rebecca #SIGNALIS

I used to be a really ugly girl, but now im an ok-ish boy-girl thing and thats fine with me lol

Hot showers can help relieve some.... tension....

The small crowd of friends i have yearn for Zwölf (Have an older sketch for now while my migraine kicks my ass instead)

sieben 2x

I wanted to do more things today and get more work done on the like 5 projects im doing but I fucking got a migraine and I still cant even get up from bed 💀

They put me on new meds and having the depression slow down finally is really cool, however I do not enjoy the middle-of-the-night 3 am panic attacks that have started in its place instead.

Im so tired, but at least I have tomorrow off from work AND the first time in months I don't have a doctor's appointment of some kind on my day off..... im gonna sleep in for sure

If you ever genuinely wanna know what Taubes' personality is like, she's pretty much a mix between Mercy and Moira. Moira more when she's overextended and bordering personality degradation. This was unintentional but its not surprising to me. I miss Moicy, my science wives 😩😭

Wondering what character interaction we'll get for Lupa and Moira :D

smh damn wish that were me [repost]

I miss Taube, I should bring her back

I need to re-dye my hair again, but I also wanna draw, but I also wanna write, and I work tomorrow and- Im stuck in hell and will freeze and do nothing instead of any of thise things

wanted to play dress up with panpan someone needs to call her a pretty boy NOW

Im a monster and have so much human AU art, I need to be put down dawg

Whatever, go funky oc meme

I have girl hagged a bit too close to the sun, Drawing all these girls grey and I look in the mirror and guess who noticed they're also greying 💀

Thinking about Zwölfs big thick bush. Fur coat under them boxers

Art train! Of course, freaky addition 💖 Me and the signalis worms are stuck still i fear @silkenscales.bsky.social @freakmoorobory.bsky.social @restingcrows.bsky.social @ whoever wants