Speaking of medical stuff, I got my Neck surgery scheduled for late sep and I’m so nervous cause wtf do you mean they are taking a thing out of my neck?!?!?!?

Happy disability pride month! I have been feeling very disabled this past year but I’m still here and kicking it! Struggling with my disability the last year has been making me feel not great but I’m happy I have such an amazing support system that makes me feel like I’m ok when I’m not.

Which model? Ginger or pink? (Both made by me. Will be using them for VTubing)

found footage from my sony mavica

I’m back from camping Getting a pedicure Gonna do a bunch of online stuff and catch up on things after

Hey fellow uterus havers, just spreading the info that Kaiser has at home Pap test kits!

I found a vtube maker 👀 Tbh I would love to do low key streaming once a week along with being more consistent on OF, I had a nice break but I want back online lol

Was about to call it a day but I’m on my 2nd Red Bull and I had a joint so I think life will be ok now

This week is con recovery next week I’ll be getting back to normal

I have been playing Nikke since season 2 and here are my girls! Maiden is my best, velvet is my newest and here are my most powerful! (If you play tell me your ID)

I do be thinking of the clown 🥰

Post con brain is bad so imma just watch my comfort cartoons (Summer Camp Island) I think it was just a lot of stimulation and now my brain is like “WTF WHY ARE WE NOT GOING HARD ALL DAY” I’ll be better by next week just kinda sad/anxious now

Love at you can see me loose my shit over South Park Yaoi on the aniclover stream

Also everyone be proud of me I got 8 vials drawn for my labs last night and I didn’t pass out!!! The nurse who knows I struggle was there and like “wow you did amazing I’m seeing a lot of improvement with you and your panic” 🥲 she is so nice….. it’s always a hit or miss on if I pass out tho lol

Was gonna do some stuff for cosplay and all my online stuff but today I’m on babysitting duty so I guess imma be chilling (legit we just watch adventure time, play marvel rivals and color and it’s a great every time)

I have been working on this horse tail for 3 days now, my shoulders hurt so bad and I still have so much to do for fanime 🥲

Ngl I would kill for some og Baby Phat jeans

In my short break from OF/ social media I ended up gaining more followers and hit 3k over on OF and I’m really proud ngl 🥰

Just posted Seras Victoria content on my OF 👉👈 go check it out if you like cute vampire girls

Taking a break from editing Seras Victoria to start on getting buggy con ready. I’m trying to start getting things ready early year.

Unedited preview for Seras Victoria

Today my plan is to get into cosplay and make content for the first time since like October I’m excited, styling this wig has gotten me in the mood for fanime and I’m so pumped!!!

This is an amazing pod to watch if you are interested in any way about sw! I love Holly and I’m excited to see more from this pod. youtu.be/luRYvfucoVU?...

Omfg yall

I may have a new nail glue recommendation for yall 👀 I’ll updated once we see how long this set lasts (I will say the formula is semi solid ((no uv)) so it doesn’t run everywhere which is what caused my last eczema flare in my hands so this is kinda huge for me)

I got brunch with a friend today and look at this cute matcha bear I got with my drink

I’m playing my gun girls again and I’m so tempted to throw together Rupee for fanime hmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe

I’m back in the fucking building

I’m warning you all now that I plan to watch OPLA season 2 this week and I will be clown posting

If anyone wonders what I do as a chronically ill person who is home all the time….. it’s this….. this and cleaning lol

I wanted mao mao but I will accept Jinshi

I have been rewatching OG keeping up with the kardashians and I forgot that season 1 is just one thing after the other with this fuckin family (I know it’s 80% fake but still it’s so much)

kiraraa

I have been listening to Unwritten by Natasha bedingfeild a lot recently and ya know she really did pop off with that shit “no one else can feel it for you only you can let it in” she really ate

PSA: if you are in the club and see a hot girl with a cane/ mobility device DO NOT go up to her and ask “why?”, “what’s wrong with you?” Or “what’s with the stick” I was asked by 6 different people in one night

I gotta lock in on what I’m going to make/actually be for fanime. I want to be Agnes Digital, Buggy, Haru (Beastars) and I know there is more I’m going to bring 👁 👁

I thought I was fine but my gel polish allergy is flaring up on my hands……. Time to trash all the hema free gel I bought that I thought would be ok….. back to regular polish I can’t trust gel

I love this dress but my cooch is just out…. I got some lace and hopefully that will help (When I say out I mean 👀👀👀 lol like I won’t shy away from a micro dress or skirt but this is a lot)

Working on a new set of nails and listening to missing 411 cases I turn to my gf and go “I love you, I will never be ok with you backpacking in the wilderness alone even tho you are experienced”

Holding one of my cats and getting all upset and sad thinking about punch the monkey 😭😭😭😭

Taking a bath with POTS is just a gamble of if I can stand up after and just be woozy or will I be crawling around like a creature to prevent passing out “If you can’t handle me at my creature you don’t deserve me at my diva”- ashnikko

I can already tell the new Lana del Rey song will be on my Spotify wrapped this year

Took a covid test and it was negative so at least I can rule that out for what I’m sick with this time around.

My friend ordered the box set and made sure I got fluttershy 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭💖💖💖💖💖💖 friendship truly is magic

I’m sick again, I have been sick 4 and a half weeks this year so far…… wtf is my immune system doing 😓😓😓

They aren’t perfect but for my first time doing French tips free handed I think they look pretty ok! BBYS first French tips 👉👈

A few weeks ago I made some of my friends watch my fav movie “The House bunny” and I made sure to have my GND (Holly/ Bridget) inspired fit 💖

I found my local nail supply store and went a little crazy. New nail set! (They are cat eye too) (Going to be opening nail orders soon 👀, I specialize in PINK)

Bro love being harassed while I’m out to my birthday dinner This person either on drugs or something came up to me and kept being like “what is wrong with you” I went inside and they followed me and told me if I need to attract men how I need to change and there is something medically wrong

Today’s face card was serving! ((Also my skin had been so nice since I added in a oil cleanser))