Feeling insane at work today for calling a racist a racist and trying to laugh about it with family. I’m trying to normalize recognizing people with poor intentions but the stick is too far up the ass.

Why won’t anyone let me hold tHE DOOR OPEN FOR THEM ANYMOOOOOREEE!!! DONT YOU UNDERSTABD??? IM HERE TO LIFT THINGS AND OPEN DOORS??? THAT IS MY PURPOSEEEE

Wish I could look up images of my OCs

Got Molly whopped by a fever today and yesterday. Funny how being sick brings you (me anyway) out of depressive episodes, but then when you get better it all floods back.

I’m watching Weapons rn (commercials) and Justine is so pretty holy shit

How weird is it to go to a gay bar by yourself I’m having 3 am thoughts at 1 pm and I’m a little desperate

Can I ask YouTube essayists to take to heart the constructive criticism their teachers gave in secondary school and NOT summarize the story of a thing. I want your thesis and supporting elements, not a rundown. I’ve played the game already, I wanna know what your argument is.

God i fucking LOVE this GORILLAZ ALBUMMMM!!!

Watched Perfect Blue for the first time last night and triggered a massive derealization episode so I recommend!! But I also don’t!! :)

Phone interviewer is now 5 minutes late does she understand my anxiety has been giving me the shakes since I woke up PRETTY PLEASE MA’AM!!!

Had a really nice dream about bumping into a friend who passed away last year on the street. I gave him a big hug and we just walk and talked. It was very comforting. I hope he’s okay, wherever he is.

Damn my Widogast cosplay is gonna go hard at the convention this year. Can’t wait to be called dirt wizard from across the con floor again.

Just finished this weeks episode of The Mighty Nein animated and woooow… legitimately shaking. That was an amazing retelling of Caleb’s backstory…

Now that Dan and Phil are open about their relationship and are dunking on bitches who were way intrusive, I feel way more comfortable watching their videos. And I fuck with Dan’s Dystopia Daily videos. It’s exactly the kind of crash out energy I need to synergize with right now.

Me: I bought two more flannel. My sister: god DAMNIT WHY YOU HAVE LIKE 20. Me: uh 25 now actually.

Nonno has Alzheimer’s, stage 4 kidney disease and Hodgkins-Lymphoma. He told us about the last one for the first time today, but he also said he’s gonna fight and beat each one of them. 85 and Nonno is still a boxer. 🔔 ❗️❗️

Had a dream about being a kid and bringing the cousins to the Friendsgiving. My oldest cousin sipped my polish friend’s soup and I watched the five stages of grief and tried not to laugh at his signature tortured/annoyed look. Idk what’s in polish soup, I think I just miss both people.

Shout out to the full ass regressive period I have during this time of the year where I start feeling the tickle of happiness and joy like a little 7 year old after a seasonal joy drought. I’m busting out 311 and Pearl Jam grinning like I got no front teeth bless this feeling. I’m gonna go stargaze.

OOOOOH LEGENDARY PULL FROM THE DONATION BIN TODAY!! THIS BITCH GOING IN MY POCKET AND MY DOLLARS?? GONE !!

My favorite birthday present this year was my car insurance going down.

Shout out to the Italian 93 year old man who waited until the 45 minute mark of our impeding-customer-service conversation to move into the INTENSE homophobia conversation topic.

I think I could rock a cat on my shoulders and a cigarette. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks now.

MY FAVORITE CRASH OUT WIZARD!! oh this made me so sad…

CALEB WIDOGAST!!! YOUVE BEEN ON THE BIG SCREEN FOR TWO DAYS AND NO ONE TOLD ME!! MY SWEET!! NOTT IS HIS MAMA IM HAPPY!!

My library finally got this in stock and I’m really happy to finally get to read it!

I actually did end up going to NY for my birthday and it’s funny because usually I’m one of the loudest people in a room UNTIL I end up in a bar in Eastwood and realize I ain’t got shit on nobody.

Guess who missed her flight for her birthday vaca. I knew feeling happier recently was a ruse lmao. I’m actually not too upset lol. It just kinda stinks.

Can I be so fr, what does it matter if I wear mismatched socks? You’re not going to see them (ankle socks) and if you do, we’re close enough that I’ve been invited to your house so it that big a deal?

I now own glow in the dark insect boxers. I just wanted to share that important fact. They are very comfortable.

I like to think as a 5w4 tackling stressful situations makes me confident if I have ample prep time for research. But here I am, a day before an interview, using my head to instead think, “Why does every little change in life feel like readying yourself for death or undergoing a baptism?”

What’s it like inside my head?

I don’t football but that’s rough. I felt that in my diaphragm.

BREAKING: Our crowd count estimate from the No Kings coalition responsible for planning today’s event is 7 MILLION nationwide. 7 MILLION of you gathered across the country to peacefully protest today. 2 million more than the first No Kings action in June.

ACAB to the cop that showed up at work and bullied the shit out of my autistic co-worker. You’re not funny, you’re a prick and we all know it.

2xko made her so fine

Emphasizing this message. Going out to the last NoKings did more for my sense of being part of a greater whole (that hates whats happening to this country) than any amount of time online.

Sometimes I get real on my dyke shit and think “Yeah! Nothing can phase me! I can be ANYONE’S rock!” And then I get put in a crowded room and I turn into a newborn horse. Can’t do em, no matter how much I tell myself I’m over it, apparently…

Today is Indigenous Peoples’ Day.

I have been gaybaited into playing 2xko and I think I should be playing more fighting games.

Finished inking this piece! 🥳

hans being reincarnated as a bird

I’ve been spending a LOT of time writing my old comic and giving it some new life, and I’ve been having some terrible dreams because of it. It’s a horror comedy, but it’s putting me back in the headspace of when I first wrote it which is no bueno I seems!

People who take screenshots of their favorite characters together, modding the game to do so, using photo mode—in the most non-patronizing way possible, you guys are so cute. I love that you play with your Barbies and get so much joy out of it. I yearn for that pureness of heart.

The amount of people who re-write Eddie Kaspbrak as a track runner is awesome, but they never do anything with it. Give that kid a runners high. Give him that maniac energy at the end of a race, he deserves it.

It’s very hard to be creative when the world is crashing and burning. Cause all you think about is “how do I save myself and the people I love.” I’m not at the end of the line yet. You’ll know cause I’ll start posting art again.

Please look into the fucking history of New College and see why this makes my fucking blood boil.

My embarrassing gay attribute is switching all the gendered pronouns in the Barbie movie songs so I can feel like a pretty princess properly but I can ironically only sing Ken parts because Barbie’s voice is waaayy too fucking high a register.

Just watched The Long Walk. I was pissed the whole time and I have a dehydration headache from bawling all though the last half. That’s the best movie I’ve seen in a loooong time.

My new babygirl. I’m adding him to the hall of queer men I want to dress up and scream praises for until their terrible self-esteem evens out.

Horrified that I have to shoot down the “it’s because his girlfriend was trans” narrative in my own home. Relieved my sisters are smart enough to back me up without question with the same level of disgust.