I was reading Zweig's autobiography the other day and surprisingly found that back in the days people just directly go visit editors from some goddamn big magazines or newspapers to get their work recognized and start a freaking creative career. No emailing. No agencies. No bullshit. What a time.

My first time drawing giant robot😀! And turns out now bad!

I though internet people were only into me drawing retro anime twink but obviously I’m better. I was told multiple publishers and agents that Carol is a hard sale book because it has a different style from what I do, but actually it turns out darker theme makes people interested. HELL YEAH🤘

😈😈😈I did it. Can’t wait to see the game coming out!

Ma kid

Ask me why I hate America I’ll say ‘cause I still own hospital $9000 for going into the emergency four times. Goodbye my scholarship.

10 year evolution of drawing faces

Nobody: Me: Singing the Phantom of the Opera 11pm on street

Despite being a fan of Matsumoto Leiji, but I actually didn't even finish reading 999 the first time in college. It's a kind of story that only feels relatable when you are forced to travel around a lot and live in completely different places.

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I was organizing my transcripts today and found I've taken a plantology course in college 😲???????And surprisingly the class had nothing to do with teaching you about beautiful plants. All I remember we did was calculating pressure within the plant to find about their rate of water transportation.

Character design

Illustration for @liz-shrikestudio.bsky.social 's future tabletop RPG!

Me birthday

robo

I went to rochester and saw the ontario lake, which has the ocean beach I've been dreaming for, only that it is freezing. It's very fun to walk on freezing sand, crush all the shells under my feet, and look at massive flock of gulls trying to escape from me.

Doing sketches

Atsushi Sakurai healing image

I told my mom that it is only fair if the world government funds me raises me feeds me and gives me a free house in reward of my artistry to let me draw whatever I want daily 'cause my talent is a treasure to human civilization, and she mocked me. Here, this is my dream of true socialism.

I think I’m very successful at bringing on the vibe. Now it’s time to fix the robot.

It's been my fifth year living in this country and I'm probably doing two more years before abandoning this place entirely. By the time I leave I'll have devoted 7 years in this country. 7 freaking years. That's equivalent to raising a kid to elementary school level. Can you believe it?

Oh I finished reading The Great Gatsby on the other day. Fitzgerald really has a smooth flow in his words. I thought it’s gonna be more glamorous but the tone of the story is actually pretty low-key and compassionate, to my surprise…

See, look, U.S.A., it's this easy (and should have been done immediately upon the knowledge that these cheats and grifters were STEALING our work)

I wanna watch Elisabeth the musical so bad then I found it's not even touring in USA. Why America? Why do you keep all the cool things away from you? Why is every show in you either a stupid romance or some Disney-style fun thing? Why are you so filled-up with capital?

I finished watching “Thunderstorm” today. It’s a great classic Chinese play featuring some sexy creepy incest relationships between siblings, mother and son, and more. We actually have this stuff as part of our high school textbook. My god. It really opened a brand new door for me.

I couldn’t believe that I was good at english before and always thought I’m a bad English speaker. but think about it, I write essay in English, I post in English, I graduated from a english-speaking school, I communicate in English. I…I have to say that I’m pretty good at English now!

Very surreal to see my rough guide sketches come to life.

Too many moms

Happy Halloween 🎃 #illustration #werewolf #halloween

I'm actually way more happy to be commissioned to draw giant robot. After all not artist get to do it!

Thank you zbrush

After all the late night thought, I feel that editorial illustration is only a work for people lack of moral sense, so they can ignore the betrayal of themselves and indulge in the self-satisfied cleverness of manipulating the viewer’s mind with tricks.

Der Tod

You…you are beautiful.

I like it when Carol sometimes looks like a little boy.

Oh and interesting story. I rode an electric-motorbike to school everyday in highschool and for some reason I was insane at the time and insisted to park my bike next to the entrance of our building. ’cause I park it there everyday so I was very territorial of that piece of spot...

I'm on a secret mission to finish a second master's degree and I gotta say I am not at all a school person. I hated school so much that in highschool I would carry xacto knives and hammer in my bag to go into classrooms. It was a wonder that I finished my master's degree but art school is amazing.

My younger brother likes to tuck the cats under his shirt and hold them in his belly. The cats hate him so they all pee on his bed. Lol Karma!

OC

Slowly moving to 25 pages...(which is 1/12 of the whole book, hurray!)

Have you observe the coitus of a bunch of gigantic snails on a road? A swirl or gooey moist beings crawling upon each other. It's so bizarre and fun to watch, creepy yet beautiful. Then a car would come and crush all of the them. This is what I think of everytime when I observe human couples.

I started a hatred toward city life ever since I grew older. I hate walking on a street crowed with people and tall skyscrapers that covers the clouds which makes me feel like a bunch of cockroaches living inside a can. If I’d have to choose a dream life I wish I could live on mountain Alps or sth

6 years ago the 2b apartment I rent in mid-California was only $1300/month. With $10 you could eat a full indian buffet. Now the rent for the same apartment has gone up above $2000 within 6 years. A pound of beef is now $11. Everything is so crazy.

I’ve been fed with so many economic analysis videos these weeks and everyone’s saying the US AI bubble will break, US currency value will fall, and the country is going into a state similar to pre-hitler Weimar Republic. I have no idea what to do but maybe this will be an indeed historical moment.