New YouTube video is up! A night of solo spring camping + gaming youtu.be/Db8YdwA2rEI?...

🌷 live 🌷 Sacrificing a pokemon today! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

🌼 live 🌼 sacrificing a viewer today! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

New YouTube video! Backpacking in Yosemite for 3 days. 💛 youtu.be/HIS2eWKwaig?...

🌱 live 🌱 Sunday morning, science deep divin’! Leaning about the Cambrian period. More Pokopia later! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

"i frowed up" Ditto Pokopia Style ✨ emote for @chillbobagginz.bsky.social

☀️ live ☀️ More Pokopia today!! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

⛺️ new YouTube video is up! ⛺️ One night of winter camping in a luxury inflatable tent! youtu.be/zJgfh2ZNbL8?...

🌱 live 🌱 More Pokopia today! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

🌼 live 🌼 More Pokopia today! I’m giving all of the Pokemon cigarettes. ✨💛 Twitch.tv/Cheebs

✨🌼 live 🌼✨ Playing some more Pokopia! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Trying out Pokopia with my NEW SWITCH 2!!!! 💛 Twitch.tv/Cheebs

My boyfriend surprised me with a Switch 2: a short story told in FaceTime screenshots.

Happy Saturday! Live with da Sims! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

When streamers get sick and have to take a day off

BUTTS

I’ve been in Colombia but I’m back!!! Let’s catch up and play some Outer Wilds Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Birthday stream tomorrow! Playing some outer wilds now Twitch.tv/Cheebs

I won’t lie, this birthday feels heavy. Last year my brother made my 30th so special, and this year I feel his absence deeply. I’m still doing a birthday stream Wednesday. It’s less of a celebration, more a space to reflect together if you’ve had a tough year too. 💛

My insurance premium is going from $350 a month to $600 a month in 2026. I’m just so happy we made America Great Again. 🙄

I’m live, playing Outer Wilds for a bit! ☺️💛 Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Thursday evening hangs over on my twitch page! Herding some sheep and exploring space. Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Depressed!!! 🌼💕✨🫧

I have a bad migraine but I still feel like streaming, so we’re doing a stfu stream And I guess I’ll try not to talk?? Idk we’ll see how this goes. Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Thank you for one million subscribers on Twitch!!! Can’t believe we did it y’all.

What do y’all do when a big wave of grief comes? What are your go-to’s in self-soothing and sitting with these incredibly difficult feelings?

Eyeball hurt

I’m in Texas for the next week, so no streams until I’m back! BUT, I will be uploading videos of my first Outer Wilds playthrough to YouTube while I’m gone. Here’s Part One ::) youtu.be/k165m0yXVww?...

Are we surprised? Absolutely NOT hahaha I missed a couple of Morb days tho static-cdn.jtvnw.net/recap-sharea... #TwitchRecap @struggle4.bsky.social @vio.bsky.social @chillbobagginz.bsky.social

The “cute” candid photos my bf takes of me

Today someone randomly brought up a memory about my brother. The memory was so lovely, but reminiscing on it felt painful. The warmth of the memory, quickly followed by the sad reminder we can’t make more. It’s just unfair.

“I wonder what Cheebs has been up to lately?” horse.

continuing my first outer wilds playthrough today! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Therapist: “So, how did you spend your Thanksgiving?” Me:

🐴🌼 ANNOUNCEMENT 🌼🐴 Starting tomorrow, I’m kicking off Horsember! I’m too sad to get in the holiday spirit this year, so instead of Christmas, HORSES!

New YouTube video is live! An early winter solo hike. 🤍 youtu.be/E3GT6LQFoy8?...

late night stream. checking out outerwilds for the first time. 💛 Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Good morning, sunshine ☀️

an apprehensive ‘ hello’ to winter. time moving forward feels heavy, and I’ve dreaded the first snow. but on my first solo adventure in months, falling, sliding, freezing, laughing, I was reminded of my first hike in CO with Josh. today felt like gently inviting winter back in.

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Finishing Dispatch today! Twitch.tv/Cheebs

It’s not much to be proud of, but I made breakfast for myself for the first time in nearly three months. I’ve either been skipping it entirely or heading to a cafe. A win is a win in grief.

Sunday moodboard 💕😌✨

Guess who cried in bed all day

Fellas, is it gay to Crank it to Hank?

This morning the grief is so heavy. Grief often feels inconvenient. I want to work, socialize, do anything but lay in bed and cry. But grief demands to be felt. Please share something that made your heart smile recently

Thank you SO much for being patient with me during this time. Some days I can easily stream for 5 hours and have a wonderful time. Some days even just 1 hour feels like a slog. Regardless, y’all are there. Thank you. 💛

I’m live on Twitch! Having a tender day, so join for some gentle, low-key vibes. Twitch.tv/Cheebs

Everyone on this app is so nice to me, I’m just laying in bed crying at all of your beautiful words. 🥺

I know I talk about grief a lot, sorry not sorry. I often feel like I’m being dramatic about how depleted my energy is right now. I’m imposing so much judgment of how often I need naps, or need to adjust my plans for the day, or can’t get as much done on my to-do list.