Jax if she wasn't a huge piece of shit.

Hate going through gender dysphoria where I can’t do anything to change my voice to sound fem presenting

I wish i could continue transitioning ive been so self conscious lately being around certain friend groups where im the only trans woman in the space and then i get misgendered because i dont sound feminine enough and i just freeze up the entire time not bringing it up

Agency that i do promos for have been playing with my face for the past month that i havent been able to make any money

Need to start a new alias that focuses on art and music im tired of my presence on the internet i just want to focus being a creative now

It looks like my X account was hacked, it'll take some time for me to recover it (hopefully I can) and I can't guarantee if there'll be any more spam coming up! please don't mind that AI-Generated spam post. Two-Factor authentication really can't protect you from getting hacked anymore huh🥺

Need to actually start creating content since apparently people find me and friends in discord calls playing games and watching movies entertaining and id rather just have fun doing that than having to promote celebrities and pop culture on my account like I hate how fake these clients make me sound

Ok but i kinda ate with this eye hold on progress is being made

Need to catch up on ffxiv in prep for new expansion next year

I feel like a lost puppy when it comes to learning art like I didnt the limitless possibilities you can do and im like not enjoying like watching tutorials cause my brain has trouble soaking up information so idk how to progress like i feel embarrassed asking art mutuals for advice 😭

Dead internet theory so real that we are in a time where everything sucks for everyone like I really hate that im living in this moment where im forced to use this app because of a takeover

welp that site is down again

soical media needs a do over like take me back to pre pandemic pls everything has gotten worse this decade

Ok i promise to post more on here but lowkey this app still feels very “suburban” so im like barely on here

I'm trying to get better at this vgm thing idk

Jerry from hoppers

oh people hate fun

Twitter broke so heres my first time drawing an arm

🎙️

getting better at my confident lines I think

Drawing tablet came in today I’m so excited to officially start my artistic journey :)

ok I’m proud doing this on a mouse

I tried buying one only for Amazon to not process my order because it’s not accepting my gift card

now I just need a drawing tablet and then my artist journey starts

Gonna post my discord incase ppl want to know when ill be streaming in the future discord.com/invite/uADMB...

Gonna stream me playing re9 in insanity mode tonight like 8pm est

Trying to save up for a new graphics card is hell like this is so tedious I’m at almost half way on getting it but like just seeing this price for one pc part idk if I even need to upgrade anything else

the way I believe the dead internet theory is real like

I really need to get into streaming so I can have fun but also earn money because while I used to like being on Twitter before that man ruined it it’s been really gruesome making side cash and also being freelance I dont enjoy getting paid to talk about pop culture anymore when I don’t care for it

I feel like I need to get medicated again it’s like lately I’ve been spiraling over so many things happening at me on issues that really should not get me losing my head over because like today’s discourse of the day made no sense to me I did not expect the ai nvidia tech bros to start jumping me

starting to come to terms that no community can stand my existence I really come to the point where I’m excluding myself from LGBTQ online communities since they always have a disconnect with me whenever I open my mouth leading to just not seeing me as a person in the community to begin with

I need a cure for als now that disease is so relentless rest in peace…

what the hell is a MISSMA’AMSHE? GIRL, FUCK YOU

girl wdym 1.4 million followers

Twitter died again

lowkey been feeling like shit lately it’s like I hate my audience on that site so much cause all I get is people that get offended when they find out that I’m openly trans and be like “I feel betrayed that you aren’t a gay man”

I woke up to that site being down oh I thought I got suspended 😭

ok but i was not following no tutorial it was better having oomfs give me a lesson on discord cause i was able to make a seal and learn about texturing all in the span of 3 hours

having a lot of intense gender dysphoric stress lately like I feel so unstable I’m like using my humor to mask that I’m I’m not ok being in this body

liberal, liberal, liberal, liberal, Liberal Liberal

It took this app 96 years to add drafts

like no I’m not making a donut but at least I started making what is close to looking like clay I guess

Trying to learn blender not knowing anything about 3d modeling omg this is like hurting my brain so much

gay men are so interesting to me because getting hit with transphobia and misogyny today because I like bara has been like oddly enough gender affirming but at the same time deeply offended mainly because they do not see me a queer trans woman as part of the LGBTQ+ community

I want to start streaming but like idk how to use obs girl like this feels like a math equation I just use this program to record…

Bluesky app crashed when I opened it oh…

Idk what I prefer Twitter verified bots replies or bluesky white gated community replies like no shade but when people find my tweets on here it’s like mayonnaise bland chicken downnnn

I can’t believe I finally beaten Elden ring aka my first souls game 😭

It has been one year since Confessions Of A Rotten Girl was released!! Thank you for your support and over 37 MILLION views!!! 😱😱 Your overwhelming support truly has changed my life, and I am extremely happy to be writing the music I love today...! Happy Anniversary 💞✨ #初音ミク

Wait this is tea cause what if I start streaming again who would come