Slay

When doctors stop your hormones so you show up as your badass self and demand them back (it worked) 5 hrs of sitting in waiting office though refusing to move till fixed

I have started to get nocturnal panic attacks and they are not fun at all. I just find it weird I have been screaming for help mental health wise for years either get nothing or just waiting lists for years. I get nocturnal panic attacks we need to fix that fast and I am getting help next week.

Felt cute today and was good to be back streaming

Hell yeah

Update to this: I sorted the remaining dental with the help of a friend 💜 Bank have revised what I owe on the car as my fortnightly payment went through. Still short: Insurance: 335 Car: 250 Total: $585 (USD370) 💸💕

@superevilwolfy.bsky.social miss youuuuuuuu

We you finally go out by yourself for the first time in years and without a mask to! Slay like the king and queen you are and most og all don't let darkness consume you! #transrights

I am still looking for help if anyone can. We have managed to raise $350 so far and I am really greatful to everyone one that has helped I am lost without my pc it's my communication to the outside since I don't go out. I live in a very non lgbt town so I stay in all the help I can get is online.

OK I hate doing this but a friend asked me to ask for help. My pc is broke & we r not sure how I am going to fix it a few of us looked & we are all confused & stressed. Looks like it needs replaced that will take me awhile and wondering if anyone can help at all. buymeacoffee.com/penguinqueenluci

In 3 hours or so, @penguinqueenluci.bsky.social and i on Twitch for "A Yharnam Christmas Carole" a Dickensian Decsent into Madness: #bloodborne single sitting playthru! Raising money for #toysfortots with @tiltify.bsky.social ! See you soon at Twitch.tv@penguinqueenluci and Twitch.tv/negatron00

I will be streaming 24 to 36hr on Xmas eve starting around 7pm UK time for the people that don't want to be alone this Xmas. Will be first starting with bloodborne with @negatron00.bsky.social a Christmas Carol in yharnam, then other games as the night passes also be raising money 4 toysfortots!

Going to be running #bloodborne this #XmasEve with @penguinqueenluci.bsky.social live on our #twitch channels about 2pm eastern USA (11am pacific) Single sitting parallel playthru fundraising for @toysfortots.bsky.social "A Christmas Carole in Yharnam" #tiltify #livestream #fundraiser

Sorry not been around on here kinda fell away from social media due to mental health but I am working my way back watch this space NOOT NOOT

@bythestillwaters.bsky.social I love and miss you so much

Watched cowboy bepop for first time with gf today its one of her favourites and I made this

I want to scream but I cant I want to talk honestly but I can't I want to stop hating myself but I can't. I feel weak, powerless and unworthy. I fight the urge everyday to just end it. I am tired and mentally and physically drained. I don't feel me & I dont know how to fix it I question everything

#フェミニズムはトランスとともに #TransRightsAreHumanRights

@zephyraphim.bsky.social miggyyyyyyyyyyyy

@battyrosario.bsky.social yasssss you made it 💜

Feeling really disconnected with myself at the moment I am finding myself getting quiet and quieter around the people I enjoy being with and they have noticed it to, I also lay on my couch for days without moving just looking at nothing I really hate feeling like this.

Ever feel like you are going crazy and can't switch off? That's me 99% of the time I wing life so much I am mentally tired

when you get the funny feeling people hate mind does wonderful things but most likely true

going live with a surprise stream forewarned with aqua_bizzy lets see what trouble we can get into! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with more mirror layers and then some xmas phasmo event! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with nightmare silent hill then defo bloodborne after this time! 40 followers away from 1k! also 5 new animated emotes lets go! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with dark pictures house of ashes then more nightmare silent hill www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

help i am kinda addicted to dayz at the min like super addicted lets go back to silent hill! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with among sleep then more silent hill dayz! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with some nightmare silent hill dayz today lets see how far i get today by myself www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

Pay finally landed and it's not enough to cover all my bills. I managed to get most of them paid but my power bill is still outstanding. Need to pull $520 out of my arse and I'm trying desperately not to panic/cry/throw up 😥 if you can help, every cent is appreciated.

going live with day 2 of dayz we are slowly getting the hang of this now just need to explore more and learn map! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

sorry it been awhile going live with some chill dayz today! pretty much new to this only had alittle play around off stream. sorry no cam cause face is sore. www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with some late night skyrim lets see where today takes us www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with something different my 1st playthrough of shadow of modor saturday! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

nothing intense the day brains being a meany so something chill to try switching it off! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

nothing intense the day brains being a meany so something chill to try switching it off! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

internet is finally back up and running so let do a late stream of slay the princess shall we! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

i am late again sorry my sleeping pattern has been everywhere! diving back into alan wake 2 lets see if today is the day we find these dam bolt cutters! part 4! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with part 5 of skyrim 1st playthrough cause we had charity event sunday thanks again for all the support during the event! lets see if i can remember how this works! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

PSI hope started from 2 small streamers visions that had a love of fromsoft games 3 years ago. The 3rd annual race is over we smashed our dream goal of love you 3000 this year and as a whole we have raised over £10,000 I cant express how lucky I am to be part of this amazing group since the start.

That's a wrap!! #PSIHope3 So much passion and heart was poured into these 3 days (and literal tears)! Thank you for the support through donations AND engagement! You kept us going! You're amazing! $3117 raised, donations remain open until Oct 31. donate.tiltify.com/+psi-hope/2r...

I LOVE YOU $3000!!! WE DID IT!!!!!!!!!! For the @biaamerica AND $10k total as an organization now!! Congrats everyone!!! We're not crying YOU'RE crying!! TO DONATE: donate.tiltify.com/+psi-hope/2r...

I LOVE YOU 3000! $3045.00 so far for Brain Injury Association of America! #psihope3 Twitch.tv/negatron00

Thats a wrap yall i didnt complete the game but we smashed our goal of $3000 and reached $3117 for the brain injury association of america with more to be added. thanks for all the amazing support yall we couldn't do it without you you's made all this possible! psi hope team love's you.

today is the last day of PSI HOPE 3 charity race for a good cause! thanks for all the love and support so far we couldnt have done it without yall lets try and reach our second goal today and get to that $2000! twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

going live with day 2 of psi hope 3 sekiro casual race of a good cause! thanks for all your support yesterday it was amazing the lurk's. dono and sub's you guys rock! lets see how far i get today! www.twitch.tv/parryqueenluci

Day 1 results: $1169.69 raised for Brain injury association of America, Bloodmoon453 destroying all challenges and moving on to Dark Souls 3 tomorrow... Join us for Day 2 tomorrow at noon eastern!

1.5hrs to go! Then it begins! @psihope.bsky.social Twitch.tv/negatron00

It's been a good while since we've last covered a shift at the Mortuary! What #spookymonth shenanigans can we get into tonight?? twitch.tv/cmdrjoop #mortuaryassistant