spring but dark and suffocating

AAANNNDD THE LATEST CHARITY COLLECTION IS UP! From @jangomango.bsky.social and yours truly comes "Tend the Flame", a 22-track album to benefit single mothers in the Jeremiah Program through April! hopskipandthechewtoys.bandcamp.com/album/tend-t...

"Who am I?" I am a blinding light... I played in Dawn Chorus vn again :O #DawnChorusVN #furry #furryart #Anthro #art #illustration

Remembering last Gdakon as the current one is happening. It's the first one I'm not attending since 2017. Last year's edition was a very odd time for me, not something I'd like to repeat, at no fault of the con itself. Definitely never again doing two cons in a row, like I did with Gdakon and NFC.

rainy morning youtu.be/JiP7jKdAhD0?...

Almost time to move back to Wroclaw. Last three days in Athens.

@hqpng.art @keoblau.bsky.social @dawnchorusvn.bsky.social From the bottom of my heart, thank you Dawn Chorus team, You couldn't imagine how much you game has changed my life for the better. -P.S. Rune is best boi!

NFC has been very so far

always in transit

Mmm one AI croissant please 😋😋

Me sitting inside the plane for over an hour already, waiting for takeoff, after my previous connecting flight was late by 2h and I was rebooked to a later flight and now I'll be home past 23:00

www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUMj... my own lil rendition of 'lightning' from dawn chrous (@dawnchorusvn.bsky.social), made by keo blar. i'm not good with piano, so soz 💙

the dog

exclusive sneak peek of the script Lana Del Rey and Chat Pile in headphones

Drive My Car (Haruki Murakami / Ryusuke Hamaguchi) is one of my favourite films- a story about repression, connection and rebirth of one’s self. Being able to visit this place in Hiroshima was very special to me.

At first, the fact that you could post so easily and effortlessly on social media felt like a good thing. The barriers were gone, anyone could've had their own website-like thing. But when we post on social media, it's us trying to fit into their framework, bending backwards for the algorithm.

a note to self from exactly a year ago: January doesn't last the whole year

How does it feel? To be without a home? Like a complete unknown?

The humidity+cold combo here is dramatic. I did laundry three days ago. Hopefully my trousers will finally dry today 🙏

It's crucial to know the enemy's name, and the enemy's name is neoliberalism.

Losing long time friends, and I'm taking 10+ years, is such a stupid thing and such a shame in general. I've come to really appreciate the value of connections lasting across time. It's not that making new friends isn't easy - it's that the longer we have them, the more valuable they are.

Χρόνια πολλά! It was Epiphany yesterday here in Athens.

Back in Athens for the winter! Greetings from the Mediterranean ✨

I not only don't have the answers, mostly I don't have the questions

deltarune x revolutionary girl utena

2027 travel plans: La Réunion Åland Islands Paris Trieste, Ljubljana and Karst Marrakech-Rabat-Tangier

I'm slowly crawling out of the hole I dug for myself. Winter isn't helping, and, as usually, I've bitten more than I can chew - I started postgrad studies and picked up French again, took a serious approach to working out, and I'm working on my own portfolio website - but I'm no longer overwhelmed.

I got to see Radiohead in Berlin this Thursday and holy hell I've never seen this much energy in the audience. Everyone knew the lyrics to every song. I can't remember the last time I jumped around this much at a concert.

there's divinity in snouts

I kinda want a Ricoh GH. Should I get a Ricoh GH?

When I think of home, I'm thinking of Greece. I'm thinking of eating skepasti in my room, alone, over my laptop placed on a kitchen-table-turned-desk, Nick Cave crooning the verses of Balcony Man in the background.

I love Spooktember

suffering from Greece deprivation

Ehkä tänään meillä on ihana päivä, sinä ja minä yhdessä, eikö niin? -- Maybe today we'll have a wonderful day, you and I together, right? -- (Ah yes yes, I love what is not loved, more fanarts of my favorite "susi poika" after I finish commissions) #dawnchorusvn #mikko

How the summer of 2025 looked here

I've got such a backlog omg. But I just came back from Sverige and before I move on to more pressing things, this is how I'm going to remember it:

v0.50 comes out later this week. It'll close the whole day 4, leaving only the last stretch of day 5 and epilogues. There's so much to do still. Finishing Broken Harbours, putting both it and Dawn Chorus on Steam. Releasing merch. Work on UI and rewrites. But I can finally see the end from here.

Praha, Wien, Venezia, Padova, Monza, Como, Locarno, Luzern, Bern, Chamonix, Paris, Montpellier, Barcelona. Finished last week: about 3750km done in rather unimpressive 12 days of travelling, with two rules: only train travel allowed between towns, and no hurry.

The place where I touched the sky and my eyes shimmered with tears I'm still unpacking mentally after the trip. It's been a long and intense one and coming back wasn't easy. I hope to get to writing a few sentences about it soon, maybe publish it as a blog post!

Saying a tentative hello to my 30s

If it won't make me reach transcendence, I'm not interested.

Day 1: Praha & Wien Vienna charmed me this time much more than during my first visit. Such a dynamic, open and lively place, reinventing itself constantly. Still at the forefront of change. Wiener should be proud of their city and themselves.

Back years ago, during my studies, my group of friends turned away from me and only later I learned that it was because someone outed me. Since then I'm paranoid whenever people ghost or ignore me. I reason with myself it's lack of time or interest, but my brain always tells me there's more going on

OK wow this is powerful It speaks of the things I see when I wake up in the middle of the night and go to the kitchen for a glass of water and think oh my life is but a fever dream isn't it and it's the first literary work I read that does that

It's the first day of my train trip. Just yesterday morning I had 38C fever again, so I'm really glad that I'm feeling okay today. Plan for today: short stop in Prague for dinner and tea, and onwards to Vienna with a reservation at Cafe Central!

Writing literature in English is odd because so many everyday words feel very technical and sometimes ugly and I have to look for workarounds so I can say what I want to say but never use them.

Playa de la Malagueta 1

So extremely fed up with this Seems like I catch something every time I travel with a plane. My body must really hate flying 😕

Deltarune............................................................ tomorrow!

Day 6 in Spain and I can attest that the S is, indeed, silent.