Tired of pretending. Just take or do whatever you want

please just unfollow me

I guess I know my place then

Huh, I really got nothing else to offer beyond shit writing, other OCs people prefer over me, and an emotional/physical rag for anyone to use. Why do I even care, let alone try.

Migraine vs panic attack, place your bets

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My surgical consult has been expedited due to increasing pain/discomfort and new recurring issues, but even then, it's still 2 weeks from now with no confirmed date for my actual surgery. I know all I can do is wait, but I'm scared, anxious, and I can't stop thinking about it.

Ozzy's calling you again. 🐶🚀

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Huh, would you look at that. I'm finally back up to 1000 watchers on FA. Should I do something to commemorate it? Is it worth commemorating?

if you see this, reply with a gif

I'm just gonna go back to being quiet, do nothing. Just go to bed and stay there.

I guess I have my answer then, given the difference in the responses... Good to know.

Case in point 🤨

I have to wonder sometimes what people actually think of me from the stuff I post, say, do, etc. And then I can't shake the thought that that is why I feel so detached, isolated, and unwanted all of the time.

Caught on camera 📸

Occupied 🛑

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HORSE

Pulling out... 🕳

#143 - Hoarder -Damn I need a bigger hole... -I was just thinking that... My next mini-comic #144 is available now at patreon.com/dan_draws_boys 👀

Home video 🎥

Pucker up 💋

Since it's a year of the horse I got some heavy ones to post. Comm for @zwoosh.bsky.social and @vasmeth.bsky.social

Surprising update: I am apparently not fine, depending on who you ask at this point. Now I could get to do this all over again next Friday!

Unsurprising update: I am fine, as I already knew I was jfc I hate hospitals

Somehow, I've received my test results faster by email than a human person metres away, and I'm still here. 🙃

I am going to fucking scream.

And there goes my self-worth... I knew that was coming. I always forget just how small and worthless I am, here or anywhere. Any value I might have is always because of someone or something else; otherwise, I'm nothing special.

When you're reading erotica, whose POV do you prefer? Do you enjoy knowing how the bottom feels when they're being taken? Do you like seeing through the eyes of the top? Do you prefer reading about what's being done to someone or what they're doing to someone else? Please, the answer is important.

And somehow, even now, it still gets worse. I'm actually a point where I'm wondering if it's even worth trying to make the new site work for me. Anything I liked about the old site good is gone, and the new stuff is just sucking all the fun and ease out of my experience.

Say less

I've just realised that I've hsd a somewhat decent mood these past few days. Which means any day now it's all gonna come crashing down and I'll be in for one hell of a breakdown. Fun.

Every time I've tried to use the new SoFurry, I find new ways in which the new site is either "worse" or less accessible than the old one. I get that it's still in beta (I think), but I always felt like SoFurry was the best place for my work. Now, though, I'm seriously not so sure...

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Man, it's times like this where I wish I still had my old job...

I read the new UK law on incest sim It's way worse than I thought. It includes stuff like RP, fantasy, and even just name-calling. So long as someone can argue they are related, it immediately is illegal. And I wonder which sexual minority features the use of terms like daddy, son, boy, etc...

If anyone has any ideas they want to see between an uncle and his nephew, I'm all ears. Bonus points if you make it as gross as possible.

Should I write/commission more incest stuff since the UK has decided that fictional content is much more important than things like the cost of living, the rise of fascism, and even the actual royal predators?

I don't want to be alone, but I don't want to be the only one who tries But I know I belong on the side, I'm not worth more than that

Ha I think this is it. I'm just fucked.

Doctor's confirmed I'll need surgery again. Third time's a charm or something, right?

My grandma has passed away today, and yet I can't even mourn her.

There's nothing I can do. I can't even hope or dream for more

I'm not doing okay. I think this job is going to crush my soul and when its done there'll be nothing left to carry on for.

I keep saying that I'm gonna be more active and involved, and then I keep burning myself out. Surely, at some point, it's got to level out.