trying to figure out what to do this weekend that would make me happy and feeling it was a good decision.

Home from work wear. @gaychastity.bsky.social @cagedboys.bsky.social @chastitypigrts.bsky.social

I wanted to go upstate and go for a run in one of the trails. For a nice change of scenery. I wish there was a place with trails where I could run naked. Hillside campgrounds is too far out. Also the weather is too hot to run safely.

Fucked someone today but I wasn’t into it. Just one of those days.

Prep lab works done.

Pre race pride run cage check.

I wish there was a chastity event for pride in NYC.

I fail to see the whole hoopla over the knicks win. It’s just basketball. They didn’t save lives or make the world a better place.

Went back to the afternoon sex party and finally got fucked. Wasn’t the most satisfying but I felt good for being able to pleasure other men.

Mile 2 of a 13.1 miles run. @kink3d.com @cagedboys.bsky.social #gaychastity #transscrotal

Tonight’s cage social at rock bar and every single time I tell myself to go and every time I bail out.

I wish sex parties came with a guarantee. Get fucked or your money back. I’d go more often if I had some assurances. Otherwise it’s a waste of my time.

Morning wear. Black jeans, black cobra and silver cock rings. @kink3d.com @cagedboys.bsky.social #gaychastity #teamlocked

Cleaning myself out at the office bathroom isn’t easy or ideal but sometimes you gotta do it.

Battling an annoying head cold. But 5 rings.

How many can I fit in?

I’m wearing a jockstrap which I never do. For whatever reason I felt like it today.

I wish I had a steady fuck buddy or two to rely on. So I don’t have to deal with sex parties. There’s one at noon and I’m waffling about it.

I love chastity but these [super glue and break the key off in the lock] vids need to stop. You’re either a) being performative for engagement, knowing that most cages can slip off without much effort and/or b) not thinking ahead about hygiene, maintenance, and unexpected life emergencies. 🙄

At airport. Feeling all out of sorts. Cleaned the cage as best as I could so it should last until tomorrow. Need some kind of steadiness/anchoring.

Went back to shaft, I really shouldn’t have. But finally got fucked. Wish I could say it was satisfying, unfortunately.

And I definitely need a new cage. Bleach isn’t working at all. Maybe it’s the ph of my urine?

So I spent a couple of hours at shaft cruise zone. Nice staff at counter, clean and a different system of storing items. But everything else is just like every other cruising club. Men walking in circles, waiting for someone else to make the first move. Or is it just me?

Morning ablutions

I think I need a new cage. The smell is so bad. I can’t clean it anymore.

Sky high

Dubai is amazing. I only got a few waking hours but I got to see a lot in that time frame. Think I’d go back and do it proper.

when someone says "locked boy" is there an age range that's implied?

constantly refreshing my email for my paycheck to come in. I need that money.

If you’re squeamish and put off by body modifications / light CBT - ignore and skip this post, please. But I get into these moods of pushing limits every now and then. Will go back to standard programming.

Some morning stretching.

I don’t think I’ll bring anything to Cape town. No cages or rings.

Still dealing with a lingering wet/dry cough that I’m hoping will go away before I leave. But here’s my current status

Ball Check.

I've been sick for the last four days so I've no energy for anything. It's almost 6:45pm and i'm ready to go to bed.

gave someone control of my lovense. Feels good not knowing when and how intense it'll buzz.

Forgot I had this. I’d love to wear this out in public and have to not react when someone buzzes it. Like at a museum or a theater.

Been a while but the plug went right in.

I want to go back to pleasuredrome to see if I can have some luck on my last night but my legs are so sore.

London marathon was hard! The course was relatively easy but it was much warmer. The heat got to me a little bit.

Went to pleasuredrome. Not bad. Clean and spacious. Staff are attentive and mostly nice. The layout is a bit confusing to start out. Mostly men my age. Wide range of bodies. Didn’t get any good action though. If I survive the marathon, I’ll go again.

Hotel room night time. #gaychastity #teamlocked #transscrotal

My hotel room has a lot of mirrors and reflective surfaces. And an odd layout.

At the airport but not feeling the bathroom selfie. I’m feeling bloated and pudgy today.

I don't think i'll plan anything for london. I'm not going to bother with the cage or the rings. If i can't be successful in NYC, how can i be in london?

It’s been a while since I managed 8.

it’s hard to sit like this, the rings keep pinching. But I want to add in more rings and stretch them. I wish I had a standing desk. It’d help a lot. @kink3d.com #kink3d.com #TeamLocked #GayChastity #transscrotal

5:30 am run

Getting some sun.

today sucked so much. I'm using chatgpt to calm me down.