Figured I would make a thread about myself as I wait for my ISP to figure their shit out and can start streaming! To start with im non-binary, disabled, and struggle with the sleeps. I like to keep things chill and support my friends as much as i can in this weird world we find ourselves in!

Howdy, I'm Kyward! I'm a disabled coyote who fights the eepies as much as the roaming monsters. I love indie games, TTRPGs, anime, and horror! I'm chill and a bit of a goober at times! I'm excited to see where this new journey takes me and i promise to only bite a little :3

Not me continuing to upload old VODs from the summer... I'm just one bird running this channel, ok, it's tough!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ro7... This is the beginning of my campaign of RIG, a mecha solo TTRPG by @notwritinggames.bsky.social ! Super fun!! Really want to pick this back up very soon!

✨ Stream Night ~ Phasmophobia! ✨ Come get spooky with me and my homies!!💖 When: LIVE NOW! Where: www.twitch.tv/merri_mellow

insomnia has beaten me down, but got fabula ultima session coming up so its gonna be another one of those days! Managed to get a decent bit done this morning at least lol

short and sweet Choir of Flesh stream! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #solottrpg #vtubers #vsky

me having an incredible urge to do a ttrpg using the setting pokemusu setting, that is all the pokemon turned into monster girls lol

Yippee! @vice-kappatain.vtubers.social and I are finishing off our Tangled Blessings run! Hope we both make it out alive (and that I win, of course) twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #ttrpg #duetrpg

Cat ~ In Box ~ Cat In Box 🐱

Content Creators, bloggers, journalists, youtubers, streamers, podcasters, prolific posters, and so on... If you want to read/review/report/dissect/play/create a content for any Black Cats Gaming game (The Spy Game, Cursed Captains of Cthulhu, CHVLR, etc), please drop me a DM or post your email!

Today on the BREAK!! blog, a bit of history connecting to our upcoming supplement, START: breakrpg.blogspot.com/2025/10/the-...

I am absolutely terrified to run a game on stream to be honest! But this opportunity is a great one, and I am looking forward to chatting with everyone.

🔴Live🔴 Will we survive Mothership? Hosted by @hime.vtubers.social www.twitch.tv/vice_kappatain #Vtuber #ttrpg

im in this, hopefully i die a glorious death!

In other news, I'm still slowly uploading VODs from like May... www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E8T... So here's part one (of two!) of me playing Moon Rings by @junkfoodgames.bsky.social !! #solottrpg

Guerilla stream to play more KDM because I'm a little obsessed ngl I dragged @caepeony.vtubers.social along n_n twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #kingdomdeathmonster

I FORGOT TO POST AHHH but I'm playing Drakonym by @crossedpaths.co.uk !! We're wrapping up making my PC and then we're going to dive into the game! Come hang out! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #solottrpg #ttrpg

idk what we're doing, just hanging out I guess twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vsky #vtubers

I just published my first project on itch: a supplement for Midnight Muscadines! ericlazure.itch.io/wining-and-d...

support me making prints of stuff @ www.patreon.com/cw/dreamware... prints will also be put up on the dreamware shop soon

We're going to solve a mystery... Maybe! The first of my October one-shots is today! :D Come watch us play Candela Obscura! With @vice-kappatain.bsky.social @kestrelw.bsky.social @caepeony.vtubers.social and 64bitrobot! :3 twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #ttrpg

Tonight it's finally time to continue my solo Fabula Ultima campaign! \o/ Come hang out! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #solorpg #solottrpg #fabulaultima

im so busy this week, thank the gods above and below that next week is more chill

Me and @vice-kappatain.bsky.social are up to no good in Riftbreakers as usual in session ELEVEN holy crap! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #ttrpg #vtubers #vsky

This week on the BREAK!! blog - turns out, you didn't all meet in a tavern. breakrpg.blogspot.com/2025/10/star...

Tonight! we're covering "Oyasumi Wonderland" by @britepalette.bsky.social :D Join us on Youtube for a livestream reading at 830P EST! youtube.com/live/sMOXMwG...

www.kickstarter.com/projects/177... We’re about 600 euros from the last stretch goal…! I adore this game and would really love to see that last goal met 🥹

Vtuber discord server icon for FervidDawn~💜💚 #vtubers

I design solo TTRPGs of my own~ Check them out here! merink.itch.io

The horrors persist and so must I! More Choir of Flesh!! Yippee! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #solottrpg #solorpg

www.kickstarter.com/projects/177... We're sooooo close to the next stretch goal. If you haven't backed Choir of Flesh yet, please consider it! It's already one of my absolute favorite solo TTRPGs ever. LOOK I AM A CERTIFIED CHOIR OF FLESH ENJOYER, I KNOW STUFF!

Me and @vice-kappatain.bsky.social are back at it again with more Riftbreakers 2e! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #ttrpg

List 3 things you can talk about for 3 hours without prep: 1. BREAK!! 2. The horrors of living in the sticks 3. Trash anime

Midnight Muscadines is everything I hoped it would be. The amount of detail in the worldbuilding, all those oracle tables, the beautifully written stories, the clarification of the rules that confused me during the preview... It's so wonderful 🥹 Waiting for my physical stuff will be tough!

Started a bit ago! Going through the Midnight Muscadines rulebook and maybe rolling a character later! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #solottrpg #ttrpg

We played Thousand Year Old Vampire a little while back! Was it the best game for two people with little knowledge of the world's history? Mayhaps not. (did you know soccer wasn't in Brazil until the late 1880s??) #ttrpg #actualplay

WE are back SO back TO SILENT HILL!!! Come hang out while I play the new entry in my FAV SERIES! <3 Our goal is 50 SUBS to unveil our model!!! Watch at www.twitch.tv/tsutsutandemvt

Playing more Sun Haven with @vice-kappatain.bsky.social @raguna.protects.earth @nyyxveil.bsky.social @ladypalupatina.bsky.social ~! twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vsky #vtubers

✨ Stream Night ~ Cobblemon! ✨ I'm GONNA CATCH EM ALL tonight (in Minecwaft)! Come say hi to my Pokemons! When: 9:00 PM ET (LIVE NOW!) Where: www.twitch.tv/merri_mellow

Really excited to play Dawn of the Orcs tonight! Come join me in this worldbuilding game~ twitch.tv/himeutsugi #vtubers #vsky #solottrpg

PDFs have been sent out to backers! If you backed Midnight Muscadines and don't receive an email in the next couple of hours, please reach out. See the latest update about the project here! www.backerkit.com/c/projects/p...

after a bit more testing, my main monitor is definitely borked. gonna have to get a new one asap, the backups im using cause a ton of eye strain

Sorry timeline, but I can't contain my excitement! Skies Above brings Phantasy Star and Dragon Quest vibes to tabletop. Support the dream today! www.kickstarter.com/... #SkiesAbove #jrpg

Important update, this entry has art now: breakrpg.blogspot.com/2025/09/free...

the joy you feel when you call a nat 20 before a roll and the dice follow along 😤

Though i don't often horny post that often i am a goblin and believe that people should be able to express their lewdselves. I have written a few smutty fanfics before so sharing one in support! squidgeworld.org/works/70738

I'm bad at being active on multiple sns, but I opened a new commission option on my vgen for vtubers~! I'd appreciate if you shared it around as I'm saving up for a new washing machine ^^;

Some seldom seen Yeld art. I created this for an update focusing on magical disasters and Goat Magic. #indiettrpg #ttrpg

Today on the BREAK!! blog - it's a lovely morning in the Blazing Garden, and you are a horrible monstrich. breakrpg.blogspot.com/2025/09/free...

✨ Stream Night ~ Phasmophobia! ✨ Me and my frenns are huntin GHOSTS again tonight!! Come hangout with us!! When: 8:00 PM ET (SOON!) Where: www.twitch.tv/merri_mellow