it needs to shower and wash hair, but she has decided now is the time to sit on its lap

it's sometimes strange to think back when it was in its late teens, thinking it was so Developed and adult for its age at the time. without realising how wrong it was

it is in so much pain, but it must wait until tomorrow for its scripts to be ready for pickup

it is working on decorating the room so it's a little bare, but it has been. sleeping on an air mattress for 3 weeks. and for 3 years before that using thin Ikea kids mattresses. finally good bed with actual mattress this is awesome

it has a proper bed now!!

surprised 15g 22% was less than $100 apparently, last time it got medical around 2 years ago it would get 10g 25% for $150

it has to wait until Tuesday until it can pick up its scripts, it just ran out of weed yesterday booooooo

taking its nighttime medication with hot chocolate #yolo

she looks like the selfie it's father took for his facebook pfp

it can walk around the apartment with no pants on if it wants to. it won't bc of the small chance a neighbour looks into a window or smth, but that's an option

living on its own has some wonderful pros. like nobody can stop it from sitting on the kitchen bench if it wants to

it wants to cry our cat is so Cute

Flower From Ashes' final mixing and mastering is done and the album is on track to release on sunday, june 21st, across youtube, bandcamp, and hopefully youtube music as well. the album is 22 songs long, spread across two discs, and will cost $13.99 (disc 2 is a freebie)

tiny barely 5kg indoor cat: aheem aheem if i do not eat my required expensive wetfoods, freshly milled biscuits, lactose free milk AND supplements i shall wither like a delicate flower. i also have hayfever and will catch the flu when stressed 12kg fat bastard parent's cat: i eat. Dog Mince

the kitty has been trying new food recently, she's picky about her wetfood but this was Acceptable for her huzzah

she's a ridiculous creature

YIPPIE it's mother offered to pay for the appointment costs

THEY RESPONDED IMMEDIATELY AND SAID IT COUNTS AS A CURRENT PATIENT FUCK YEA

jesus christ places that ppl rely on to get their scripts for medical weed rlly do try to rinse u out of the most money as fucking possible

it wants to smoke bc it's hurting again today but the handyman hasn't returned yet to fix one more thing in the apartment so. it is stuck in waiting mode

someone in the system left it a note saying how the psychiatrist appointment went this morning so that was nice

ok so. nobody in the system hasn't rlly been paying attention to active haircare for a few months now besides washing it every couple weeks bc of the. Everything. which is a little embarrassing but it has attempted to do it tonight and has discovered smth sad

fucking, lucky we have a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow bc it just looked up how tapentadol interacts with its new medication and apparently they. interact A Lot

ooug it had 3 hour nap after smoking and everything hurts again

it could also use a dry herb vape, but also a bong takes like 2 seconds compared to sitting with the vape for like 5mins chuffing away for the same effect

should it take tapentadol and wait five billion years for it to kick in or should it smoke gigantic cone to get stupid high immediately

huh, turns out the guy fixing stuff today is a handyman and not an electrician, he's fixing literally everything else in the apartment besides the power outlet lol

it's too early in the morning to smoke but it has woken up in a lot of pain bwbwbwbsnabdbab

woke up early for the electrician to get here bc he said he'd be here at 7am and now he's late without any updates :(( like it knows he only needs to fix a single power outlet but like. it did not need to wake up at 6:30am

anyways it's getting high as balls to deal with this shit

it is Tired

ooug it ate ramen too quickly..

also, haul from its trip to the inner city ooh yea woo yea

ok it's a little funny when normalbsky follow it bc of posting a specific key word in one of its posts bc like. do u realise it posts abt vent and sh most of the time right

sometimes it forgets that goresky does indeed post snuff sometimes. which it understands bc it's fucking gore posting, but it was just not expecting to see a particular post while in public LOL

delicious garlic ramen that won't physically harm it this time YAYE

it is tempted to go to the inner city today instead of its closer shopping centre, mainly bc it wants to see what public travel is like to there from its new apartment

Anyways changing back to a previous subject. if u can help it don't go past minor styros/dermis for the love of God hypertrophic scarring is a pain in the ass for MONTHS after it is done. Not worth it

it can't remember exactly how much it has spoken on bsky about its prev roommate situation but like. it was Bad. there was one particular girl it lived with that was making sure it's life was HELL the majority of the time it was living there

it's having a sudden thought of like. most ppl in this community talk about multiswiping to get to the depths it has done (styros/dermis and bb beans/hypodermis) with just one swipes or occasionally 2. Wild

smoking - well acknowledged not good for you but normalized Cutting - well acknowledged not good for you but severely frowned upon 2 sides of the same fucking coin. One slowly kills you from the inside out, while the other has the chance to quickly kill you outside in.

wish someone told it before gaining hypertrophic scars that they itch constantly!! But hurt when u try to scratch them So Fun

It ate too much whipped cream Ooug

it can't order groceries online bc afterpay is being a cunt just bc it has changed its legal name recently on its bank card and bc it's afterpay acc is in its old name, no payments will go thru. it is waiting for the form it sent to the support team will go thru but Bruh

why are ppl so quick to be like "ohhhh this anime didn't age well!!!!" when it comes to CLAMP series but never actually speak about the nuance and themes that Can be critiqued on their manga and anime

these are scars that are healed for the most part and this is for educational purposes. but it is so strange how different the healing process for similar injuries on the same person are, the only difference rlly being where on the body it is. boggles it's mind how different these look

also usually it doesn't care at all, but it is strange behaviour for someone to follow another person, like All of their recent posts and repost their intro, just to unfollow after 2 days bc they didn't interact with u back?

it Loves being disabled it is Fun all of the time !

it has woken up super light headed WHYYY IT'S BEEN TAKING MEDS AGAIN THIS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENINGGG

it has survived 15min visit from parents. They just left weed time YAYE