Girl, respectfully STFU, you already have an apparent, that's not starting over with ✨nothing✨lol

You can always make the world a better place by insulting a man :D

Thinking about transfering the curse that I have using a figurine resembling a specific person (Kolosoi) that REALLY deserves it to then destroy the person AND destroy the curse. 🥰🥰🥰

"Who's in control, you or your mind?" (It's the same thing, but let me be, I need to regain my sense of safety)

They weren't lying when they told me Pluto/Mars 12 feels the collective rage/hatred, my heart is beating so fast.

One pointedness on the mind. One pointedness on the mind. One pointedness on the mind. I need to make money. I need to make money. I need to make money. I need to get out of this place. I need to get out of this place. I need to get out of this place.

Should I do a video exposing a SWer that uses real animals to promote her content or should I just STFU because... Idk, my video can be used by the far right as a tool against SWers? I don't even have an online presence, Idk what the fuck I'm doing.

Fuck, I need convince my body that I'm in immediate danger to be able to move again.

Cuando te despiertas, no hay que tomar café rápidamente. Hay que dejar pasar un tiempo y que el cuerpo se active a si mismo mediante mecanismos naturales como la luz solar, el desprecio al sistema capitalista y el ascoputo que da todo.

I really want to kms right now, I feel like there's no way out, I'm tired of trying, I really want to leave.

Si soy honesta, la verdad es que estoy tan decepcionada de las presencias humanas que ni siquiera me puedo ver a mi misma como una y no sentir un gran rechazo.

Parece que al final solo somos tú yo contra el mundo, no Daga?

Hoy tuve que agarrarme a cachetadas porque el cuerpo no me reaccionaba.

Am I enlightened or am I just on the verge of death?

Me & the uncontrollable desire to curse the politician that ruined my mother's life.

I'm n̶o̶t̶ a violent dog and I know exactly why I bite.

"I'm proud of you for staying alive". 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

If you did it once, you can do it again. If you did it once, you can do it again. If you did it once, you can do it again.

A las únicas dos mujeres a las que les rezo: 1.- Teresa, aka "Tienes todo para salir de ahí, Teresa" 2.- Hachi, aka "Voy a comprarme una casita con jardín"

Distrust the comfort, keep going, keep fighting, keep prevailing.

Here all some comforting facts: 1.- We're all going to die. That's it, you don't need more.

Idigna de mi, en todos los sentidos, en todas las magnitudes.

Creo que lo mejor sería tomar mi camino sin decirle a nadie, de qué sirven las riñas si lo más preciado es mi vida, mi dignidad y mi prevalencia, no la discusión con seres deleznables, indignos de mí en todos los sentidos.

Mi vida siempre ha sido apresada por un montón de estadísticas que explican y pronostican ruina. Ojalá nada de esto fuera.

Ok, razones por las que mi mamá no se puede quejar de mi fuente de ingresos porque no tiene el derecho en ninguna capacidad. 1.- Tengo que pagarme médicos porque la vista se me está deteriorando y ella contribuyó a eso pq mientas estaba yo bajo su tutela jamás me llevo a un médico como se debía

🖤

I'm starting to identify all the actions that I take as part of something divine (hello Tao, hello It, hello Unnamed) to break my curse cycle. If there's no me the curse won't find a way too anchor itself.

Fight or die.

Sometimes it's not about winning, it's about escaping with the least amount of damage, then you take time to recover as much as possible and then do what you need to do to find peace.

I'm gonna need like +5 years of therapy after this.

Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation. Life or death situation.

It's funny because sometimes I feel like the only thing keeping me sane it's my own madness. My madness will be/it's my salvation.

I just need to blind myself with my own adrenaline, that will save me.

Neti neti

I no longer want to be a drop, let me return to the ocean.

I want to end my life or I want to end all this pain and suffering? That is the question.

How fucked my life has to be that I see existence as the opposite of freedom.

Fuck, I know my environment it's the equivalent of Silent Hill (Mexico's version) but my mind can also be my own hangman sometimes. Just shush! Don't think, don't feel, don't perceive, return to the void, die a little bit, free yourself from existence.

I need to remind myself to be in survival mode 24/7 otherwise I will not get out of this.

I'm not destroying my dreams, I'm just protecting them, that's why they're unseen that's it, I'm keeping them safe, I'm preserving my innocence in a place that can't be reached by anyone but me.

Que tan mierda tuvo que estar mi año para que ni siquiera pudiera celebrar ni Día de Muertos ni Halloween, que al final simbolizan la interacción con la muerte/otredad y en esa interacción que yo baso gran parte del sentido de mi vida.

I have my first successful curse using ancient magic: ✅✅✅✅ The target became extremely fearful about death and now he's acting all defensively to counteract his existential fear: ❌❌❌❌ Fuck, why didn't I consider that lol using magic involves thinking about every scenario like a chess board.

Oh, look! Effigies are not only used in Voodoo and Graeco-Roman magic to curse people :o

Me gusta la sensación de desamor-tener el corazón roto-celos porque me recuerda de manera muy sádica que mi existir también se encuentra fuera del amor. Es como si yo misma me dijera "hey, mira, aún estás aquí" pero mediante el dolor.

Crónicas de una junkie de la adrenalina: 1.- La incapacidad de actuar cuando no hay algo extremadamente malo pasándote.

“Nadie se sube al ring sin miedo” diría la Silvestri.

“Conatus: the tendency of all things to persist in their own being” & “Desirous of existence”

It'll be a long night, but not for me.

“Una victoria pequeña no es equivalente a ganar la guerra, sigue luchando, se estratégica con tus reservas de energía y nunca des prioridad al ocio sobre la sobrevivencia, usa la calma como un recurso finito pero valioso". —De mí para mí.